[No one can understand the fragility of life without experiencing it.
Sister, thank you for your wholehearted companionship in this short life.
—————Gu Xiaoan】
"Bang!" The phone fell to the marble floor, and the screen instantly turned into a spider web.
Xunmi's body swayed and she almost fell to the ground. Fortunately, Shi Yan caught her in time.
He held her in his arms and stroked her back gently, trying to make her relax.
The promised wedding was never held because it turned into a white funeral.
Sitting in the ward where Xiao An once lived, Xunmi held a thick notebook in her hand, and tears had already blurred her vision.
The falling water droplets even stained the round and lovely font above.
...
My name is Gu Xiaoan, I’m 17 years old, but no one believes I’m 17.
Because of my illness, my health has been poor and I am very distressed.
But I am very happy, because in these short 17 years, I met two sisters.
I originally had only one older sister, her name was Gu Xunmi.
She is my lifelong pride, and no one can replace her position in my heart.
I have another sister, her name is also Gu Xunmi.
I don’t know how to put it. It’s the same person, but he gives me a different feeling.
But I can feel that their care and love for me are all sincere.
Even if he was injured or in poor health, he never gave up on me.
Sister, do you know that Xiao An is actually in a lot of pain and very tired.
Every day when I wake up, I face the cold white walls and have to come into contact with those cold instruments every once in a while.
Many times I want to tell you not to seek treatment, so that I don’t have to suffer and you don’t have to work so hard.
But I dare not, I'm afraid of making you angry.
There is nothing I can do for you. The only thing I can do is to be obedient.
I won’t cause you any trouble and I won’t make you worry about me.
Sister Qiqi tells me stories about you every day, and as soon as I can access my mobile phone or TV, I can’t wait to follow your news.
Just like you said, sister, you look very glamorous outside, but I know how tired you are.
Every time this happens, I always think, how nice it would be if I weren’t there.
That way you will have a better life and be able to go to school like everyone else.
Doing what you like will make your life better and easier than it is now.
Sadly, those are just my fantasies.
When I saw big brother Shi Yan, I finally felt relieved. No matter whether I was there or not, my sister would be well taken care of.
In fact, I always had a premonition that I wouldn’t be able to stay with my sister for much longer.
Even after finding the right bone marrow, I still couldn't shake off that premonition.
But when I see you smiling so happily and brightly, sister, I can't bear to break this beauty.
The day I entered the operating room, I told myself to be strong and at least see my sister for the last time.
To my surprise, I opened my eyes, but life is never perfect.
Regret is something that you will encounter if you are not careful.
Sister, Xiao An is leaving, going to a very far place.
You and your brother-in-law must be happy.
Sister Qiqi, Brother Kangning, Sister Yanqin, Aunt Shi, and Doctor Zhang also hope that they are all well and happy every day.
I will bless you in heaven, that beautiful, worry-free place.
Sister, I haven’t expressed my regrets yet.
How I wish I could see my sister get married with my own eyes, and walk from one end of the red carpet to the other end of happiness.
Sister, I'm sorry that I'm going to be absent from your happiness. Please don't blame me and please forgive me.
Xiao An loves you the most, so sister, please be happy.
With Xiao An's happiness, I will always be happy.
If there is another afterlife, Xiao An would like to be his sister's younger brother again.
It’s great to have your care in this short life.
Goodbye, sister.
...
Xunmi couldn't understand it, she really couldn't understand it, she had clearly given Xiao An the Dahuan Dan.
Later, he was given high-quality nutrient solution to drink, and he was going to be given marrow cleansing pills after the bone marrow transplant to avoid rejection.
She had thought of all the steps and arranged them all, but why did it happen in just two days?
She doesn't understand, not at all.
Xiao An, you feel lucky, and so do I.
When I have no memory, I am so lucky to have someone like you who makes me work hard and forget my situation by being busy.
But why did you leave me without saying a word, Xiao An?
In her search, she feels that every relationship is worth cherishing and treating with care.
Family, friendship, and love.
Don’t think that you can’t be emotional just because you will leave in the end, and don’t think that they are just passers-by in your life and don’t need your attention.
Little do you know that in their hearts you are just a passer-by, and respect is mutual.
He tilted his head back, and the tears in his eyes stopped and accumulated in his pupils, making his bright black eyes look as if they were immersed in clear water, clean without any impurities.
Shi Yan was stunned when he pushed the door open, then walked over with light steps.
He took the notebook from her hand, closed it and held it in his hand, and with his other hand he reached out to pick her up.
"Wife, don't be sad. Xiao An will be sad too if he sees you like this."
There were dark circles under Shi Yan's eyes. The incident happened too suddenly, and Xunzhe was emotionally unstable, so all the arrangements and handling of the aftermath fell on him.
He really didn't expect that the bone marrow had been transplanted and the doctor said there might not be any rejection.
But the result is that the rejection is extremely severe and cannot be controlled once it breaks out.
He could understand his daughter-in-law's hopeless heart at the moment. If he had not given her hope from the beginning, perhaps she would have been mentally prepared long ago.
It was just when we were about to see the light of day that hope was given, but it turned into a dark abyss in an instant.
Even a man of such determination as him couldn't help but feel a little surprised, let alone her.
Xunmi followed obediently, and when she was about to walk out of the ward, she stopped and left without hesitation.
Xiao An, don't worry, your sister will live a very good life and be very happy.
Let’s be happy together with your share.
"Shi Yan, let's get married." A hoarse voice spoke of their third wedding appointment.
"Okay." Shi Yan didn't ask any more questions. He just wanted to satisfy her every need.
This wedding, which has been going on for more than seven months, from last year's Golden Flower Awards to now, has finally arrived.
They stood in the auditorium, facing the priest, with relatives and friends sitting on both sides, and stepped onto the red carpet that belonged only to the two of them.
What is happiness? Happiness is two people in love who, no matter how many storms they have experienced, still support each other and walk into the palace of marriage.
You are my happiness in this life, you are my happiness in the next life, and you are my happiness in all my lives.
—————Searching
We are destined to be together in this life and will be happy forever.
—————Tokihiko
The world is a circle. After going around, you will return to the starting point.
And what the origin is waiting for is happiness.
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