[Her arrival was like fireworks, shining only for a short time, and after she left, my world collapsed.
—————Su Zicang】
I always remember that day when she broke into my world in such a disheveled state, filling my heart and eyes with her.
In the past, I was very sure that I didn’t like her, and even hated her, because she was not the one for me.
But when love really comes, you can't stop it even if you want to, and you will be reluctant to stop it.
I don’t know how other people are in love, I only know that I want to hold her in the palm of my hand and pamper her in my heart.
Take her to see the most beautiful scenery in the world, take her to eat delicious food, and take her to anywhere she wants to go.
I once thought that one day we might have a baby. At that time, I would find someone to manage the company and stay at home to accompany them.
I also thought that when the baby grows up, I would take her to travel around the world, record all the little moments we had together, and build beautiful memories for the future.
I also promised her that I would fill those unbearable things with happy pictures.
Let her life be filled with only good things and be filled with me.
Tonight, I opened the door and walked in as usual. I have already selected someone from the company, and as long as the handover is completed, I can take her out to play.
However, I saw the scene that I least wanted to see in this life.
The smile that had just appeared froze at the corner of his mouth.
She sat on the bed, looking at herself reluctantly, with pain and vague expectation in her eyes. I didn't understand.
But I knew clearly that she was going to leave me.
I rushed over quickly, but only grabbed a shadow. The bed was empty, there was nothing there.
My world collapsed at that moment.
To me, a month is like a moment. It is like a blooming flower, which disappears after a moment's absence.
At the same time, the whole world collapsed.
I looked at the sky outside, which kept falling down and breaking into pieces bit by bit, as if it was venting, expressing anger, and destroying, destroying this world without her.
How wonderful it is. Now that she is gone, what is the point of living in this world?
I never knew that I had such a crazy side. I actually wanted to collapse quickly, collapse quickly, and let the whole world be buried with her.
I will go look for her later. No matter where I go, I will find her eventually.
The world seemed to be about to collapse, but it froze and nothing could move. But I could move. I didn't know why, but I was very angry in my heart.
Why not continue? Why not continue? What's the point of keeping this world without her?
At this moment, some childish voices entered my mind.
"You will see her again. She is waiting for you, but you can't leave now. This world was destroyed by you, and it will be built by you."
I didn't feel any shock at all, just a faint sense of "it's as I expected".
"How to build it?" I am willing to pay any price as long as I can see her.
I followed the method that the voice said and wove this once extremely familiar world in my mind. The moment the world was restored, I felt myself separated from the body that carried me.
Baby, I'm here to find you. Even if the price is half of my strength, I won't regret it.
When I was repairing the world, I remembered the memories that belonged only to her and me.
To love someone means that no matter what happens, as long as there is news related to her, you will subconsciously chase after her, even if it is a bottomless abyss.
I’m just sorry, baby, I need you to find me again. I believe you will recognize me even if you are misled.
Emperor of Heaven, I will slowly settle this account with you.
——————
[You can owe any debt except a debt of love.]
If I could do it again, I would just want to keep a peaceful place for you and accompany you in peace.
Unfortunately, there will never be a redo.
—————Yageor】
It's ridiculous that a playboy who has been wandering around with women all year round would actually fall in love at first sight.
Until now, I still wonder how I fell in love at first sight.
It was the first time I saw her so clearly. Perhaps it was because her eyes were looking at me too intently, or perhaps it was because the expression on her face was too sad.
I don't know what that means, I just feel sad.
Afterwards, her tears made me panic, and my heartbeat told me that I was in trouble.
Especially when I saw her smile, I couldn't stop myself.
However, the beauty at the beginning ended up with only bitterness. It was his own fault. If he had not avoided her at the beginning, perhaps they would not have ended up like that.
It’s the assumptions that hurt the most, because where do so many assumptions come from? Haha...
Yaros taught me a lesson: if you love someone, don’t be afraid, don’t care about too many things, and act boldly.
Of course, this is accompanied by a prerequisite, that is, it is strong enough.
You are so powerful that even if you steal your brother's wife, no one would dare to criticize you.
In the final analysis, he still blamed others, blamed Yaros, blamed himself, and blamed Xunmi.
He blamed Yaros for being so cruel and for taking away his last thing.
I blame myself for being so weak that I can't even protect the person I want. I can only watch her being trapped in someone else's arms.
She resented Xunmi for being so special to her from the beginning since she didn't love her, causing him to have thoughts that he shouldn't have, and thus falling deeper and deeper into the trap.
He knew that these were just excuses he made up, but so what? He was still unwilling to give in.
There is nothing more devastating than hearing with your own ears that the one you love is enjoying herself with another man, especially when that man is your younger brother, a younger brother who is inferior to you in every way.
I know that my younger brother actually lives a harder life than me. If it weren't for my younger brother, I wouldn't have the opportunity to live a life of luxury and debauchery outside.
But even though you know it, if you can't get over it, you naturally can't get out of it.
This is a dead end. Either you continue down this path until the end, or it will explode and endanger those around you.
So I chose to leave and embark on a journey alone to heal the sadness deep in my heart.
I think one day I will forget a girl named Xunmi Martha.
And that day was the day I went back.
But I waited and waited, but never went back in my entire life.
Because, the more you can't get it, the more you miss it, and the more you miss it, the deeper the roots will be, and the deeper they are, the harder it will be to pull them out.
It was then that I realized that this was retribution, retribution.
I used to think I was playing a game between men and women that was consensual, but in the end she taught me that there is no room for any sand in love.
I don’t mean to remain a virgin for the so-called true love that has not yet appeared, but at least I should show respect.
He had been embarrassing her from the very beginning. The fact that she didn't care was a sign of her magnanimity and kindness. The fact that she left him was simply her own incompetence, and she couldn't blame anyone else.
So, love is not always so beautiful.
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