Chapter 119 Jiang Xueli reveals her true feelings (super long chapter)

Jiang Xueli returned home with the medicine she bought. Her parents did not have a holiday for the National Day, so Jiang Xueli was still the only one at home today.

I saw the note and pocket money my mother put on the coffee table.

As usual, she put down her schoolbag and planned to go to the bathroom to take a shower as soon as she got home.

Because Zhengran was about to come over, the pain in her abdomen made her have no mood to wash.

I stood at the bathroom door for a while, hesitating.

Looking at myself in the mirror, the pain finally succumbed to my will: "I'd better take a shower. I'll smell better and look better after taking a shower. After all, the time I spend alone with him is very precious."

"Besides, it's just dysmenorrhea. Taking a shower shouldn't be a problem." She comforted herself by warming a pot of hot water and drinking the "Yuanhu Pain Relief Tablets" prescribed by the doctor, and then went to the bathroom.

She took off her coat, untied the rubber bands on her ponytails, and gathered her long hair together and draped it over her shoulders.

Jiang Xueli walked into the bathroom barefoot and ran some hot water before closing the door and taking a shower.

But even if the doctor told her to be happier and not to deliberately think about unhappy things.

But how could Jiang Xueli hold it back? When she was taking a shower, her mind was filled with the scene of He Qing holding Lin Zhengran's hands and blowing on his palms in the morning.

She frowned slightly.

"Zhengran... big idiot..."

I felt a pain in my stomach again and I quickly squatted down and covered my abdomen.

After a simple wash, she cleverly put the key under the carpet at the door so that she wouldn't have to get out of bed to open the door for the idiot, and then she lay down on the bed.

On the other side, Lin Zhengran had nothing to do when he got home, so he took a shower and had breakfast as usual. He checked the venue and date of the competition to make sure there were no changes, and then went to Jiang Xueli's house.

I arrived at her door and knocked.

No one answered.

Jiang Xueli heard the knock on the door, curled up in bed and called Lin Zhengran.

After the call was connected, I told him the situation: "Hello, Zhengran? The key is under the carpet. Please open the door yourself and come in."

"Under the carpet? Well, you're at home, aren't you? Why are you putting it under the carpet?"

"I have a stomachache today and don't want to get out of bed, but..." She didn't want Lin Zhengran to leave: "I just need to take a break. I can still practice singing."

"Stomachache?"

Lin Zhengran found the key, opened the door and walked in. He saw the schoolbag and clothes thrown casually on the sofa. He remembered that she seemed to have started to have a stomachache in the car just now, but it was not severe at that time.

So he went straight to Jiang Xueli's bedroom.

When she opened the door, she saw Jiang Xueli with her long hair loose, curled up on the bed with her arms around her stomach. She usually looked proud and coquettish, but today she looked a little haggard.

Her brows were slightly furrowed and her lips were a little pale, but she was still very beautiful.

Seeing Lin Zhengran coming over, Jiang Xueli, who was covered with a quilt, raised her head and grinned, pretending to be strong and powerful: "Zhengran, you are here? Please sit for a while. I have a stomachache. Let me take a break. Anyway, there is no rush to practice singing. Otherwise, you can also tell me about the competition first."

After saying that, he covered his stomach again, and his forehead was covered with a layer of sweat because of this forced smile.

Lin Zhengran walked to the bed and sat down: "Don't worry about whether to compete or not. What's wrong with you? Have you seen a doctor?"

Although Jiang Xueli seems stubborn, she is actually just like an ordinary girl. When she is vulnerable, she will feel much better if the boy she likes says a little caring words to her.

But because of what happened in the morning, she found it difficult to express.

"Yeah, I've seen the doctor. He said it was painful..." She looked at the bed sheet, a little shy: "Dysmenorrhea, it's nothing, just a small problem."

"Dysmenorrhea?"

Jiang Xueli covered her stomach and whispered, "What's wrong? I'm a girl too. Many people have dysmenorrhea. It's not a big deal."

Seeing how haggard she looked, Lin Zhengran wanted to stand up and buy some things.

As a result, who knew that when Jiang Xueli saw him leaving, she subconsciously grabbed the corner of his clothes: "Zhengran, where are you going?! Don't go home, I can really practice singing today!"

She was a little anxious, and smiled with a fake smile: "I don't feel the pain in my stomach anymore. If you don't believe me, look, I'm sitting up now!"

After saying that, he tried to use his arms to support his body and sit up.

After I got up, not only did I have a stomachache, but I also suddenly felt cold all over, and a section of the quilt covering my upper body fell off.

Most of her smooth jade-like shoulders were exposed. She turned around and found that after taking a shower, she had forgotten everything because she was only thinking about going to bed.

So the body is clean.

"Ah!" Jiang Xueli blushed and quickly grabbed the quilt: "Don't look! How could I forget?" She remembered that she had put her clothes at the door of the bathroom.

Her face turned even redder, but then the pain in her stomach made her want to cover her stomach again.

In a hurry.

Lin Zhengran had no idea what she was doing with her gesticulating movements, it looked like she was dancing a lion.

He returned to her side and covered her with the quilt. Jiang Xueli almost thought he was going to do something, and closed her eyes:

"What are you going to do! Don't come over here yet. I'm telling you, although I can't resist now, I will be angry. I will be angry! I'm very scary when I'm angry! I will really rely on you!"

Lin Zhengran knocked her on the head with his hand and warned her: "Shut your mouth!"

Jiang Xueli finally calmed down after a headache. Lin Zhengran was puzzled: "Why are you still talking nonsense when you are not feeling well? Just lie down and rest. Have you had breakfast?"

Seeing that he was fierce but concerned about her, Jiang Xueli carefully pulled the quilt: "I didn't eat. I have a stomachache, so how can I eat? And why did you hit me..."

Lin Zhengran was helpless: "Did you take the medicine? Did you take the painkillers?"

“Yeah, I drank it.”

Lin Zhengran thought it was outrageous: "So you took the medicine but didn't eat?! Don't you know that dysmenorrhea will be more uncomfortable if you don't eat? And you're really good at taking medicine on an empty stomach, lie down properly!"

Seeing how fierce he was, Jiang Xueli didn't dare to talk back and continued to lie on the bed holding her stomach.

Lin Zhengran: "I'll go get you some hot food, you wait for me in bed."

"oh"

Lin Zhengran turned to leave, Jiang Xueli looked at him fearfully: "Zhengran...you won't leave me and sneak away..."

Lin Zhengran turned around: "What do you think? When have I ever abandoned you? If I really want to leave, I won't find an excuse to leave, I will just say I'm leaving, so just wait obediently on the bed."

After saying that, he closed the bedroom door, went to the refrigerator in the living room to look, and sure enough, there was nothing he wanted, so he went out.

Jiang Xueli lay on the bed, staring blankly at the bedroom door, listening to the sound of him closing the door and leaving.

She pondered over his words blankly. The pain in her stomach made her curl up unconsciously, muttering to herself:

"But I clearly saw you and He Qing being so close this morning... I believe you wouldn't abandon me, but what on earth is going on?"

Lin Zhengran went to the supermarket and bought some brown sugar, red dates and lemons, and then went to the stall to buy a bowl of millet porridge and buns.

Only then did he return to Jiang Xueli's home and first checked on her condition in bed.

"Are you still in pain?"

Jiang Xueli was still happy to see him come back, and nodded slowly: "It still hurts a little, what did you buy?"

"You'll know soon."

After closing the bedroom door again, Lin Zhengran went to the kitchen, found the appropriate tools and started tinkering.

Although Lin Zhengran had never been in love in his previous life, he had read too many messy books.

And even though he is unpopular with boys in this life because of these little girls, Lin Zhengran actually had quite a few good friends when he was in school in his previous life.

I especially remember that there was a very sweet-hearted guy in my university dormitory. At that time, he would tell everyone in the dormitory all day long how well he treated his girlfriend.

I can do everything, such as making brown sugar water for my girlfriend, giving her a massage, and rubbing her feet and hands to warm her stomach.

Although no one cared about those things at all, he mentioned them from time to time, causing Lin Zhengran and other roommates to remember them unconsciously.

So at this moment, based on his original partial memory and Lin Zhengran searched the Internet for more detailed production methods.

After spending a lot of time in the kitchen, a small pot of fresh brown sugar water was finally ready.

Lin Zhengran took a sip and thought it was okay, so he poured himself a cup and took the breakfast to Jiang Xueli's bedroom.

When Jiang Xueli looked up and saw the brown sugar water in Lin Zhengran's hand, although she had just heard him making something outside, she didn't think about it at all: "Brown sugar water? Did you buy it?"

"Where can I buy this stuff? I do sell brown sugar, but I don't think soaking it is very useful, so I made it for you in the kitchen."

"Ah? Made specially for me?" Jiang Xueli looked at Lin Zhengran flattered, her face flushed. After all, someone didn't realize how destructive this matter could be to a girl at this time.

"You can also cook this? It's very troublesome."

"It's pretty simple." He sat on the bed and asked, "Can you sit up?"

There is no mistake in the poem, post, content, and read the book on 6, 9, and bar!

"Okay..." Jiang Xueli sat up slowly and this time she did not forget to pull the quilt to cover her body. After all, her body was clean.

She stared at Lin Zhengran's action of blowing hot air, hesitating: "Where did you learn this from? Could it be that He..."

"I just learned it online. After all, I have never done it myself before. But it is quite simple and I can learn it at a glance."

Jiang Xueli's eyes widened slightly, thinking, did you learn it on the spot? Could it be that I was wrong? Lin Zhengran blew it again: "Take a sip and try it."

Then she was stunned: "What's wrong?"

Jiang Xueli came back to her senses and said shyly: "Nothing, nothing! I was just wondering... whether He Qing has menstrual cramps."

"Ah?" Lin Zhengran understood. Didn't she think she learned it from doing it for He Qing before? He hit her head with his other hand, and Jiang Xueli felt pain.

Lin Zhengran was helpless: "I told you I learned it on the spot! Are you deaf? And He Qing doesn't have menstrual cramps during her period. If I didn't see you in pain, do you think I would have nothing better to do than to make something like this for you?"

Jiang Xueli's eyes trembled and she had no idea how to answer.

Her face flushed and she lowered her head: "So you mean you learned it just for me?"

Lin Zhengran sighed and handed the cup over: "I don't want to talk to you anymore, I'll bring it to you, try it and see how it goes."

Jiang Xueli raised her head and stretched out her hand: "I can hold it myself!"

As a result, when I reached out my hand, the quilt fell off again.

She pulled the quilt again, her face flushed with panic. Lin Zhengran was really convinced: "Hurry up, I'll just bring you the drink, stop dawdling."

"What's the point of wasting time? It's just that you were too gentle today and I felt embarrassed. So should I drink it?" she asked.

"Hmm, try it."

Jiang Xueli slowly put her lips to the edge of the cup and sipped it, then she sipped it and said with emotion: "It's so sweet. And it even has the taste of red dates and lemon... You actually made it so delicately."

Lin Zhengran explained: "After all, we have already done it, so of course we have to make something good, drink a sip, and then have breakfast."

"Oh, sure."

Jiang Xueli took another sip and found it a little hot, so Lin Zhengran helped her blow it.

"Drink more."

This small action was quite lethal to the young girl. Jiang Xueli was rarely so obedient and took another sip.

Nodding: "Okay, I want to eat now"

Lin Zhengran then put the cup aside and took the breakfast and porridge in his hands.

Maybe it was because she was in a good mood, or maybe it was because of the medicine or the brown sugar water, she actually felt that her stomach didn't hurt as much.

I was able to calm down and tidied up the quilt covering my upper body, then held out my hand: "I can eat this myself."

Lin Zhengran handed it to her.

Jiang Xueli said thank you and ate her breakfast in small bites, secretly looking at Lin Zhengran with her proud and energetic eyes.

When Lin Zhengran looked at her, she quickly looked away and pretended nothing had happened.

Watching her finish her breakfast, it was obvious that her stomachache had improved a lot: "How are you now?"

"Much better."

Jiang Xueli blushed and asked, "But how do you know so much about girls? Since He Qing doesn't have dysmenorrhea, how do you know that dysmenorrhea will be more severe if you don't eat breakfast?"

"What do you mean He Qing doesn't have dysmenorrhea?"

"Oh no no! I mean, that's it."

Lin Zhengran thought about what happened in the morning: "You saw what happened at the school gate this morning, right? That's why you were so clear-headed."

Jiang Xueli hugged the quilt and nodded slowly: "Yes, I saw it all. But I didn't peek on purpose!" She told the truth: "I just happened to go a few minutes early and saw her holding your hand to warm you and warm my boyfriend's hand..."

Jiang Xueli suddenly felt a little guilty: "But that's right, we've been together for two weeks, but I don't think I've ever been alone with you. You might think it's boring to be in a relationship with me, so... you cheated on me and wanted to break up with me and find someone else."

"Ah? What do you mean by looking for someone else?"

"What?" Jiang Xueli looked up at Lin Zhengran. She couldn't lose her temper because she had just been taken care of. Besides, she couldn't be mean to Lin Zhengran.

"You've never lied to me before, so why don't you admit what happened this morning? I saw it with my own eyes!"

"What happened this morning did happen. I admit that."

Jiang Xueli bit her lip, feeling a little aggrieved, and retorted with her eyes closed:

"That's it! You still want to break up with me! You want to be with He Qing! Although I am very unwilling, although I have only been with you for a short time, I still have a lot of things to do with you! No, I should say that I haven't had time to do anything with you! You don't want me anymore."

She hugged the quilt and thought that she was dumped anyway, so she just said everything. She seemed to accept the reality but she couldn't accept it. Her tsundere antenna lost signal:

"Forget it, let's break up. Even though you don't want me anymore, I still like you so much. I have liked you since I was a child. Since the fourth grade, when the whole class didn't believe me and you were the only one who believed me, I fell in love with you. Over the years, the happiest thing for me every day when I wake up is to see you. I just want to find more opportunities to talk to you every day. Although I say one thing and mean another, I'm shy."

As she spoke, she felt like crying out of grievance: "I don't know why other girls are so bold. Every time I want to say I miss you, I can't say it. When I finally say it, I refute myself. That's why I often give others opportunities.

I don’t want to be a tsundere. I’ve been trying to change since I entered high school, but that’s just my personality.”

She sniffed and hugged her thighs tightly:

"I don't like tsunderes either. Who would like tsunderes? They are dishonest and talk back to the person they like all day long, making you angry. But I really do like you."

She wanted to take two pieces of toilet paper from the side to blow her nose, but she couldn't find any, so Lin Zhengran handed them to her. Jiang Xueli also said thank you and continued to confide her feelings: "Although it's a bit mean to say this, even if you dump me, I still only have you, a fool, in my heart. Apart from you, I don't even want to look at other boys. There is no room for others in my heart."

Jiang Xueli wiped her tears with her hands again, and glanced at Lin Zhengran when she was excited, but she didn't notice Lin Zhengran's curious eyes at all.

Jiang Xueli: "Anyway, you don't want me anymore, so I have nothing to hold back on saying. I'm not trying to save anything, but I should have told you these words a long time ago, and today is the perfect time to say them all."

Her eyes were filled with tears and her voice was choked with sobs. "I really like you. What I said before about marrying you because you couldn't find a girlfriend was a lie. How could you not find a girlfriend when you are so popular with girls? It's true that I simply wanted to marry you. I was just making an excuse for myself."

She lowered her head and said, "Okay, I've said everything I need to say. I'll agree to whatever you say next. Go ahead."

She suddenly felt aggrieved again, sobbing and wiping her tears: "Even if you don't want me anymore, I will agree, wuwuwu~ Although I can't accept it at all, wuwuwu~"

Lin Shengran was embarrassed, and felt that it was rare for Jiang Xueli to say so many words: "When did I say I didn't want you? Didn't I say many times before that I would not abandon you? So of course you are still mine."

"Wuwuwu~Hmm?" Jiang Xueli thought he was going to break up, but when she heard him, she suddenly looked at him and stopped crying for a moment, not quite understanding: "Then what about He Qing..."

"Oh, as for He Qing, she is also mine. Of course I will not abandon He Qing. Both of you are mine."

"ah?"

(End of this chapter)