Chapter 83 Extra: The Lost Dog (2)
Farson tried to have an affair with Shen Yan more than once.
He should steal.
Falson supported his conclusion with three iron laws.
First, he is an adult, and according to general rules, adults can have affairs.
Second, the disgusting so-and-so is not worthy of Shen Yan, who is kind, cheerful, handsome, tolerant, noble, brave, smart, steady, upright, enthusiastic, and omnipotent.
Third, Falson’s mechanical transformation level has reached 85%. He can replace parts of most parts of his body at will, ensuring that there is an 85% chance that he will be liked by Ana Shen.
To sum up, it is natural for him and Shen Yan to have an affair.
After Farson knew that Ana Shen had returned to Black Star, he waited for almost two months and finally got the chance.
He pretended to be Ruan Zhixian and sneaked into Shen Yan's house.
Ana Shen is taking a shower.
The frosted glass was covered with mist, and the human figures were vague.
Falson looked for one second and then immediately turned his head away, sitting on the sofa in the hall with a red face. The sound of water splashing in the bathroom went straight into his ears, and many images involuntarily emerged in his mind.
In the small dark room, giving Ana Shen a bath was the moment he looked forward to the most.
Ana Shen was tormented by him until she had no strength left, so she could only lean obediently in his arms, her lifeless eyes fixed on a certain place, not saying a word, letting him fiddle with her.
The kiss marks stretched all the way down from the back of the neck, finally disappearing into the swaying water waves.
Shen Yan looked very vulnerable at that moment.
Give him the illusion that he is really dependent on him.
The sound in the bathroom gradually stopped. Falson was inexplicably nervous. He sat awkwardly on the sofa for a while, then walked to the floor-to-ceiling window and pretended to look at the scenery.
The bathroom door opened with a click, and someone in slippers walked towards him. Falson turned around and imitated Ruan Zhixian, "Brother, I..."
Ana Shen interrupted him, “Falson.”
Falson rushed over happily, Ana Shen dodged, and Falson, who fell on the sofa, turned around, looked at Ana Shen excitedly and said, “Mom, how did you know it was me?”
Ana Shen had no intention of talking to him, “Get out.”
"don't want."
Falson slid off the sofa, crawled over, knelt at Shen Yan's feet, and looked up at Shen Yan infatuatedly.
Chen Yan's body was still filled with fresh air from the bathroom. He lowered his eyes and looked over with a somewhat cold look. He wanted to lean on Chen Yan's legs, but as soon as he leaned forward a little, Chen Yan stepped back.
It seemed as if every cell in my body was resisting his approach.
Falson had no choice but to restrain himself, pursed his lips and smiled shyly, thinking about the information he had collected, and tried to please:
"Mom, I know you've been having trouble with those bad guys in the Elderly Home lately. Can I help you kill them all?"
"Need not."
Falson continued to strive: "What about other things? There must be something I can help with."
Ana Shen was merciless: “No.”
Falson's momentum waned, but after a few seconds, his eyes lit up again, and he looked up and said with a smile: "Mom, there is no pet at home, woof woof woof, I can be your..."
"Falson."
Ana Shen called out Falson’s name again, this time with a stronger tone than before.
Falson quieted down.
Shen Yan looked at Falson with some indescribable emotions in his eyes, sighed, leaned over and grabbed Falson's collar, and brought him to sit on the sofa, "Stay still, don't move."
Falson nodded.
Ana Shen went into the bedroom and changed her clothes and came out.
Farson was too obedient, and he sat there as if he was frozen. When he heard Ana Shen coming out, he not only didn't turn his head, but he didn't even blink.
But he knew Ana Shen was looking at him.
Falson was nervous.
He knew that he was not a likable kid, and it was normal for Ana Shen to annoy him, but sometimes he could not help dreaming——
What if?
Shen Yan is already with that piece of shit Ruan Zhixian, what if she could accept him a little?
Ana Shen sat opposite him and politely poured him a glass of water, “No need to pretend to be obedient, drink the water and leave, Ruan Zhixian will probably be angry again if he sees you.”
Falson still didn't move, with his head down, only his pair of black and white eyes raised, and said expressionlessly: "If Ruan Zhixian really didn't want me to see you, I wouldn't be here."
“Okay, not stupid.” Ana Shen leaned back relaxedly, “Then you shouldn’t have come.”
Falson lowered his eyes, then opened them again. In just a moment, the gloomy and depressed expression on his face disappeared, and tears fell down, looking very pitiful.
"If you don't come, how can I see you?"
His back slowly hunched over, he bent down, almost burying his face in his knees, and said in a low voice with a hint of crying, "Brother, I can do anything, just don't leave me..."
Ana Shen glanced at the watch and said calmly, “I’ll give you ten minutes to speak properly.”
Falson wiped his tears and sat up straight.
He thought this trick worked.
Shen Yan admires the strong and sympathizes with the weak. Every time he acted pitiful before, he would get more care from Shen Yan. Even if the care was not directed at him personally, but more like a projection of Shen Yan's emotions towards his relatives, it was enough to make him indulge in it.
It might be that the incident in the small dark room completely changed Ana Shen's impression of him. She could no longer find any trace of her relatives in him, who had already grown up, and therefore became cold.
Shen Yan said to give him ten minutes to speak properly. Obviously, this opportunity was not for him to be like a gold medal salesman, speaking eloquently and trying his best to sell himself in order to get a place by Shen Yan's side.
Ana Shen wanted him to say goodbye to her in a decent way.
Farson stared at the glass of water that Ana Shen poured for him, and pulled the corner of his mouth, “…Does it have to be like this?”
Shen Yan: “Yeah.”
Falson said coldly, "What's so good about that bastard Ruan Zhixian? In essence, what's the difference between him and me? This kind of person is only fit to be a dog. Dating a dog? I've never heard of it."
"Mom, you won't be happy."
Falson stared at Shen Yan's face. Shen Yan was not angry because of his curse. He looked at him with a broad and tolerant look, "Eight more minutes."
Falson bit the soft flesh inside his lip, and after tasting the blood, he suddenly stood up, walked to Ana Shen and looked down at him.
He was still wearing Ruan Zhixian’s shell, blocking the light, and the black shadow completely enveloped Ana Shen.
Ana Shen raised her head and looked at him.
Shen Yan's eyes are not pure black, the kind that doesn't let in light, but dark brown. If you get close, you can see the complex patterns in his eyes like sunflowers. The color will be lighter in the sun, with a heart-shaking insight, as if he can see through anyone and anything.
Falson was also seen through.
His soul trembled at this.
"Why not me?"
Falson could list at least twenty reasons why Shen Yan didn't want him, but those were his own answers, and he wanted to hear Shen Yan say them.
If Ana Shen can really convince him, then…
Ana Shen looked at him with pity, then stood up and hugged him very gently and quickly.
"Falson, it's time for you to grow up."
Ana Shen’s answer was not what he expected.
He doesn't understand.
But after Shen Yan said this, Farson remained in a daze until the end of the ten minutes.
There was indeed no further entanglement. He just took a piece of Ana Shen's clothing and left in disgrace.
Now the clothes were folded and sealed perfectly by him, and he lay on the bed staring at the ceiling, empty.
After a while, an idea came to my mind belatedly.
Ana Shen doesn’t want him.
He should get a different mother.
Falson has always been an intuitive person, and to put it bluntly, his standards for being a "mother" are not clear, but he is fickle and has been obsessed with Shen Yan for such a long time that he is simply crazy.
He immediately sat up from the bed, as if he had realized something, and walked around the house.
The quilt is warm, mom; the spoon helps him eat, mom; the dried flowers in the vase are pleasing to the eye, mom; the wall is hard and safe, mom…
He called every object in the house "Mom" and "Mom", but he still felt empty, even emptier, like a black hole that could not be filled and seemed to be swallowing him up.
They are not mothers.
A mother should have soft skin and a kind voice, should discipline him strictly but tolerate his mistakes. A mother should accept his ugly and inferior nature, hold his face and say with a smile, "Falson, I love you a lot, come and love me, come and take it."
Falson felt like he couldn't breathe.
He hurriedly found the newly sealed clothes in the closet, opened it, held him in his arms like a drug addict and sniffed him hard. The soft sweater was soaked with a little bit of Shen Yan's faint scent.
It's warm, with a hint of sweetness, and you can only smell it if you concentrate carefully amid the mixed smell of laundry detergent.
What is growing up?
I don’t know, no one taught him.
Falson dressed himself up beautifully and went out to cheat like he had done a long time ago, hanging out in various occasions, trying to find someone who could replace Shen Yan.
Not found.
Falson named Ana Shen’s sweater as a new mother.
His mother couldn't speak and was very fragile, and the smell he was attached to soon disappeared. Fortunately, his memory bank contained many videos and images of Shen Yan.
He watched it over and over again, and even used it as a model to customize an AI robot. When the robot was delivered, he unboxed it and spent a lot of money to make it. The robot was perfect and looked exactly like Shen Yan.
He turned it on carefully. The robot blinked, looked at him, and naturally reached out to hug him.
"Falson, I'm back, did you miss me?"
Farson stayed in the robot's arms for a moment, his breath filled with the cold smell of the machine.
He pushed the robot aside and broke it apart.
It's just drinking poison to quench thirst.
Falson, who had been trying to figure out the meaning of Shen Yan's words, finally found the key after reviewing it for who knows how many times.
He shouldn't put all his emotions on another person.
The standard of adulthood is not only physical maturity, but also spiritual growth.
After some research on the Internet, Falson decided to pursue independence from now on.
Independent Farson swore that he had no intention of deliberately inquiring about Shen Yan’s news.
It was not that he deliberately threatened the person who worked for Shen Yan many times, asking him to leave the job to himself.
It is even more impossible to take the initiative to know that Shen Yan will attend and watch the game of so-and-so.
Falson didn't even remember the name of the competition, he just knew that he signed up and won the prize.
Then, like sleepwalking, I was sent to the hotel.
The waiter patted him on the shoulder, saying that wealth and glory depended on this one move, and asked him to work hard. He also handed him a note, saying that an important person wanted to ask him to do a favor.
It's very simple, just kill the person who comes in next.
When Farson saw Shen Yan coming in, he crumpled the note into a small ball, quietly put it into his trouser pocket, and nodded to Shen Yan like an adult.
"Hello."
Ana Shen turned and left.
Falson’s feet were nailed to the spot, staring blankly at Ana Shen’s back, but he didn’t follow.
Ana Shen asked him to grow up.
He wasn't sure if what he was doing was right, but he couldn't do it the same way as before.
He wandered to the window absentmindedly, staring at the bustling night scene outside. Soon he let out a long sigh and unfolded the paper ball again.
Just a simple line of words, but the murderous intent is obvious.
Shen Yan, who was brought back to Black Star Area 1 by Ruan Zhixian, was not well protected.
In Falson’s opinion, Ruan Zhixian was using Shen Yan as a target, causing many people who had enemies with him to turn around and attack Shen Yan.
And Shen Yan...
Seems to be enjoying it.
This competition is also part of the high-level political struggle in their area, and he, Falson, is just an insignificant pawn used to target Shen Yan.
Falson set the piece of paper on fire and looked at the falling ashes expressionlessly.
He doesn't care who is fighting what.
He only knew that anyone who wanted to attack Shen Yan should die.
Another job.
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Falson has first-rate abilities in fraud and assassination. After killing several "big shots" who were unfavorable to Shen Yan, he was also brought into the game and vaguely developed a subtle connection with Shen Yan.
He was willing to become Shen Yan's uncontrollable chess piece, hiding in the shadows of all those with ulterior motives, waiting for the right opportunity to strike.
Shen Yan never contacted him, but sent many things to his house as rewards, which clearly had traces of Shen Yan.
He read the book Shen Yan gave him.
There was a sentence written in pen on the title page.
——There were sixpences all over the ground, but he looked up and saw the moon.
Falson stared at the string of flamboyant characters, tilted his head and frowned, thinking for a while, but he didn't understand what it meant.
Ana Shen asked him to look at the moon?
From then on, Farson would take some time to look at the moon every night. The crescent moon was sharp, waxing and waning. After watching for half a month, he roughly understood what Shen Yan meant.
He looked at the moon, Ana Shen also looked at the moon, they both looked at it, which meant they were staring at each other!
Having decided to grow up, the mature Falson couldn't help but look at the moon and called "Mom" in a low voice.
Farson is quite satisfied with this life.
Every time I look at the moon it feels like an affair, so ambiguous.
With this comfort, he felt that his level had been raised by more than one degree, and he would definitely be decent when he met Ana Shen again, showing his mature demeanor.
Mom… Ana Shen might praise him.
You are totally wrong. Very wrong.
At Shen Yan's wedding, their table was not located very close to the front, but the view was very good, and they could see every process of the wedding clearly and perfectly.
He stayed there quietly, playing with his fingers out of boredom. After a while, he saw Valen, who looked unhappy, and Blaise, who looked even worse, walking towards him.
Falson didn't want to sit at the same table with them.
These two are disgusting.
The combined level of disgustingness is comparable to that of Ruan Zhixian.
As luck would have it, they sat down at this table.
None of the three people spoke. It was clearly a festive day, but no one smiled at all. Instead, they looked as if they were overwhelmed with gloom and looked pitiful, as if they had been unlucky for several lifetimes.
It's easy to tell at a glance that these people are either ex-boyfriends or secret admirers.
The air of a loser is very strong.
Falson didn't want to talk to them much, but seeing how they looked, they probably didn't live well either. His superiority came out and he suddenly boasted, "I look at the moon every night."
Blaise said nothing and Valen sneered.
Falson added unhurriedly: “Alan Ana asked me to watch the moon with him.”
Blaise and Valen finally gave him a look.
Blaise taunted mercilessly: "You are dreaming."
Valen said nothing, just sneered.
Besides Ruan Zhixian, the person Falson hated the most was Blaze. He sneered and pulled out the picture of the book cover he had saved. He straightened his back and looked at her with disdain, "Scream?"
Blaise stared at the line of words, then turned his gaze to Falson, with an unbearable contempt and pity in his eyes.
However, he did not give any explanation, just looked at him like this for a few seconds, then looked away without interest.
Falson was flustered and smiled, "Don't act nonchalant. Are you so jealous that you want to sneak into my house in the middle of the night to steal my book?"
Blaise said calmly: "No."
“Pretender, did Ana Shen give you a book? Did he watch the moon with you?”
Blaise chuckled.
This smile immediately ignited Farson. Valen sensed the danger and spoke up, telling Farson the origin and meaning of this sentence.
After hearing this, Falson seemed to have his soul sucked out of him and turned into a black and white photo. He became visibly depressed and said nothing.
Ana Shen didn’t want to watch the moon with him.
It's just wishful thinking.
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