"The moon is the moon in my heart, and the person is the person in my heart..." Xia Ruoming repeated Xu Fengwu's words in a low voice, as if she was talking to herself.
Although several months had passed, Xu Fengwu still responded to her words in a different way.
At that time, Xia Ruoming once said, "In fact, the moonlight on the rooftop that night was more beautiful than it is now, but Fengwu, you left in such a hurry that you didn't look back. Now the moon is no longer the same as it was that day, and we can never change from who we were in the past."
What Xia Ruoming said was actually that the moon is not the moon in my heart, and the person is not the person in my heart. But Xu Fengwu came up to her when she was most uneasy and confused, and told her that the moonlight tonight was also beautiful.
The moon is still the moon in my heart, and the person is still the person in my heart.
Since you can't let it go anyway, why not look back again. —— It was An Jinrou's words that made Xia Ruoming start to feel uneasy. She had been trying very hard to forget the things in her past life. She was trying to avoid the things that made her fall into the abyss in her past life. Those resolute words and the nonchalant attitude when chatting with Ji Chuan were just her pretending to be strong.
No matter how far she goes, she can never become a different person. She is still Xia Rumeng after all.
For the first time after her rebirth, Xia Ruoming gazed seriously into Xu Fengwu's eyes. Her eyes were still the same as she remembered, as if reflecting the bright stars. The night sky could not compare to her beautiful eyes at all.
"Ruo...Meng?" Xu Fengwu looked at the dazed Xia Ruoming and couldn't help but reach out and touch her cheek. At that moment, Xu Fengwu realized that Xia Ruoming seemed to have been crying, but she didn't see it because of the dim light. Just like she never saw how good Xia Ruoming was to her in the past.
When she touched Xia Ruoming's cheek, she felt a touch of wet heat passing through her fingers and sliding down her arm.
That was the first time she saw Xia Ruoming cry. It turned out that this athletic girl was not as strong as she had imagined. She had always believed that Xia Ruoming would not get hurt no matter what happened.
"I thought that I would never look so embarrassing in front of you in my entire life." As if she had noticed the change in Xu Fengwu's mood, Xia Ruoming wiped the tears from her face with her hand and said to Xu Fengwu with a wry smile.
"Why? Is it because you like me and don't want me to worry about you? Or maybe you hate me now and don't want me to see your not-so-good side." Xu Fengwu whispered beside Xia Ruoming.
"Maybe... both. Even I am confused and don't know which is the right path." Xia Ruoming said absentmindedly.
An Jinrou only told her that turning back could be a new route, but she didn't tell her whether this route was the right one.
When Xia Ruoming was just reborn, what she wanted in her heart was to stop torturing herself for the rest of her life. But after a while, she felt that since she had been reborn, everything in this world was in her control. Her future path was now completely under her control.
But reality told her that everything could not go exactly as she wished.
Just like now, Xu Fengwu did not part ways with her from that day as she had imagined, but was still standing beside her, holding her fingers tightly.
"It's okay... Ruoming, the brush of the future is in your hands. Maybe you can start a new life without being confused." Xu Fengwu clenched his hands again.
"Really?" Xia Ruoming shook her head. Although she asked inquiringly, the bitterness on her face would not disappear.
"Yes, if it were you, I would definitely do that..."
When Xia Ruoming heard Xu Fengwu's answer, she just stared at the sky in a daze. She also asked herself in her heart - is it true?
After a long time, Xia Ruoming took off the hair tie that tied her ponytail and threw it off the cliff.
"Ruoming, what are you doing? Throwing objects from high places or dropping things anywhere in the wild is not good." Xu Fengwu seemed to see through Xia Ruoming's heart and made a small joke.
After all, crosstalk also needs a supporting role. Hey, hi, um, hi, go to hell. Otherwise, Xia Ruomeng might not be willing to say why.
Xia Ruoming seemed to be amused by Xu Fengwu and actually laughed out loud twice.
In fact, Xia Ruoming had always had short hair at first. She only grew her hair long because Xu Fengwu once said that she looked better with long hair. After her rebirth, she tied her hair into a ponytail just to say goodbye to her past, not only with Xu Fengwu, but also with Jiang Ruhua.
Now that I think about it, maybe she wasn't really that determined. Just as An Jinrou said, she just forced herself to forget the thoughts in her mind temporarily, and she just thought she had let it go.
If she was really that determined, she might just cut her long hair off...
"I should have thought of this long ago. If it's about divination of love, then the things that were not obtained must also be a part of 'love'." Xia Ruoming still looked at the night sky dotted with stars and dark clouds, but there was a little more relief in her tone, which was different from her usual self.
"What divination?" Xu Fengwu asked puzzledly.
"An Jinrou, her predictions are still as accurate as ever..." Xia Ruoming said slowly, "I really hope that one day her predictions will not be so accurate."
The rain didn't seem to stop, but got heavier.
"Ruoming, it's raining heavily. It's time for us to go back." Xu Fengwu took off his coat and covered Xia Ruoming's head with it.
"Yeah...it's time for us to go back." Xia Ruoming seemed to sigh again, then took off the coat Xu Fengwu gave her and covered Xu Fengwu's head with it - just like she did to Xia Ruoming.
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