Chapter 69
Xu Song sorted out what he wanted to say again and again, and finally blurted out: "...It's okay, I'll tell you after the abortion anyway."
…
"You want to kill him?" Ning Qingxu frowned, seemingly dissatisfied with his answer.
The atmosphere was heavy and both of them were silent for a while.
"We're still in school. If we don't abort it, are we going to give birth to the baby?" Xu Song said what he was thinking. He was afraid that Ning Qingxu would think that his idea was just a temporary one, so he added, "I came back today to get this because it's time for a medical abortion. At worst, I can have a surgical abortion. Although it's very dangerous, but I..."
But I have thought about it for a long time, and it is not a sudden idea. I also want to be with you.
"Stop talking." Ning Qingxu looked up at him with a hint of coldness in his eyes.
He must be dissatisfied with his own ideas again, Xu Song thought. Xu Song looked at him. Ning Qingxu was taller than him, and the way he looked at him was like a child confronting his parents.
"You want to abort him, I can't interfere with your decision." Ning Qingxu approached him, twisted his chin, and said frivolously: "It's just that medical abortion is very harmful. Brother is so handsome, what if it affects his appearance after an abortion?"
"How could that be?" Seeing that he still had the heart to joke, he probably wasn't that angry anymore. Xu Song pretended to be angry and slapped his hand away: "Then get an abortion."
He heard Ning Qingxu sigh, but before he could ask him what he was sighing about, he felt dizzy and Ning Qingxu picked him up.
She’s still a fucking princess! Hug!
Xu Song was so angry that he laughed. He said sharply to Ning Qingxu: "Didn't you say you wouldn't interfere with me? What are you doing now? Are you taking the initiative?"
Ning Qingxu carried him all the way to the bathroom, first turned on the heater and light, and then took off Xu Song's shirt.
"What are you doing... Ning Qingxu? What are you doing!" Xu Song scolded him with a frown, "Are you out of your mind? Why are you taking off my clothes?"
Ning Qingxu was so angry that he laughed: "I was wondering why she always feels uncomfortable. When her estrus period comes, she only takes suppressants but doesn't come to me. She rejects me like this. I thought my wife doesn't like me anymore."
"Who is your wife..." Xu Song was very sensitive to this word, and Ning Qingxu said it without any hesitation, which made him feel a little embarrassed.
"It's only a matter of time."
Ning Qingxu placed him in the bathtub, only taking off his shirt. She placed her large palm on Xu Song's abdomen and asked him softly, "Here?"
The gentle touch made Xu Song feel for the first time that there was a living being in his belly, and the sharpness in his eyes was gone: "...Hmm."
Before he could start to sigh with maternal love, Ning Qingxu suddenly stood up, looked at him, and said, "It's a pity that such a small baby will be gone tomorrow."
There was a bottomless abyss in his eyes, and his light brown pupils were as bright and deep as amber. It was a pity that Xu Song couldn't appreciate it now.
His words were blunt, stinging Xu Song's senses and making his eyes water. Xu Song couldn't guess what he was thinking, so he could only change the subject: "You haven't even seen him, and he still said he was good-looking."
Since it will be miscarried anyway, it is better to say that he is not good so that you can accept it faster.
"What if he is very ugly?" Xu Song stared at him.
"How could your child be ugly?" Ning Qingxu said, then went to the living room to get clothes for Xu Song and handed them to him.
Xu Song took the clothes and prepared to take a shower, looking at the figure outside the door and fell into deep thought.
"Why are you sitting outside?" Xu Song stood in the bathroom without moving.
"Go ahead and wash, I have something to ask you." Ning Qingxu said.
"……oh."
Xu Song ignored him and turned on the shower to run water into the bathroom. When the sound of water stopped, Xu Song soaked in the water and felt comfortable all over.
Ning Qingxu's presence was very strong. He had just met Ning Qingxu a long time ago when they were still in high school. Ning Qingxu was in her vulnerable period, and he just sat outside the door. At that time, he foolishly thought that Ning Qingxu was in a bad mood.
Time flies by so fast. Looking back on what I did in high school, I really miss it. And now, Xu Song even has a child.
...even though it will flow away.
"Do you have classes tomorrow?" Ning Qingxu asked.
"Yes." Xu Song said, and then added: "I will ask for leave."
"Okay. I'll take a day off tomorrow to accompany you." Ning Qingxu said in a light tone.
The bathroom was silent for a while, and Xu Song asked him, "Do you agree?"
"I told you I can't interfere with you. Since it's your body, you have the final say."
"If you don't like him, just get rid of him."
Xu Song clapped his hands, and the water in the bathtub splashed. He immediately retorted, "Who said I don't like him?"
Ning Qingxu made him sound like a treacherous scumbag, even though he was the one who cared the most. He was afraid that Ning Qingxu would be distressed because of this matter, so he chose not to tell him; he was afraid that Ning Qingxu would not like him, so he was so cautious; he even wanted to have an abortion secretly by himself. Now he talked as if he had no feelings and his heart would not feel pain.
"If you are worried about not being able to raise the baby, you can hire someone to help take care of it after the baby is born. At worst, my mother likes children very much." Ning Qingxu said and suddenly laughed.
"But he probably won't be able to stay."
After Ning Qingxu finished speaking, he heard sobbing.
"I... don't want to abort him." Xu Song suppressed his emotions, his voice trembling. "You don't know, I had a lot of concerns before. I never dared to tell you that I suddenly wanted to move to the apartment and live with you because the doctor said that pregnant Omegas cannot lack Alpha pheromones..."
"So do you like this apartment?" Ning Qingxu suddenly interrupted him.
"What...?" Xu Song's well-prepared mood was destroyed and he was a little confused.
"I like it." Xu Song muttered, "If I stay with you."
"good."
Xu Song put on his pajamas and opened the door. Ning Qingxu moved over and stood up, hugged him from behind, and touched his abdomen, as if deliberately poking his sore spot.
"Don't touch..." Before Xu Song's crying stopped, Ning Qingxu came to stimulate him again.
Tomorrow he would abort the baby. It was his own, after all, so he would definitely be reluctant to let it go. What would Ning Qingxu think? Ning Qingxu loved him, and would also love the child he gave birth to.
Xu Song's arms around Ning Qingxu's waist tightened.
"If you can't bear it, just wait a while." Ning Qingxu said softly, stroking his back: "Tomorrow is the time for medical abortion. After a while, if you still want to abort him, you can have a surgical abortion. If you can't bear it, just give birth to the baby."
"OK?"
"...Woo woo." Xu Song raised his head and kissed the corner of his mouth.
Many people in the world tell you that you have to experience and go through things in order to have a wonderful life.
In fact, everyone's obsessions and thoughts are different. For example, Xu Song believes that the most wonderful thing in his life is to be with Ning Qing and Xu Chang for a long time. He is willing to go through ups and downs or sweetness.
He heard Xu Song say.
"--good."
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