Chapter 31 His Past
Just like what her mother-in-law said, she also felt that Qi Yanjing was worried about something. Although he was considerate, he always seemed depressed.
Qi Yanjing raised his hand, held her wrist and led her to sit next to him.
"Zhixian, I can say that I have taken advantage of everything by marrying you."
"But I haven't lost anything." Even the expenses were initiated by Qi Yanjing. If anyone wanted to spend money, they had to act before him, but they were still slower than him.
His voice was calm and emotionless: "There is another reason why I married you, which I haven't told you yet."
Wen Zhixian involuntarily tensed up and became serious. He felt uneasy, fearing that the person in front of him would say something shocking.
Qi Yanjing felt her body tense, and the hand across her back patted her, and told her about his problem: "The doctor said I have post-traumatic stress disorder. I go to see a psychiatrist from time to time, but it doesn't help."
She looked at Qi Yanjing's profile. She thought he suffered from insomnia and nightmares due to work pressure, but it turned out to be psychological related.
"When I was in college, my psychiatrist suggested that I try to find someone with the same frequency as me, so I tried to have a relationship in college, but it backfired. For many years, I had no interest in love."
Qi Yanjing chuckled quietly: "Until I met you by chance, to put it simply, I just wanted to live with you and sleep with you."
Although it may sound vulgar, it is true.
"You are so straightforward." Wen Zhixian laughed dryly twice. It was hard to believe that such words came out of his mouth.
Qi Yanjing was afraid that she might misunderstand him, so he explained, "I really want to live with you. The atmosphere when I'm with you is very comfortable. Even after so many years, I still suffer from insomnia. But in the past few days, I've been in surprisingly good condition."
"Then you..." She wanted to ask him what kind of accident he had, but she felt that it would be like rubbing salt into the wound, so she thought about it and decided to give up.
Qi Yanjing looked at her with his eyes downcast, hesitating to speak, "Want to ask me why I am like this?"
Wen Zhixian bit her lip and shook her head, "I don't want to ask anymore."
He looked at her in silence, not knowing whether it was out of preference or something else, but sometimes he was really moved by the way she took care of him.
He let out a long sigh and put his arm around her shoulders. "Because I was kidnapped when I was a kid. One of my friends was kidnapped. The kidnapper asked his family for money. Both families prepared money and quietly called the police. I thought that giving the money would temporarily stabilize the kidnapper. But the kidnapper went crazy and killed my friend. I watched him die in front of me. I should have been the next one, but the police came and I survived."
After he finished speaking, the balcony was completely silent, with only a few sounds coming from outside the window.
She hugged Qi Yanjing around his waist, pressed tightly against him, and said in a low voice, "You shouldn't have said that."
Now she finally understood why Qi Yanjing had said when they got married that his parents would accept everything he liked. It was no wonder that his parents followed his wishes as long as he was happy. It all made sense now.
Qi Yanjing placed his big hand on her slender back, as if trying to gain some comfort. "I'm not afraid to tell you."
He wanted to spend his whole life with her.
After saying it all out, he no longer felt so blocked in the heart. He felt the softness in front of him, which made his heart itchy.
Wen Zhixian felt a chill from the wind and couldn't help but shrink his shoulders and straighten his back.
Qi Yanjing lowered his head and glanced in front of her. Wen Zhihan then realized that she was only wearing a nightgown with no underwear underneath, and she had just been sticking to Qi Yanjing for so long.
He probably felt it through two layers of fabric...
No, what do you mean by "estimated to have felt it"? It means that you have definitely felt what you should have felt!
Her face flushed, she let go of Qi Yanjing and immediately stood up, "I, I'm going back to sleep."
After saying that, he ran back to the bedroom.
Qi Yanjing leaned on the armrest, turned around and looked at Zhiyan who was fleeing in panic, raised his eyebrows slightly and sneered.
He didn't say anything, why did he run away?
He drank the wine in the glass, then washed up and went to sleep with her.
Wen Zhixian returned to the bedroom and covered himself with the quilt, repeating to himself several times that they were husband and wife.
She opened Taobao and searched for [Bell Orchid Mug], and the page was immediately redirected. She opened a high-selling product and placed an order for 20.
She still understood Gu Yuchen well. He would use any conditions to stabilize her and would most likely ask her to return the cup, so she wholesaled twenty identical ones. After all, they were all gifts from his ex-girlfriend, and she was also his ex-girlfriend.
After a while, Qi Yanjing came back after washing up and lay on the bed with a groggy head.
"Are you not feeling well?" Wen Zhixian turned over and lay on the bed to look at him, wondering if he was stressed out by what they had said that night.
"I feel a little dizzy from drinking." He usually has social events, but he has never drunk a whole bottle alone, and the aftereffects are quite strong.
Wen Zhixian then remembered that he had drunk the entire bottle of wine just now.
She stood up and prepared to get out of bed, but Qi Yanjing grabbed her wrist.
"Where are you going?" His voice was low and hoarse, and he leaned against me as if seeking comfort.
"I'll get you a glass of water."
She went to the living room to look for honey. There was only one spoonful left in the jar. She looked through it again and then remembered to give the unopened jar to Gu Yuchen.
Regret.
But I could only dig out the last spoonful of honey and give it to Qi Yanjing to drink.
She handed it to Qi Yanjing and said, "Drink this."
After Qi Yanjing finished drinking, she put the cup aside and heard his voice in her ear: "Have you ever treated Yuchen like this before?"
It was inevitable that Gu Yuchen often came into contact with alcohol at social events, so she naturally felt distressed. However, he would go home when he drank too much and rarely appeared in front of her when drunk. She had never made him any honey water, but she was worried that he would feel uncomfortable after being drunk, so she would give him honey from time to time.
But she also knew that Gu Yuchen would not make any honey water, and he never took it seriously. He just treated it as a useless object she gave him and never touched it.
She lowered her voice and replied, "No, he doesn't need my care. He finds it tiring."
Qi Yanjing raised his arms and held her in his arms, "I need you."
It’s right that Gu Yuchen doesn’t need it. Wild boars can’t eat fine bran.
She explained to Qi Yanjing: "I drink all the honey myself. I tend to cough when the seasons change. My mother prepared it for me."
There was no movement around her for a long time. She wanted to call him quietly to ask if he was asleep, but then she thought better of it. Her sleep quality was not good to begin with, and she didn't want to wake him up and then fall asleep again.
She relaxed silently in her heart, thinking back to the experiences he had told her that night.
She had heard of kidnapping for money, but had never encountered it. This kind of thing mostly happened to people with a net worth of at least several billion. However, Qi Yanjing also said that his parents used to do some business, and maybe that was why he was kidnapped when he was a child.