Chapter 77 Turning Point
Shen Yan was licked until he was very soft, and his ears were filled with the sound of Blaise licking and kissing his ears. The tingling sensation went straight into his head, shattering his remaining sanity.
The blindness experience of just a few days had little impact on him, but at this moment it was infinitely magnified. The unprecedented close contact from another person in the darkness was overly stimulating.
And uneasy.
Both physically and mentally disturbed.
Shen Yan was not sure whether Blaise treated him like this because he liked him so much that he was willing to die after doing it, or whether Ruan Zhixian allowed others to do the same to him as Blaise did.
Or maybe a little bit of both.
Blaze, who had retained his last bit of dignity, did not forcefully enter Shen Yan. He let out drops of water, whether sweat or tears, that hit Shen Yan's face, and he leaned over and kissed him, urging him impatiently, "Shen Yan, I want it."
Ana Shen hugged him gently and asked a completely irrelevant question, "Valen, Falson, and you, it has been like this for the past five days, why is the order different today? Why are you the first person I saw after I went out?"
The atmosphere became much colder.
Blaise lay on Shen Yan, pretending to be deaf and dumb.
He understands.
Shen Yan treated him much better than Valen and Falson, so Ruan Zhixian certainly felt that Shen Yan might like him a little more.
Ruan Zhixian asked him to come first today because he knew that he would not be able to help himself when he saw Shen Yan leaving, and he wanted to make him stop thinking about Shen Yan.
No matter what the reason, Ana Shen would not be with him, and even if he really accepted him, he would not live to see the next day.
nausea.
The wetness in the crook of his neck and the slight itchiness from the trembling of his eyeballs made the small piece of skin that contained Shen Yan feel a little hot.
Ana Shen patted his shoulder soothingly, and said softly, "That's it."
“Alan Ana.” Blaze said in a muffled voice, “It would be great if I met you first.”
Ana Shen said gently: “There is no such if.”
Blaze's fingers suddenly curled up, and his fingertips sank into Shen Yan's flesh, which was a little painful.
Ana Shen didn’t say anything.
The gray in Ana Shen’s eyes slowly dissipated, and in the gradually brightening world, he saw many cold surveillance cameras.
They were all aimed at Shen Yan, like countless pairs of eyes, coldly trapping him in Ruan Zhixian's field of vision, unable to escape forever.
Chen Fen’s words rang in Ana Shen’s ears.
——"The person who is most suitable for you must have three elements: strong, strong, and strong!"
Ana Shen closed his eyes, and the red light of the surveillance camera seemed to still flash in front of his eyes.
I really want to call Sister Chen and ask, is this kind of strength?
What a pervert.
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It was rare for Ana Shen to take a bath by herself.
After taking a shower, Ruan Zhixian opened the bathroom door to get some fresh air. He stood by the bed, looking down at the messy bedding.
When he heard the noise, he looked over naturally and smiled at Shen Yan.
"Why didn't you continue?"
Shen Yan: “Do you want me to continue?”
Ruan Zhixian leaned against the bathroom door with his arms folded, looking at the red marks on Shen Yan's chest under his wide-open bathrobe in the mirror. His face was gloomy and he didn't answer.
"Kill the person when you're done, and move on to the next one." Ana Shen pulled at his messy hair twice, and couldn't help but sneered, "Just kill whoever you're unhappy with, why do you have to set preconditions? You're a human-machine, do you have to trigger the command before you can take action?"
Ruan Zhixian was mocked and laughed: "Brother, what you mean is, can I just do it?"
"No, don't break the law."
"You like Blaise so much? Then you two stay together, and I'll take the others back to Black Star. I wish you a long and happy life together."
"ill."
After Chen Yan finished wiping his hair and was about to leave, Ruan Zhixian suddenly reached out and unhooked Chen Yan's belt, and the bathrobe suddenly loosened. He hooked Chen Yan's waist and led him to the bathroom.
In front of the mirror, Ruan Zhixian pressed against the back of Shen Yan's neck, his palm covering some of the marks on Shen Yan's chest and lower abdomen, moving slowly upwards, watching them being covered and then exposed by himself, and finally loosely strangling Shen Yan's neck.
Ana Shen didn’t move until here.
He was not a person who liked to avoid problems, nor did he think that he should be trapped in this villa and be at the mercy of others for the rest of his life.
After a few days of preparation, it's time to take action.
It’s easy to find and solve problems.
The problem now is Ruan Zhixian.
Ruan Zhixian is still hiding, hiding his emotions.
Ana Shen felt that he was like an active volcano waiting to erupt. He had to be stimulated to make him really erupt, and only then would he be safe.
Shen Yan and Ruan Zhixian stared at each other through the mirror.
Ana Shen looks tall and thin when she is dressed, but when she takes off her clothes, you will find that she is not just a skeleton underneath. She exercises all year round, and her bulging muscles are not those deliberately trained in the gym. Her lines are smooth and light, very beautiful.
Ruan Zhixian is taller than Shen Yan and has a bigger frame. When he stands in front of Shen Yan, he can block the person completely. His skin color is darker than Shen Yan's, but it is not obvious. The two need to be very close to each other to see the subtle difference.
The two were entangled like tangled tree roots.
Ruan Zhixian sniffed the sweet scent that seemed to be hidden deep in Chen Yan's skin, flesh, bones and blood. His arms tightened more and more, and countless dark lights accumulated in his eyes, as if as long as Chen Yan made him dissatisfied in the slightest, they would come out in full force and devour Chen Yan.
The two bodies were pressed close together, so close that they could clearly feel each other's temperature and heartbeat, so intimate, yet so distant.
Ruan Zhixian stared straight at Shen Yan in the mirror, his fingers tightened, the bulging blue veins on the back of his hands winding up his arms, looking ferocious and terrifying.
Ana Shen, who was strangled to death, still did not struggle. He frowned and his face flushed. He was in so much pain, but his pair of dark eyes, which were faintly bright under the light of the bathroom, were as calm and peaceful as ever.
Nothing can shake him.
Not even death.
Ruan Zhixian liked Shen Yan, but under such a gaze, he was eager to torture Shen Yan to see if he was really calm and fearless.
As long as Ana Shen resists, he will stop immediately.
Kiss his lips, kiss his wound, give him a knife and let him kill himself, it doesn’t matter, it hurts but it will be difficult for him to die, no matter how Shen Yan treats him, he will just bear it.
What then? Keep him locked up? Until he kills everyone that Shen Yan might like, leaving Shen Yan alone forever?
And always hate him.
have no idea.
But this was not the direction he wanted.
As time passed, Ana Shen's face turned purple, his body instinctively tried to survive, his muscles tensed, his whole body trembled, his heartbeat accelerated, his chest rose and fell greatly, his lungs worked desperately to try to get a breath, but it was all in vain.
Push him away! Why not push him away!
Ruan Zhixian gritted his teeth and the moment Shen Yan closed his eyes, he felt an incomparable fear that he had never felt since he was born.
He suddenly loosened his hands, and the air that suddenly entered his lungs stimulated Shen Yan to cough hard. It was difficult for him to stand on his own, and most of his weight was placed on Ruan Zhixian next to him. His arms were pressed on the sink, his head hung down, and his raised shoulder blades trembled like butterfly wings.
After coughing for a long time, Ana Shen recovered, and the cyanosis on his face disappeared, leaving a sickly red.
The marks on his neck were bruised and purple, and the originally clear whites of his eyes were covered with bloodshot. His gaze pierced from top to bottom, onto the frightened Ruan Zhixian's face, and he pulled the corners of his mouth with pleasure, and his sharp little canine teeth poked out.
"You lose."
It's a breathy sound.
Chen Yan was speechless, and the air flow through his throat made his throat sore. However, Ruan Zhixian's letting go at the last moment made Chen Yan extremely excited. He blinked hard, trying to make the blurry world clear again. He had to take a good look at Ruan Zhixian's expression now.
Still can't see clearly.
If you pinch too hard, your eyes may get hurt.
Shen Yan's high emotions gradually cooled down, and he thought, fortunately, Red Star has advanced medical technology, and this minor injury can be easily treated.
Even if he can't see with his eyes, he still has hands.
Ana Shen touched Ruan Zhixian’s face and was stunned.
He pulled his hand back and rubbed his fingertips.
The little bit of moisture evaporated quickly.
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After this day, Ruan Zhixian didn’t let anyone else come, but he didn’t mean to let him go, so he just left Ana Shen alone in the villa.
The gate of the villa was locked, but there were no restrictions on the windows. When Ana Shen was smoking on the balcony, he would chat with passers-by who were walking their dogs in the community.
Shen Yan has a strong ability to adapt. He doesn't get stuck in a rut and can figure things out easily.
After thinking for a few days, his shaky views on love, life and values became indestructible again.
All aspects of the emotions and status have been sorted out.
Valencia is the kind of person who would be embarrassing to see on the street.
Blaise, more than a friend, but less than a lover.
Ruan Zhixian, complicated.
It's impossible to have no liking at all.
If he really loves her to death, and likes her enough for Ana Shen to put him in the position of "lover", it's not the case at the moment.
Judge Shen temporarily placed Ruan Zhixian in the "pending" position for observation.
And Ruan Zhixian treated him...
Shen Yan guessed that Ruan Zhixian probably, maybe, liked him.
Shen Yan was unsure.
Although they kissed and had sex, making it seem like they were entangled in hatred and love and wanted to destroy the whole world, but out of his understanding of Ruan Zhixian, Shen Yan still had doubts about this conclusion.
He and Ruan Zhixian have completely different personalities, and their ideals, ambitions, pursuits and hobbies are completely different. If you really chat with him about life as your real self, fighting, quarreling and having cold wars will probably be as common as eating and drinking.
The most difficult question to understand arises.
It was normal for Ruan Zhixian to like Hei Xing, but he failed to pretend to be crazy and not only was his life in danger, but it was also quite frustrating for him.
Without his disguise, he is just an ordinary person. Why would Ruan Zhixian be lenient towards him?
And cried.
Ruan Zhixian, cry, these words together made Ana Shen's scalp tingle, and something was wrong.
Zhou Hui had been with him for a year and a half. After Shen Yan found out that he was Ruan Zhixian's man, he didn't pretend to be bluffing. He continued to treat him as usual, as if nothing had happened.
A year and a half, is that enough time for him to observe?
Even if it wasn't enough, these few days in the small dark room should be enough for him to understand that he is indeed an ordinary person with no background, nothing special, just a little bit handsome and smart.
Ruan Zhixian has killed countless people like him, why is he crying?
Shen Yan put the game controller aside a little irritably, looked at the zombies that kept falling on the screen, and rubbed his swollen temples.
Opening the terminal, Shen Yan found the dialog box where Ruan Zhixian was and sent him a "1".
It has been a week. Food and water have been delivered by someone, but he never replies to messages and has disappeared without a trace.
"1" is one day.
He gave Ruan Zhixian another day.
If you keep hiding from him and escaping from him, he will slip away.
Ana Shen stretched and got up to cook.
Since he had nothing to do, Shen Yan learned to cook. He had learned a quarter of the recipes, and his best dish so far was beef stew with potatoes.
Today I made cream mushroom pasta. After eating, I looked at the time and it was past six o'clock. The neighbors usually walk their dogs at this time. Ana Shen likes that big golden retriever very much. After washing the dishes, she went to the balcony to wait.
At a glance, I didn't see Jinmao, but Ruan Zhixian.
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