I stood on the treetop outside the hospital window, looking at myself on the hospital bed.
I was small, delicate and weak, with a very pale face.
So haggard.
So pitiful.
I broke a leg, but fortunately I have wings.
This is not logical, but who cares, it is the fact.
To be honest, I was a little surprised to see Bai Qiyu again.
I know he likes me, but I don’t like him, and I have rejected him directly.
After all, it is better to suffer a short pain than a long pain, and it is immoral to keep someone hanging when you don’t like him.
I didn’t expect that he still likes me as always. I feel a little guilty that we are still not married at such an old age.
Did I implicate him?
This thought only flashed through my mind, and I would not force myself to be with someone I don’t like just because of guilt.
The little girl was recovering from her illness, and I continued to stay with her.
How envious, I thought.
Everyone doted on her, and she was very happy.
Much happier than me.
From the perspective of an outsider, I saw a lot of things that I couldn't see before.
Various misunderstandings were also resolved with the little girl's experience.
I was heartbroken, blamed myself, and felt extremely guilty.
I always knew that I was wrong, but I didn't expect to be so wrong.
My child, what kind of torture did you suffer because of your mother?
I developed hatred.
For the first time, I had the idea of revenge.
- Han Dayu!
These three words became my hatred.
If I were not restricted by my current body, I might have already picked up a knife and chopped those guys who dared to hurt my son into pieces.
But now, looking down at her round little body, Qingqing seriously doubted whether she could hurt anyone even if she tried her best to hit them.
Maybe she would be the one who was bounced away.
Imagine a round ball hitting someone, bouncing off, and then rolling around...
That picture was too beautiful, Qingqing didn't want to think about it.
I'd better go play with my brother. I
unexpectedly learned that my brother was actually a little brat who lacked love and was actually very attached to his sister.
Qingqing's first reaction was to take out a small notebook to write down this incident. She would use it to laugh at Gu Xiaolan for ten or eight years, so that he would never be able to raise his head in front of her, hahaha.
This is what a real sister is.
With her vicious sister at
the center, it's no wonder that the two siblings are in such a mess. Xiao Qingqing met with misfortunes one after another. Qingqing knew that in addition to Han Da Yu who was in the open, there was another person hiding behind her.
——Her mother.
If I hadn't known this, I wouldn't have had a mental breakdown, let alone so many things today.
Even a tiger won't eat its own cubs, but that woman is more vicious than a tiger.
Fortunately, Fu Heng and the others protected me well, so I didn't get hurt... harmed.
Well, I said this too early.
This time, my eldest son, who I owe the most, was also implicated.
I pecked at the man's big hand that was pinching A-Qian's neck with all my might, and big tears flowed out of my small eyes.
Let go, let go of my son!
It's useless.
A voice echoed in my heart. Except for myself, no one can see me, and no one can sense my existence, so can I just watch my child die like this?
Impossible!
The young me was lying on the ground with wounds all over my body, crying loudly. We only had one thought.
Save A-Jian.
Caught off guard, I was ejected from the bird's body, turned into a stream of light, and sank into my original body.
I grew up, or I should say that I have returned to my original appearance.
But I know that I can only be awake for a short while. If I miss it, I don't know what will happen, but I have to save my child.
It hurts so much.
The body is slowly falling, and the warm blood is gradually leaking out.
I closed my eyes and saw a familiar bird land on A-Jian with relief.
Looking into those green eyes, I slowly put on a smile.
From now on, I'll leave it to you.
Darkness.
Endless darkness.
I don't know how long I stayed in there, but I could clearly feel the gradual fusion of my body and soul.
It seems that when the fusion is over, it will be the day of my official return.
No one will buy me firecrackers to celebrate, and I don't want it.
I understand a lot of things.
They can be infinitely doting on Xiao Qingqing, but they are extremely embarrassed towards me, an adult.
No one knows how to get along with each other, because of the various barriers in the past, even if they know it is a misunderstanding, it is still difficult to eliminate them in a short period of time. We
can only get along like this for now.
I don't care about this.
Because I have already decided to leave.
It doesn't mean that the misunderstanding has been resolved and the past hurt no longer exists.
I have forgiven, but I can't protect myself from being hurt. In this case, let's stay away from each other. This is better for everyone.
Fu Heng may still think that I care about the so-called "illegitimate child".
He even
took me back to the ancestral home to explain it to me in person.
The child is also pitiful. Because of an accident, he saw his father die in front of him, and Fu Heng happened to look very similar to his nephew, so the child mistook him for his father.
No wonder he kept calling me "Dad".
I insisted on leaving.
Fu Heng agreed.
I can't describe how I felt at that time. I felt empty in my heart, and seemed a little disappointed that he didn't want me to stay anymore, but more of it was the relief after being freed. When
we said goodbye at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, I really thought it was a farewell forever, so I only said "bye" instead of "goodbye".
Because I thought we would never see each other again.
I didn't expect him to chase me after me.
His invasion was silent, and by the time I noticed it, I was like a butterfly entangled in spider silk, unable to run away. Never mind
, if I can't run away, then I won't.
Actually... I'm still quite happy.
We got along slowly, like a pair of strangers, re-experiencing the process of knowing each other and falling in love.
In this process, we find a more suitable way of getting along with each other, and learn to slowly let go of everything in the past and embrace the love that belongs to us again.
Great.
It turns out that my love is still there.
The most beautiful thing in the world is.
I love you, and coincidentally, you love me too.
The proposal was agreed naturally. It's already like this, why don't you agree?
When we went back holding hands sweetly and announced that we would remarry, no one was surprised. It's
so boring, I thought.
There is no sense of accomplishment at all.
"Isn't me the greatest achievement of your life?"
The shameless person listened to my complaints and flattered himself without any embarrassment.
I'm not used to him, so I rolled my eyes at him and went to sleep. I was
too tired last night, so I'll rest tonight.
We are all old people, and we must learn to be restrained.
I had a dream while I was sleeping.
I dreamed of my past self.
I was about 20 years old at that time, and my two children were still chubby little kids.
On a whim, I took them out to play in a baby stroller.
On the way, I met a wounded bird.
The child was very loving to small animals, and when he saw the bird, he begged me to save it pitifully.
In fact, I couldn't bear to watch this little life disappear like this, so I quickly sent it to the pet hospital and left enough money. Whether it could be saved depended on the life of the bird.
I didn't pay attention to this matter afterwards, but I didn't expect that it would lead to a series of opportunities later.
The dream changed, and I dreamed of the scene when I made a wish.
After learning everything, I was so desperate that I even lost the will to continue living.
At this moment, the bird that I had saved flew in front of me and spoke human words.
"What do you wish for?"
"Can you help me realize it?"
Maybe my mind was broken, I didn't think it was so weird to face a talking bird.
The bird gave me a positive answer: "Of course, I am Zhu Mengniao, I can realize any of your wishes."
"Any?" I saw myself laughing at myself and said in a sarcastic tone: "I want happiness, can you give it to me?"
"Yes!" Zhu Mengniao answered decisively, and then I watched it emit a mysterious light, which enveloped me.
And the figure in the middle of the light was also gradually shrinking.
"Go and find your lost happiness with the most innocent heart."
***
Qingqing suddenly opened her eyes and sat up.
The movement was so big that it woke up Fu Heng next to her.
"What's wrong?" He asked as he got up.
"Nothing?" Qingqing shook her head and slowly lay back down, her arm on Fu Heng's waist: "I just had a dream."
She felt sleepy again, and her eyelids were fighting up and down.
"What dream? A nightmare?"
"No...it was a beautiful dream."
Qingqing's voice became weaker and weaker, and she fell asleep again.
Fu Heng reached out and covered her with the quilt, and then continued to sleep with his wife in his arms.
The two of them slept in each other's arms, and the picture looked warm and perfect.
It turns out that happiness is what I really wish for.
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