Just now when Xu Fengwu called her in that slightly sad voice, her mental state was already unstable. For this reason, she could only use nicotine to calm her emotions, just like in her previous life, so that she could calm down and return her mental state to normal.

To be honest, it was Jiang Ruhua who taught her to smoke. Later, Jiang Ruhua quit smoking, but she couldn't.

By the time she learned to smoke, the culprit had already turned over a new leaf.

Xia Ruoming really liked Xu Fengwu, and treated her well without reservation for five years. She didn't know how many times she was moved. She buried all the pain in her heart, and she didn't know how many times her heart was broken.

Her heart is not a cold stone, and it is impossible for her to completely let go of Xu Fengwu. When a person can go back to more than ten years ago and find that her white moonlight is still different from the past world line and there is really a tendency to change her bad character, how many people can really remain indifferent?

So when Xu Fengwu's line was completely different from the past world line, she was really upset. She stayed away from Xu Fengwu just because she didn't want to repeat the same mistakes.

After all, Xia Ruoming is still that girl...trapped on the rooftop under the moon.

"The moonlight is so beautiful." Xia Ruoming looked at the sky and said something for no reason.

"Yes, the wind is also very gentle." After Xu Fengwu finished speaking, he also fiddled with Xia Ruoming's hair. Feeling that the relationship between Xia Ruoming and himself was tending to ease, Xu Fengwu's voice also changed from the previous excitement and grievance to gentleness.

When Xu Fengwu heard Xia Ruoming say that the moonlight was so beautiful, he felt his heart skip a beat.

She naturally knew what that sentence meant. It came from Natsume Soseki's words. The original sentence was [今夜は月が绮丽ですね], which means that because of your existence, the moonlight seems especially beautiful. This sentence itself is the result of translation. The original English sentence is simply "I love you."

Xu Fengwu thought that Xia Ruoming was attracted to her again, so she said these words which were a confession in themselves. This time, she didn't want to lose Xia Ruoming again, so she also said the second half of the sentence, which was regarded as... a response to her confession.

Yes, the wind is also gentle.

Because your tenderness protects me, the blowing wind also makes me feel gentle.

"It's a pity that the moon is no longer the same as it used to be, and we are no longer the same as we used to be." Xia Ruoming looked at the sky, and Xu Fengwu clearly saw tears in the corners of her eyes.

"The river of time flows into the sea, and we finally go our separate ways..."

At this time, Xia Ruoming was humming a song softly, but the tune did not contain the joy of finally realizing and leaving Xu Fengwu, but only a hint of sadness.

"No! I don't want to leave you!" Xu Fengwu recognized the song she was humming and hugged her. His tears wet Xia Ruoming's shoulders. "We can go back to the past, right, Ruoming? No matter what scars I left on you, I will wait with you until they heal. Let's go back to the past, okay?"

Hearing these words, that sad smile appeared on Xia Ruoming's face again. If she had heard these words in her previous life, she would probably have remained devoted to Xu Fengwu for the rest of her life.

"In fact, the moonlight on the rooftop that night was very beautiful, even more beautiful than it is now."

"It's just that Fengwu, you left in a hurry and didn't even look back."

"When you want to look back, the moon is no longer the same moon as it was at that moment."

"We...can't become who we were in the past."

Xu Fengwu was about to say something when Xia Ruoming hugged her and a light and elegant fragrance entered her nostrils. If it was the Xu Fengwu of the past, she would definitely push Xia Ruoming away and scold her, but now she was thinking about why she didn't notice that Ruoming smelled so good before.

"So, let's say goodbye and keep each other in our memories. That bouquet of sweet pea flowers is the last thing I want to say to you. It's also my last words." Xu Fengwu could clearly feel that Xia Ruoming was crying while she spoke, and her voice was a little hoarse.

"You will meet someone who is much better than me. You must be happy. Xu Fengwu, goodbye."

After saying this, Xia Ruoming let go of Xu Fengwu's hand and walked towards the end of the road. She also knew that Xu Fengwu would meet Ye Han in the future, a girl who was better than herself in her previous life in every way. She could be more gentle, more considerate, more understanding, and had a better family background, so she hoped that she could be happy with Ye Han.

At that moment, Xu Fengwu seemed to have lost all her strength and stood there blankly. She wanted to raise her arms to pull Xia Ruoming, but her arms seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. She wanted to cry and ask Xia Ruoming to stay with her, but she couldn't say a word.

Obviously, she still liked me, and Xia Ruoming was crying just now, and obviously she still cared about me, but she left so decisively. Why did it turn out like this?

That kind of resolute attitude is not her Xia Ruoming.

Xu Fengwu is not a fool, so how could he not understand what Xia Ruoming said? She still cares about him, and in Xia Ruoming's memory, he will always be the girl she likes.

But now she no longer likes it.

It's because she's not stupid that she feels so bad.

There are actually people in this world who can reconcile with their own hearts and let go just by saying so.

For some reason, her heart felt so painful, even more aggrieved than the day Xia Ruoming told her that they were not even friends.

The most painful thing in the world is not never having it, but losing it again.

Xia Ruoming had never truly forgotten her in her heart. When Xia Ruoming said that the moonlight was so beautiful, Xu Fengwu felt that Xia Ruoming had returned to him. The moment Xia Ruoming chose to hug Xu Fengwu, Xu Fengwu even felt that they were only a step away from reconciliation. She originally thought that it was a script like "The Rich Girl in Men's Clothing and the Destitute Witch".

But that close distance is also the end of the world.

The things that were clearly in my hands slowly dissipated, just like a dream.

She remembered what Xia Ruomeng said: "This bouquet of flowers is the last thing I want to say to you."

I remembered the strange look of the store manager again.

"Does the sweet pea flower have any special meaning? She was embarrassed to say it so she hid it inside the flower?" Xu Fengwu, who suddenly thought of this, wiped her tears, cheered herself up, opened her broken phone, and searched for the flower language of the sweet pea flower.

But the result made Xu Fengwu's tears, which had just been wiped away, fall again.

"Sweet pea flower: sweet memories, a heart of enlightenment, and the beginning of a new life."

I don’t know when thin dark clouds gathered in the sky, and the spring water began to fall.

The cold rain hit Xu Fengwu's face, and slid down her face mixed with her tears.

"So, rainwater is so salty..."