Xunmi felt like she was trapped in a maze. She saw many figures swaying, but she couldn't see them clearly.
It was as if there was a thin veil between them, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't see through it.
With countless questions in mind, I suddenly opened my eyes.
The light above her head made her feel uncomfortable and she closed her eyes again, missing the excitement, surprise and excitement of the person beside her when she woke up.
Yan Yuling felt that there was nothing more tormenting than this. She was lying on the white hospital bed, and he could only watch by her side, unable to do anything.
He didn't know her pain, he didn't know her powerlessness, and he didn't know her hurt.
Self-blame was like a round ball, constantly stuffing him in until he couldn't get it out.
"You're awake. Do you feel any discomfort?" After a while, he seemed to have found his voice and asked in a hoarse voice.
Then he felt annoyed, thinking that his voice was so unpleasant. Would it scare her?
Xunmi blinked, tilted her head, looked at the man with a stern face and inexplicably nervous, and shook her head slightly.
She was fine except that she had no strength.
There was one thing she was very sure of, her memory, oh no, it should be said that the original owner's memory had been tampered with.
I don't know if it was an accident or...
Thinking of the original owner's body again, Xunmi lowered her eyes, her voice a little dry: "You don't have to feel guilty, I don't need it."
For a woman, not being able to get pregnant is a huge blow.
She didn't know what the original owner was feeling at the time, but she thought she must be very sad.
After all, she didn't have the chance to be a mother, nor could she have a child of her own who would call her mom.
She had just heard what the doctor said, and felt an indescribable sadness in her heart.
Yan Yuling opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but found that his voice was too dry and he couldn't speak at all.
The hand holding the edge of the bed tightened, and a hole appeared in my heart, and red liquid slowly flowed out.
"I..."
"If you really blame yourself, then promise me one thing."
Xunmi raised her head and interrupted the man.
"Okay." Yan Yuling nodded without thinking.
"Get well and come out."
The determined peach blossom eyes stared at him steadily, and there was only his own shadow in them.
Decadent, unsightly, ugly.
At that moment, he wanted to find a place to hide himself so that she wouldn't see him in such a miserable state.
But under such bright eyes, he was reluctant to leave, because he was afraid that there might be another person inside.
"good."
I will be obedient, I will get better, and I will find out what happened then.
A Xun, I wonder if I can still pursue you now?
I will let it go whether you agree or not.
A faint smile appeared on Xunmi's lips, just like the pear blossoms that had just bloomed, small, white, and with a faint fragrance.
It is the most beautiful color in the mountains.
"Master Yan, I bought some food. Would you like to have some?"
When Zhou Qi came in with the bag, he found that the person who was gloomy before he left was now sunny and bright. He almost thought he had walked into the wrong room.
I leaned over and saw, oh~ it turned out that Miss Lu had woken up.
"Just right, I bought some porridge, Miss Lu, you should have some too, you've been sleeping all day."
Take the things out and put them on the small table next to you.
Yan Yuling took the initiative to step forward to help, and Zhou Qi was so shocked that he didn't know what to do next.
Although Young Master Yan only had a psychological problem and was not crazy or anything else, he never spoke in the past year if he could.
If you can stay still, then don't move.
Even washing up felt repulsive because someone was staring at him.
But there was no other way. They were worried that he would be depressed during that period, so they had to stay with him.
Today's series of reactions undoubtedly gave Zhou Qi a big sweet treat.
His employer, and also his idol, Mr. Yan, is getting better.
Will the youngest soldier king reappear soon?
The excitement was surging in his chest, making him extremely excited.
But he also knew that all this came from Miss Lu in the bed. If Miss Lu left, then he...
He quickly shook his head. Yan Shaoquan was fine, and nothing should happen to Miss Lu leaving. Don't scare yourself.
"By the way, Master Yan, Madam Yan..."
"Don't worry about her." Yan Yuling carefully fed Xunmi porridge, and a hint of surprise flashed across his face at Zhou Qi's words.
She probably has taken care of her good son a long time ago. After all, in her eyes, he is the only son.
Zhou Qi immediately shut up and stopped talking, muttering to himself that there seemed to be something wrong between this mother and son.
Xunmi didn't dare to say much because he had no memory or information. He quietly ate the white rice porridge that was fed to his lips.
"Why did you only eat so little?" Yan Yuling frowned, looking at the half bowl left, very disapproving.
He scooped up a spoonful and fed it to her again, "Be good, eat some more."
Xunmi really didn't want to eat anymore. This body had a very small stomach, but the man's expression made her dazed, and she opened her mouth and ate a few more spoonfuls unconsciously.
Seeing that he still wanted to feed her, she quickly shook her head and said, "I really don't want to eat anymore."
Yan Yuling stared at her seriously for a long time before giving in and putting down the bowl.
He ate two bowls of rice in a hurry and then stayed beside her motionlessly, like a dragon guarding a treasure.
Zhou Qi obediently packed up his things and left, sitting on a chair outside to avoid being disturbed by outsiders.
"Don't you have anything to tell me?" After a long silence, Yan Yuling spoke first.
Xunmi opened her eyes wide in surprise, as if she didn't understand what he meant.
"Don't you want to explain to me what happened that time?"
Yan Yuling frowned, he wanted to hear her say it in person.
In this way he can tell himself that it is all his fault and blame himself for everything.
Xunmi suddenly realized that he was asking about the past and shook his head.
She had nothing to explain because she didn't know what to explain.
It's all blank, how to explain it?
"You don't believe me." Yan Yuling's eyes were filled with hostility, and he was hurt by her reaction.
In the past, she would tell me whatever happened, and we also agreed not to hide anything from each other.
But now...is there finally an unbridgeable gap?
No, that's not it. Even if there is a gap, he will fill it.
Xunmi grabbed the man with her good hand and spoke hastily, "No, I just...I just don't know what to say."
"I don't know what to say or where to start."
Because she doesn't know anything at all_(:зゝ∠)_
Yan Yuling pursed his lips, as if to say, "Don't worry, I'll wait for you to think about it slowly and then we'll talk about it." This made Xunmi feel helpless.
He sighed, "I don't remember."
"What?" Yan Yuling's voice suddenly rose, startling Zhou Qi who was waiting outside.
He quickly opened the door and poked his head in: "Mr. Yan, what's wrong?"
"It's okay." Yan Yuling was furious. He stared at the person on the bed and replied in a cold tone.
I don’t remember, I don’t remember, why don’t I remember?
Does she want to forget him, get rid of him, and have nothing to do with him?
Don’t even think about it!
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