[Just because it's you, I'm willing to use my life to continue your brilliance. - Ansiel]
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When they opened their eyes again, the sea had turned into mulberry fields, but they were still as loving as before.
I stood on the clouds, looking down at the whole world, the compassion in my eyes fell on that person, the pain was so severe that I couldn't breathe.
I am jealous, jealous of that man who is stronger than me in every way, better than me, and even more capable of winning your heart than me.
My love for you is no less than his, but in the end I can never get your look back. Even until I die, I will never let you know that there was someone who loved you too.
I do have hatred, I hate my own loss, I hate my own cowardice, but I don’t blame others.
I watched you two stay together for more than five hundred years, watched him cry tears of blood after you left, and then fell asleep in the deep sea with you in his mecha.
My heart is empty. You, the one I have always loved, are gone. There is no reincarnation, no rebirth. You just disappeared from my world like that.
If I had been braver, I might have been able to compete with him for you.
Haha... Even though I knew it was impossible, I kept hoping for it until the hope turned into despair.
How sad and fortunate it is to find that I am the only one who remembers the name of Thetis.
You left, taking away all the glory.
He left and took you with him.
But I was left behind. I don’t understand. I can’t figure out why I still need to be conscious and why I can’t start over.
Erase the memory and be a happy and simple person.
Now I understand that it was just selfishness that made me unwilling to forget your figure that only existed in my memory.
I think that when one day I feel that I should forget you, I will really forget you and live my own life.
The world is so big, with birth, old age, sickness and death, life is endless, but I have become eternal.
In the 5201st year of the Norman Empire, Admiral Angus Ludwig and the deep-sea mermaid Thetis walked hand in hand into the auditorium, lighting up the most beautiful light of hope for the empire.
In the year 5203 of the Norman Empire, Admiral Angus of the Empire and his wife worked together to wipe out the Zerg, completely driving them out of the interstellar space and preventing them from invading again.
In the year 5206 of the Norman Empire, Admiral's wife Xunmi Thetis led the mermaids on the road of self-reliance and struggle, established the Mermaid Association, and served as its president.
In the 5210th year of the Norman Empire, the Federation wanted to assassinate the Admiral's wife so that they could take advantage of the chaos to attack the Empire, but they were wiped out by the Admiral's wife.
In the year 5213 of the Norman Empire, the Federation was completely recovered and Admiral Angus became the Supreme Chairman.
In the 5216th year of the Norman Empire, humans and sea creatures once again started formal trade and lived in harmony.
In the 5357th year of the Norman Empire, the mermaid gene was perfected, and the transformed mermaids could also grow legs in a short period of time, gaining the right to walk on the ground. All of this came from the contribution of the chairman's wife.
In the 5400th year of the Norman Empire, the Chairman and his wife handed over all matters and completely disappeared from public view.
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In the 5735th year of the Norman Empire, the greatest ruler of the empire and his wife passed away. The whole country mourned and lowered the national emblem for a week as a sign of respect.
Looking at the constantly refreshing news, my tears fell, followed by heavy rain, pouring down on the whole world.
Carrying my pain, my sadness, and my sorrow.
Yes, I originally thought that I would die together with Andrew, but I didn't expect that I would still be sober one day.
After waking up, I found myself becoming the new god, the God of Order, protecting the living people in this space.
But how sad I am. They need my protection, but what about me? Who can protect me?
Looking at her has become a habit of mine. Now that she is gone, how can I survive these lonely years?
Xunmi, do you know that although you seemed to have disappeared without a care in the world, I was actually enduring such torment behind you?
I don’t know when I read this sentence, what is missed is lost, and what is lost cannot be returned.
We didn't miss each other in the first place, it was just my own cowardice, but the result is that there is no going back.
How I wish I could have the right to be willful and follow you, but the mountain pressing on me cannot be moved.
When I was a child, I missed my mother's gentleness and kindness. When I grew up, I made myself become that kind of person.
They all say that I am the most ideal Prince Charming and the most gentle dream lover.
I always thought so until I met you and you broke my restraints.
It makes me crazy, makes me want to explode, and dare to do anything.
The only thing I dare not do is tell you that I like you, even love you, can you please look at me too.
Goddess of the sea, the symbol of purity and tolerance, how could you, who are so pure, like a dirty me?
So I retreated, I was afraid, and the only time I wanted to do that was to stay with you a little longer by cooperating with you.
I was still rejected, and my heart sank.
I quietly hide in the shadows, looking at your smile, imagining how nice it would be if one day you could smile at me like that.
Before I could have a perfect dream, I saw you leaving in a hurry. I couldn't help but worry and followed you.
This became the final ending between us.
When facing death, I felt relieved, relaxed, and even happy.
However, God did not favor me after all.
In the white clouds, the figure of a man appeared and disappeared, but it was not clear.
The only thing that was clear was the eyes. In those narrow pupils was a gentleness that would make people indulge in it.
Gazing at the blue ocean beneath my feet, I heard its whispers and cries.
It's saying, My God, why did you leave in such a hurry and leave me alone.
I was thinking, we are all pitiful people, the ones who are left behind.
Gradually, I got used to gazing at the ocean, not knowing whether I was looking at her former self through the ocean, or looking at the sea spirit nurtured by the ocean.
It is very cute. When it is happy, it will create beautiful waves on the sea surface. When it is sad, it will cause continuous waves on the sea surface.
It is also very naughty. When a ship passes by, it will deliberately blow up waves to hit the bow of the ship, making the people on the ship panic, while it hides aside and claps and laughs happily.
It is also very kind and never harms anyone. It also knows when to stop playing pranks. Sometimes when it encounters a cruise ship about to be in a shipwreck, it will immediately stabilize the sea surface and allow the cruise ship to return to shore safely.
I have been observing like this for hundreds of years, until today, I found that the sea surface is so calm that there is not even a ripple.
It’s a bit strange. Could it be that Xiao Ling hasn’t woken up yet today?
Yes, I gave it a name, Xiaoling, the little sea elf.
Soon, I got the answer. A golden light appeared in the whirlpool that suddenly arose on the sea.
The light faded, and a graceful girl appeared. She had long sea-blue hair and a sea-blue tail. She stood on the sea, extremely beautiful.
Just like she once was, she came to the world, dazzling and brilliant.
But I know she is not her, she has passed away with my memory, and she has become my eternity at this moment.
I spoke softly: Hello, Xiaoling, it’s our first meeting, please give me your advice.
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