It turns out that sometimes being moved doesn't necessarily mean love. When deep infatuation fades, all that's left is emptiness and regret. My greatest luck in life is meeting you, and my greatest mistake is also meeting you.
—————Cang Lei】
Others say that the second young master of the Cang family was born with good fortune, and he had everything going for him: the right time, the right place, and the right people.
But I feel that if possible, I would rather not have been born in the Cang family.
My elder brother is like a mountain, pressing down on me firmly. I cannot move him away or even proceed with any effort.
I often wonder if it was wrong for me to become a playboy who plays with the world, but if I don't do this, the Cang family will probably never have peace again.
This may be partly why my brother chose to develop his own career.
He was worried that he would compete with him for the Cang family, so he was the first to express his attitude. The Cang family was dispensable to him.
If I want it, I can take it anytime.
But I just don’t want something that comes without any sense of accomplishment. I know that I am very proud and I also know that I am sometimes arrogant.
But I couldn’t help it, I couldn’t even help my jealousy of my elder brother.
I even had the urge to kill him, so that the Cang family would be mine, and she would be mine too.
Since when did she become the most important person in my heart?
I have always felt that someone like me shouldn't have such pure love.
The first time I met her was in the company. She came to see my eldest brother, but my eldest brother was not there, so I chatted with her for a few words.
She explained her purpose and I was surprised.
It is hard to believe that such a beautiful woman is actually the CEO of a company that is about to go public.
At first I thought that her elegant and noble aura came from the influence of her family, which was why she had such a refined and luxurious air.
I was moved at that moment. She said she wanted to ask my brother for help, and I agreed without saying a word.
However, his jealousy towards his elder brother reached a new level. If he were the head of the Cang family, wouldn't it be him that she took the initiative to see?
When my eldest brother came back, I told him about this matter. He then told me that the higher-ups had already decided to sell Xunjing Business, and that the emerging industry had unlimited prospects.
I was very excited and proud, and felt that she was the first person I had met in all these years who had beauty, wisdom and strength.
After receiving the news that Xunjing's listing was successful, I hurried to City B to give her flowers.
The excuse was to congratulate her company on its successful listing, but in reality, he was letting others tell him what he wanted to hear.
I know that I have a very good reputation for being a playboy, so I am quite happy because before tomorrow everyone will know that I have fallen in love with her and no one will dare to compete with me for her.
Unfortunately, accidents always come so suddenly and catch me off guard.
I met another girl. She was pure and beautiful, and my heart was struck by her as soon as she appeared.
Almost instantly, I wanted to get her, no matter what.
Thinking about it now, I felt like I had lost my mind at that time, I couldn't see anything, and she was the only one left in the world.
I spent money, gifts, and all kinds of caring notes on her like crazy.
When I learned that she had a boyfriend, I didn't back off, but instead became jealous of her boyfriend. But after the two of them accidentally slept together, I found out that I was her first man.
I was so ecstatic at that moment that I insisted on being with her despite her objections, and then we became secret lovers.
Finally, her boyfriend found out and came to my house. I was very angry at the time because that man made me feel very threatened.
I lost my mind and asked my bodyguard to kill him, but I really didn't expect that he would die in my hands.
But as a member of the Cang family, I have never worried.
The Cang family is the most powerful family not only in N City, but also in the whole country, with a solid foundation in military, political and business circles.
After unremitting efforts, I finally got together with her openly and brought her home to meet my parents.
They invited JR for her and even held a grand engagement ceremony to meet her expectations.
At that time, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world because she was so understanding and tolerant.
I became more and more obsessed with her, and whenever she was sad, I wished that everything that made her sad would disappear.
Another day, she ran away from home again, thinking that I fell in love with someone else.
Actually, I don’t understand. Sometimes I find her annoying, but the thought disappears as soon as I change my mind.
When she is in front of me, I feel like I have no control over myself. When I stay away from her, that obsession will weaken. It's very strange.
This went on until I thought it would last a lifetime, and then I met the first person who made my heart beat again.
Xunmi, the name is so special, Xunxun Mimi, the meaning is so beautiful.
She was standing by the brightly lit river, with a subtle curve at the corners of her lips, yet she looked so comfortable and relaxed.
The people around her seemed to lower their voices deliberately, as if they were afraid of disturbing her.
But my heart was clamoring to get closer, the feeling was so strong that I even thought it was an illusion.
Then everything went smoothly and I fell in love with her again.
Qi Yulan, oh, yes, that’s my fiancée, the person I was crazy about and doted on before. She once again generously expressed her love for me and her willingness to fulfill my wish.
She also gave me some advice. I felt a little guilty and decided to be extra nice to her in the future.
But I really couldn't let go of looking for this person. I followed my heart and tried every way to get closer to her.
But what I got was scars all over my body. Every time this happened, Qi Yulan would stay by my side, like a gentle and understanding flower.
I have felt fortunate many times to have met such a lovely person in this life, but unfortunately, beautiful dreams will eventually be shattered one day.
Xunmi is with my eldest brother, and I was so angry that I followed Qi Yulan and talked nonsense to vent my dissatisfaction.
But I never thought that if I really loved her, how could I bear to hurt her.
I don’t even dare to think about what happened afterwards because I’m too embarrassed.
How ridiculous! I thought my attraction to Qi Yulan was just an infatuation, but in the end I found out it had an expiration date.
After the expiration date, I woke up, but the result of waking up was something I couldn't bear.
I was angry that Qi Yulan ruined my reputation, but it was simply because I was not worthy of standing by her side.
How could I, who had done so many irrational things for Qi Yulan, compare to her elder brother who always believed in and loved her?
The reluctance in my heart ultimately turned into a sigh and regret.
Brother, I wish you had never existed, then maybe she and I would have a chance.
I wish I had never met you in my life, because then I wouldn't understand that being attracted to someone doesn't necessarily mean love. I could live in a dream I've created and never wake up. At least I'd be happy that way.
But now I can only live my life alone on this deserted island.
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