Gradually, Yun Suiwan began to sob uncontrollably.
How can she let go of her relationship with Lu Dongjue?
She had no choice but to hurt him.
But he wouldn't listen to her explanation.
That feeling of utter despair and heartbreak overwhelmed her time and time again.
She wanted to imitate Lu Dongjue and put on an indifferent attitude.
But she couldn't do it.
For the past six months, she has been unable to sleep at night.
Lu Dongjue was a thorn stuck in her heart.
The more I wiped away my tears, the more they flowed; the more I thought about it, the more my heart ached.
She lowered her head, her shoulders shaking with sobs.
She didn't know how much time had passed before she stopped crying.
When I looked up again, Lu Dongjue had already left.
There was no one in the opposite direction.
At this moment, Yun Suiwan could no longer describe how she felt.
Sadness, grief, or embarrassment?
Her tears were worthless in his eyes.
Once she realized this, Yun Suiwan calmed down immediately.
She couldn't win him back.
Just then, Shen Xinghui walked in and handed her some tissues.
Yun Suiwan naturally accepted it.
"Wanwan, Dongjue is worried that Huo Beichen will take action against you."
Shen Xinghui's brows furrowed with worry for her.
Yun Suiwan wiped away her tears and, after calming down a bit, said, "Yes, I understand. I will take precautions."
"It's not just about taking precautions; you'd better cooperate with Dongjue."
"cooperate?"
"Yes. No matter what Huo Beichen's intentions are, since he dared to scheme against you like this, we can't let him live."
Shen Xinghui's face was somewhat aloof.
This was what he said, and it was also Lu Dongjue's decision.
Yun Suiwan stared intently at Shen Xinghui, and after a moment she asked, "What do you need me to do?"
"Protect yourselves and cooperate with Dongjue."
Yun Suiwan withdrew her gaze, a thoughtful look on her face.
She nodded.
"Where is he?" Where is Lu Dongjue?
"I'm on the phone."
“I have something to say to him.”
As she spoke, Yun Suiwan stood up.
"Wanwan..." Shen Xing called out to her, looking as if she wanted to say something but hesitated.
"Dongjue, he..."
"Xing Hui, I know what I'm doing."
Yun Suiwan smiled faintly and went into the courtyard.
Lu Dongjue was making a phone call in front of the flower bed when she quietly approached.
Then I heard him say, "Fanyan, come over for dinner tonight. Don't worry, I'll talk to Grandpa."
As if struck by a thunderbolt, Yun Suiwan stood there stunned.
Although she already knew his feelings, hearing him and Gu Fanyan being so intimate still caused her uncontrollable pain and jealousy.
She stood there, waiting for him to finish his call.
His attitude towards Gu Fanyan was unusually gentle, and his repeated calls of "Fanyan" were enough to give anyone a headache.
After hanging up the phone, Lu Dongjue seemed to have already noticed her and walked straight towards her.
Yun Suiwan subconsciously took a step back.
She tilted her head back, her eyes red and bright, looking just like a little rabbit.
"Is there something you need?" Lu Dongjue asked.
Yun Suiwan's words caught in her throat. She wanted to talk to him properly, but when she thought of him and Gu Fanyan, for some reason, she couldn't say anything.
“I’ll have Xinghui send you back.”
After Lu Dongjue finished speaking, he walked past her and was about to leave.
"etc."
Yun Suiwan reached out and grabbed his arm.
Lu Dongjue turned around, his face remaining expressionless.
He had a completely normal attitude towards her.
Nothing she said or did could provoke a change in his emotions.
Yun Suiwan held him tightly, as if Lu Dongjue would be with Gu Fanyan the moment she let go.
"you say."
"How about I marry Huo Beichen?" Yun Suiwan's lips moved slightly, her words carrying a hint of defiance.
Lu Dongjue looked at her with a cold gaze, "Getting married is your business, you don't need to discuss it with me."
"..."
A pang of pain shot through my heart.
He doesn't care.
"If I marry him, I can get closer to him and get information about him. Then we can join forces and defeat him."
Lu Dongjue chuckled upon hearing this, then looked away, saying, "Your method is really naive."
After saying that, he brushed her hand away.
His palm was somewhat hot, and when it touched her, Yun Suiwan wanted to hold it tightly.
But just as she was about to raise her hand, Lu Dongjue stepped into the main room.
He didn't give her any chance at all.
Saying one more word or spending more time with someone is not allowed.
He seemed determined to completely extinguish all her hopes.
"Huo Beichen is marrying me next month," Yun Suiwan announced loudly.
Lu Dongjue did not stop.
Yun Suiwan pursed her lips tightly, watching his retreating figure, and her temper flared even more.
Seeing that Lu Dongjue was still ignoring her.
She suddenly quickened her pace and followed.
Just as he was about to enter the house, she rushed over and hugged him from behind.
Lu Dongjue stopped in his tracks.
Yun Suiwan hugged him tightly with both hands, her cheek pressed against his back.
“Lu Dongjue, I don’t want to marry him.”
Lu Dongjue stood ramrod straight. He neither pushed her away nor gave her any response.
“Lu Dongjue, my engagement to him was forced. I don’t want to hurt you, I don’t want to see anything happen to you. Huo Beichen said that as long as you are with me, your body will be harmed.”
"And as he said, you've fainted and been hospitalized multiple times, and the hospital can't find the cause. I'm scared, I'm scared something will happen to you. I'm scared that you'll end up like me, with no cause found, slowly waiting to die."
Yun Suiwan said, her voice choked with emotion.
“I’m already like this, and I don’t want you to become like me, so I agreed to his request.”
Tears flowed silently, soaking his suit jacket.
“Lu Dongjue, I love you so much, I don’t want anything to happen to you. When you were in the hospital, I was so scared and didn’t know what to do. All I knew was that as long as I left you, you would be safe.”
"Please believe me, okay? I have no feelings for Huo Beichen at all. It was a trap set by him and Sheng Nanyin for us."
At this moment, Yun Suiwan wished she could offer him her whole heart.
She just wanted him to see her most authentic self.
She didn't want any misunderstandings between them; she didn't want a small misunderstanding to ruin their relationship.
They clearly loved each other deeply.
Yun Suiwan finished speaking, but Lu Dongjue did not respond.
He listened quietly, like a detached observer.
It seems that none of this concerns him.
“Lu Dongjue…”
"Hmm, are you finished?"
"..."
Yun Suiwan's body stiffened.
"I have something to do and need to go to the company later. I'll have Xinghui take you home."
He didn't care.
He didn't care about anything she did back then.
What's past is past.
Once she realized this, Yun Suiwan understood that she was just a clown.
She thought he would suffer the same fate as she had, living a life worse than death for the past six months.
But she forgot that Lu Dongjue had amnesia; he remembered nothing.
Yun Suiwan slowly released his hand, and Lu Dongjue went straight into the main room without saying a word.
Yun Suiwan stood there, stunned.
Is it beyond repair?
Does Lu Dongjue no longer love her, or does he hate her?
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