[Don't question your own charm, and don't be jealous of others' talents. What is yours is yours, and what is not yours will be taken away in the end no matter how hard you try to get it.
I just hope that I can be responsible for my actions during my lifetime.
—————Shao Changgui】
When did I start to doubt myself? It was when the man named Duan Zhimu appeared.
His excellence, his handsomeness, and his status all add a lot of advantages to him.
Before he appeared, I was always the most eye-catching person in the crowd.
But after he appeared, I became a foil. A grown man should not care about these things, but in some ways, it only made me care more.
Personal charm is the most important factor no matter where you are, and I lost to him.
After returning to China, this situation did not ease at all. He went further and further, while I remained in the same place.
When I met the girl named Jin Jiajia, I thought she was very interesting, but it was also because I knew that she and I were the same kind of people.
I helped her and provided her with other avenues, just to see if the final result would be as he guessed.
Watching her jealousy towards Ji Xunmi, watching her frame Ji Xunmi everywhere, watching her beautiful face gradually turn ugly.
At that moment, I actually understood that there was no need to wait for the final result, the answer was already out.
But once the game starts, there will be no chance for a break.
As the story continues to unfold, I seem to see myself in Jin Jiajia.
Why was she jealous of Ji Xunmi? Because Ji Xunmi's appearance took away her attention.
Why was she unwilling to accept this? Because Ji Xunmi didn't have to do anything and could get what she couldn't get even if she worked hard.
Why did she hate him? Because Ji Xunmi had everything that every girl wanted: wisdom, talent, beauty, family background, and lover.
It is not an exaggeration to say that Ji Xunmi is the public enemy of women. She is so outstanding that people unconsciously focus their attention on her.
It was the same for me. When we first met, I met her with the person I wanted to defeat.
But she only glanced back at that person. What was I thinking at that time? It turned out to be true.
The second time we met, I was with that person. This time, I was the one who appeared first, but her eyes were still on him.
There is nothing much to say. I had already expected it.
I still remember asking her a question: are there really people who are extremely lucky and blessed by God?
Her answer was straightforward, at least I understood what she meant.
She said that even if Jin Jiajia and I became that kind of people, we would be slowly swallowed up by the darkness.
What a special person he is, so special that I want to chase him.
Fortunately, I knew I had no chance and didn't waste my time.
When Jin Jiajia told me that she wanted to give it a try, I nodded in agreement. It was time to finally get the results.
I had already calculated the result and was indeed proceeding accordingly, but unfortunately, I still miscalculated a little bit.
I thought that person would kill me, or would not let me return home so easily.
But I didn't expect that I not only came back, but also received nothing but a beating.
Although the family offered many conditions, it didn't seem cost-effective when compared.
He couldn't guess or figure out what the other person was thinking or what he wanted to do.
But I soon found out that there was a problem with the family's overwhelmed business.
The partners we cooperated with have breached their contracts one after another, and have been investigated for various tax evasion and other issues.
Fast and accurate, this is what he would do, and only he would be able to do it. After all, his family is very powerful.
It took more than a month to suppress the situation a little, giving the family some breathing space.
Just then I received the news that the two were engaged. I went there quietly, and the moment I saw them, it seemed as if all the good things were bestowed upon them.
But at this moment I no longer feel any jealousy or envy, nor do I feel any resentment.
It’s not that I’m not as good as that man, it’s just that I went in the wrong direction and used the wrong method from the beginning.
I don't know where I saw this, but everyone's appearance in this world is specific to certain people.
And those people will be happy or sad, or have all kinds of negative emotions because of his appearance, but they will not deny the existence of this person.
As long as he looks at the same thing from a different angle, he will find that many times, some things are really beautiful.
I chose to do this and it worked really well.
Today is the day I leave this land again, and I may never come back.
"No. 1865, there's a visitor."
Sitting on a chair outside, I waited for someone who was just as lost as I was but not as lucky as me.
In fact, until now, I don’t know if she would have become like this if I hadn’t interfered in her life.
Maybe it will be better than now, or maybe it will be worse than now. No one knows what has not happened, right?
"Jia Jia, are you okay?" Looking at the person in front of me with a pale face and thin body and completely cloudy eyes, I almost couldn't recognize him.
She saw that I seemed to be very emotional, but she remained silent for a long time.
I was a little confused. What was going on? "Is there something wrong?"
"I'm very happy that you...can come to see me. Thank you."
And I’m sorry, I’m sorry in this life and in the past life.
But we can't go back. I won't be in your future, and I don't have any future at all.
"We are friends after all. I am leaving here now, and I don't know when we will meet again."
"Jia Jia, stay here and don't think too much. When you are released from prison, move to another place and live a good life."
Although I wanted to help her, I realized that I had no right to do so.
They have already missed it once and cannot make the same mistake again.
Some things can only be remembered firmly after learning from them. I always tell myself this.
But I didn't expect that she would choose to commit suicide in the end.
When I left the police station, I went to University A. It was indeed a place with a strong student atmosphere. It could make people relax, which was really nice.
A beautiful place should leave beautiful memories.
Goodbye, my past, goodbye, we who can never go back.
I don’t know what the future will be like, but I know that my future will be beautiful.
Because I no longer worry about trivial things, I will not be bound by superficial things.
Now, the sea is wide enough for fish to jump and the sky is high enough for birds to fly.
[There is nothing to worry about in the world, only mediocre people create trouble for themselves.]
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