Chapter 84
Ning Qingxu: "Not long after waking up."
Xu Song lay on his side and said, "I had a dream about you."
Ning Qingxu listened with great interest, and put her arm around Xu Song's waist, pulling him into her arms.
Xu Song told him everything about his dream.
Ning Qingxu: "I can't bear to ignore you. Even if we have a quarrel, I will be the first to bow my head."
Xu Song: "But you were only in junior high school at that time. I had never seen you back then."
Ning Qingxu's focus was obviously not here, and she said with a smile: "We have been in love since junior high school."
Xu Song stared at him and said seriously, "I won't have a romantic relationship in junior high school. I'm a good student."
Ning Qingxu chuckled: "Really? Brother was a good student in junior high school?"
"yes."
"You were not even an adult at that time, how dare you bring me home?"
“…Everything in dreams is very mysterious.”
Xu Muya went out at noon, and they were the only two at home.
Xu Song curled up on the sofa, scrolling through his phone and opening the food delivery app. He hadn't eaten anything in the morning, so he was a little hungry now.
Ning Qingxu came over and said, "Eating takeout again"
"What else? You cook."
"Um."
Sophomore year is about to end, and Xu Song is about to enter the second trimester of pregnancy. For the sake of her health, it is time to take a leave of absence from school.
He also had a selfish idea, to get married as soon as possible to "tie Xu Song down." Although Xu Song would only be his, his slightly morbid possessiveness still prompted him to have this idea.
Xu Song had never mentioned marriage to him. Both parents only knew that they were in a relationship and were unaware that Xu Song was pregnant. What would Xu Muya think? Would she support their relationship?
Ning Qingxu thought he was a decent person, but dating and marriage were two different things. Furthermore, Xu Muya had an imperfect marriage and might be more cautious in controlling her children.
Ye Lan might be more open-minded than Xu Muya in this regard. She has a perfect family and marriage, and Ning Qingxu is very sensible, so she rarely needs to worry about these things. Ye Lan is all about guidance and letting go.
During the holidays, Ning Qingxu discussed with Xu Song about taking a leave of absence from school. Xu Song wanted to continue his studies and did not want to take a leave of absence, but faced with the discomfort during pregnancy and the health of the fetus, he had no choice but to compromise.
Omegas' emotions during pregnancy are extremely unstable. Xu Song would sometimes feel depressed when she thought about something, and sometimes lose her temper. She even thought about aborting the child.
Ning Qingxu didn't want to lose her temper with him, nor did she want to say anything irresponsible about the child. Xu Song wouldn't want to hear that, and it would be too hurtful. It was Xu Song's choice to keep the child or abort it.
When Xu Song got angry, Ning Qingxu would just leave him alone for a while. If he went back to check on him later, there was a chance he would see a fierce omega cowering in his clothes.
In fact, this is not a good thing, as it will easily make the omega feel insecure. But if Ning Qingxu tries to coax him, Xu Song will only make things worse.
Ning Qingxu had never thought that Xu Song was associated with the word "spoiled" before.
And now…
"You don't like me at all?"
Xu Song curled up calmly on the carpet. It was winter and he was only wearing a sweater.
Ning Qingxu took a blanket for him with a headache and put it on him, but was kicked away by the stubborn omega.
"Say something." Xu Song was a little impatient.
Ning Qingxu leaned over and picked her up, whispering, "How could I not like you..."
Perhaps it was because Ning Qingxu's embrace was too warm or his pheromones were too charming, Xu Song was unable to say anything to refute.
Then he asked, "How much do you like me?"
Ning Qingxu picked up the blanket and covered Xu Song with it, then wrapped him up. Xu Song curled up in Ning Qingxu's arms like a packaged courier.
He thought for a moment and gave an extremely earthy yet sincere answer: "I like everything about you."
"Ning Qingxu."
"Um"
The omega in his arms lowered his eyes slightly, and the shadow under his eyelids also made him look a little melancholy. He seemed to have become weak and in need of care. Ning Qingxu couldn't help but kiss the corner of his eye.
"I haven't told my mom yet that I'm pregnant."
"Although she hasn't restricted me much since I was a child, this kind of thing is different."
"What do you think she would think..."
"Actually, sometimes I want to tell her, but I'm afraid."
He knew that his omega was feeling insecure again. Ning Qingxu asked gently, "What are you afraid of, brother?"
"Are you worried that Auntie won't be able to accept it?"
Xu Song froze for a moment and uttered a dull "hmm".
Ning Qingxu placed his hand on Xu Song's abdomen and pressed it gently. In fact, this action was not gentle, and Xu Song turned around and glared at him.
"If you're scared, I'll talk to your aunt for you?" Ning Qingxu said.
Xu Song didn't respond to his words. After a moment of silence, he said, "I've never thought about getting pregnant before. I even thought I might be single for the rest of my life. So when this happened to me, I didn't know what to do."
Ning Qingxu listened slowly.
"Some time ago, I used to wear a girdle frequently because I was afraid my mom would notice. I was just afraid, and I didn't know what I was afraid of, but I just didn't dare to say it... Am I really stupid?"
"No way." Ning Qingxu looked at him with some distress and said, "Don't use the belt, doesn't it hurt?"
Xu Song picked up the blanket and threw it on the sofa, then slowly moved over Ning Qingxu, hugging him face to face. He felt a little childish, but he didn't care. He just needed Ning Qingxu's human warmth right now.
Ning Qingxu also obeyed him obediently. What should an omega do when she's pregnant, as she lacks a sense of security? But at the same time, he thought, it's great that his little O relies on him so much.
This is the third year of their relationship, and Xu Song still asks him about his feelings for him from time to time, as if only by repeated confirmation and repeatedly getting the answers he wants, can this love-deprived little O let go of his fragile heart.
Xu Song blushed and said, "If I'm separated from you for even just one day, I feel like I'm going to die. I really don't want to be separated from you at all. I really like you...so..."
He rubbed against Ning Qingxu's arms again, blinking his bright eyes like a kitten trying to please its owner.
"Will you marry me?"
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