[There is a kind of love called brotherhood, and there is a kind of righteousness called brotherhood. Love and righteousness are intertwined and difficult to separate.
They are not divided by gender and exist only for two people who are destined to be together.
—————Shan Zhongyin, Lu Xurao]
Lu Xurao:
When I woke up from a dream, I felt like I was in an ice cellar, with those indelible images still lingering in my mind.
It was so clear that I had to face it, even though I tried my best to tell myself that it was all fake, fake.
But the reality often hits me hard. I am terrified when those fluid scenarios finally become reality one by one.
Especially when the assassination began, I suddenly realized that this was what I had experienced in my previous life.
The thought that my parents would actually allow an innocent person to have a ghost marriage for me seemed absurd and worrying.
I dragged my tired body back, but halfway, my thoughts began to become fuzzy and something trapped me.
I have consciousness, but I lack independent action.
The puzzling behavior did not make me panic at all, as if I had known that such a scene would happen.
Now I am so grateful for this moment of rest, which gives me more time to think and understand some things.
That legendary woman is not the same as in the previous life. Although I didn’t see her in the previous life, I am sure that she is more dazzling in this life.
Meeting my best friend was expected, but I found that something was wrong with him, as if he had the same problem as me.
Without having time to think too much, I focused all my attention on the conspiracy of the three people. I knew that there were many spies in Jincheng and it was very unstable.
If it weren't for that woman in the previous life, Jincheng wouldn't have declined so quickly. I hate it. They say women have the most vicious hearts, and I really believe it.
Perhaps it was because of this subconscious avoidance that there was no other unnecessary person around me except Marshal's wife Su Xunmi.
I often wonder if I have been bitten by a snake once and now I am afraid of ropes for ten years.
But I don’t think there’s anything wrong with this. I have a family who loves me and the strongest support, Shan Zhongyin.
We have worked together many times and never failed. I enjoy the feeling of entrusting my life to him and having him protect it for me.
People are greedy. Once they taste the sweetness, how can they bear to let go?
For some reason, I became a little domineering and unreasonable, and I felt very uncomfortable when I saw other people around him.
Especially women, they always make me feel a sense of crisis.
Whenever this happens, I will jump out to drive those people away, and then pull him away from this dangerous place.
At first I was worried that he would be angry, but every time he just looked at me, with a light flashing in his eyes that I didn’t understand yet. But that didn’t matter to me. Anyway, I just didn’t want to see him standing with others.
...
"Shan Zhongyin, we agreed to stay together forever and become the most important people to each other. You can't lie to me and leave me alone."
After ruining the scene of Shan Zhongyin walking with a woman for who knows how many times, Lu Xurao dragged Shan Zhongyin to his office with a look of grievance and emphasized it fiercely.
He clearly made the promise a long time ago, so how could he go back on his word? He disagreed.
The light in Shan Zhongyin's eyes became even brighter, but it still made Lu Xurao confused.
That look in his eyes looked so familiar, as if I had seen it somewhere before. But where? I couldn’t remember where, and I couldn’t help but frown in distress.
"I won't change my promise to you." Shan Zhongyin looked at Lu Xurao who was thinking hard and felt a little funny. This guy was really slow.
But it’s better this way. If he doesn’t understand, I can teach him slowly until he understands and can’t live without me.
Being able to become the leader of a special force, Shan Zhongyin must be very intelligent, especially since he looks cold and serious, but is actually full of darkness.
Lu Xurao nodded in satisfaction, then realized that his behavior had gone too far, and turned away embarrassedly.
Ahhh, what is he doing? Why does he feel like he can't be tough in front of Shan Zhongyin? What's going on?
Lu Xurao, who was still trying to figure out the reason, did not notice the fleeting smile on Shan Zhongyin's face, nor the affection hidden in his eyes.
A few days later, Lu Xurao went to Shan Zhongyin's office to find him, but found that the door was not closed. When he was about to push the door open, he heard laughter coming from inside.
He was too familiar with that voice. A surge of anger surged in his heart and his face turned dark.
You are such a good person, Shan Zhongyin, you actually lied to me, you said you would always be with me, but you turned around and hooked up with other women, no, if you don’t admit your mistake this time, I will... I will never talk to you again,
He turned away angrily, and he didn't notice that the people in the room stopped talking after he left. Instead, they all looked at the door that was slightly opened.
Shan Zhongyin was very satisfied. When two people get along, they still need a little stimulation to make the slow-witted person think harder.
He had been waiting for this day to get the desired result, and he just hoped that person wouldn't make him wait too long.
After Lu Xurao left the military headquarters, he did not go back for two days. He stayed in his house, struggling for two days and thinking hard for two days.
It did make him realize that his feelings for Shan Zhongyin were not ordinary, but it still had not developed to the point where he realized his feelings.
However, he already understood that he had an overbearing possessiveness towards Shan Zhongyin, as if he regarded him as his own property and would never allow anyone else to touch him.
It's his, and it can only be his!
After figuring this out, Lu Xurao stopped torturing himself and happily went to the military headquarters again.
Anyway, he just wanted Shan Zhongyin to have only him, and he only had him. As for what this meant, he didn't care.
Shan Zhongyin had been waiting for the silly little lamb to jump into the big bad wolf's trap these past two days, so the moment he saw the person pushing open the door, the smile in his eyes deepened.
"Shan Zhongyin, you are not allowed to get so close to other people, not women, not men. You are mine, understand?"
He walked quickly forward, placed his hands on the desk in front of Shan Zhongyin, leaned forward, and announced wantonly and domineeringly.
The arrogance in his tone didn't give anyone a chance to object.
Shan Zhongyin's expression softened completely, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and he said softly, "Okay."
In fact, I have been yours for a long time, but you just realized it now.
The sweat from Lu Xu'ao's palms had already stained the table. When he heard the answer he wanted to hear, his eyes lit up and he smiled foolishly, looking so satisfied and happy.
Gentleness and sunshine are always the most popular, and the two of them may have been the most compatible with each other from the very beginning.
The warm sun outside the window seemed to be cheering for the two of them, and the colors became more and more vivid.
It’s still early, and their stories will accompany them until they grow old.
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