[Without love, there would be no hate. I always thought that I only loved you and didn't hate you, but now I know that what I thought was resentment was actually hate. After all, I still love you.
I thought things would change if I had a new life, but in the end I was willing to fall into this vicious circle. I have no regrets meeting you, and falling in love with you has become inevitable.
————Su Hanyu】
Angela and my uncle both left, and it seemed like I was the only one left in the entire imperial capital.
When Angela's identity was exposed, those who had secretly called her a wild child were slapped in the face.
The heir to the throne of Country Y has now ascended the throne of queen. Although she is only a figurehead, her status is still there.
I often think that Angela is actually God's favorite, otherwise why is everything about her so perfect that people can only look up to her.
But I don’t deny that I am also the one who is favored. How many people in this world can be reborn after death?
It’s a pity that even if I were given another chance to do it again, I still couldn’t make up my mind.
The destined entanglement has always been walking in a place we can't see.
"Yang Yaxuan, I don't know why you come to me now. I have nothing to do with Master Zhuo anymore."
"I don't care if you guys are getting married or doing anything else, it has nothing to do with me."
I clenched my fists, my heart was surging, but my face was calm.
I originally thought that I had been able to let it go completely, but I didn't expect that after seeing Yang Yaxuan, I still couldn't really feel at peace.
In my previous life, I saw with my own eyes how cruel and ruthless this woman was behind the scenes, and my death was also caused by her.
I watched her coldly as she knelt in front of me, begging for my forgiveness and confessing in front of me. I chose to turn around and leave. This was probably the only time I was so cruel.
The next day I learned from my father that the Yang family had been warned by my uncle.
They were worried about being retaliated against, so they pushed Yang Yaxuan out. If she couldn't get forgiveness from the Su family, then the Yang family would have no chance of returning.
With a chuckle, this is indeed the cycle of cause and effect. What Yang Yaxuan owes will always be repaid to her.
Not long after, I heard that Yang Yaxuan had disappeared. I realized that she actually understood some of the family's secrets, but she had never faced them.
Now that I think about it, I was really born into a good family. I was loved by my father and uncle, and in my next life, I still have Angela to protect me.
There is nothing to be dissatisfied with, and nothing to complain about.
Autumn always makes people feel sad about parting, and it’s time for me to graduate.
This place, which carries the laughter and joy of my two lives, is about to become a stop in my life.
The red maple leaves make people's eyes stop, and I really hope that the first meeting between you and me is at this moment.
There is no calculation, no hurt, no pain, only pure beauty. In these youthful years, only the truest and most tender side of each other is left.
"Long time no see, I'm fine." Your simple words made my heart beat violently again.
Zhuo Qijiang, do you know that you, who have completely changed, are really poison to me.
Even if I don't take the initiative to touch it, it will be fed to my mouth, making me struggle between swallowing and not swallowing.
Tell me, what should I choose?
I said a long time ago that I forgive you, and now you and I have nothing to do with each other. But now, I am like a child lost on a journey, unable to find any direction to move forward.
"I'm fine, how about you?" After a while, I heard myself answering you like this.
I still remember the smile you gave me. It was so simple and could be seen everywhere, but it made me feel so special.
Maybe it's because I loved you too deeply in my previous life and never saw you so gentle and elegant. Faced with such beauty, I fell in love with you again.
I don’t remember where I heard it from, meeting you may be a coincidence, but falling in love with you is inevitable.
I think I have fallen in love with you again. I don’t know what to do. I can’t forget the memories of my past life.
I can’t stop my heart from beating in this life, but I don’t regret it.
"It's the same as always. I heard you're planning to go abroad? It's good to go abroad. A change of place, a new lifestyle."
You still talk to me casually, but I feel heartbroken because of what you say.
"Why did you apply for a combined master's and doctoral program at this school, Zhuo Jia..."
The moment I knew his decision, my heart was indescribably complicated. Has he really let it go?
Zhuo Qijiang smiled freely and relievedly. He no longer had the gloomy aura and became a sought-after scenery in the crowd.
He casually grabbed a falling maple leaf and said, "This is great. No burden, no pressure. It's very comfortable. My instructor is still waiting for me. I'll be leaving now. Bye."
I just stared at him blankly. The boy in white casual clothes was holding a maple leaf and waving goodbye to me cutely.
After walking a few steps, he turned around and said something to me that finally made me cry.
"Hanyu, if you had met me like this at the beginning, you would have been very happy. Unfortunately, we can't go back to the past. Goodbye, I hope we will never see each other again."
The sight of him turning around gave me a sense of resolute coldness, and was also a declaration that it had never been possible for us, and would never be possible.
Actually, I knew it a long time ago, I have always known it.
"Zhuo Qijiang, I don't regret meeting you, even though you once brought me so much pain, because falling in love with you has become a necessity in my life."
"But I've decided to forget you from now on, so, Zhuo Qijiang, goodbye, I hope we'll never see each other again."
I turned around, tears becoming the final witness.
The two curves that once intersected have now become two straight lines that will never intersect. No one owes anyone anything, and everything is voluntary.
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[No matter how well the wound heals, it will still leave indelible marks, just like me and her.
We have never been each other's soulmates, we are both people who have given our love to the wrong person.
Angela told me that if I couldn't be sure that I could make her happy, I shouldn't let her have any illusions about me anymore, so...Hanyu, I'm sorry, I can't give you the happiness you want.
—————Zhuo Qijiang】
The maple leaves that day were very red and brilliant, the wind that day was very warm, and the sunshine that day was very gentle.
But my heart was cold because I hurt that person again.
I am sure that I don’t love her, at least I don’t love her now. I don’t know who I will be in the future.
But I know that I hope that the girl who is really kind can be happy.
She's so good, she deserves better.
Maybe one day when I fall in love with her, I will become the best person for her and appear in her life.
Give her the best and most beautiful things, including happiness, with your own hands.
Now, let us become the most familiar strangers to each other. Time will always take away all the pain and memories.
And you and I will always have a sequel to the final ending, either being together or being happy on our own.
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