Mental Illness, Love, and More 2
Once this feeling occurred, Mu Jin's blood surged, his eyes turned red, and he was so excited that his whole body was excited. Even the low-level desires that had long been lost began to burn like flames.
Ah! What beautiful words!
Mu Jin pressed his gold-rimmed glasses, tilted his head upward, rolled his eyes upward, and drew a huge arc at the corners of his lips. He grinned wildly in the sea breeze, laughing extremely happily.
[Ding, Mu Jin's favorability +10, current favorability 34]
Chi Luli saw that the man suddenly stopped moving, and slowly raised his head, which had been lowered. When he looked up, he saw Mu Jin reaching out his big hand with a gentle look on his face and touching Chi Luli's face.
Chi Luli shuddered all over, and the next second, she heard Mu Jin gently say, "We are about to get engaged, it's not okay for you to be so afraid of your fiancé, Luli."
Chi Luli suddenly raised his head and looked at Mu Jin in astonishment. The other party also looked at him intently. Then Mu Jin said
"Don't do this kind of self-harming behavior anymore. I'll always be by your side. If you're scared, just grab me. Do you hear me? Hmm?"
Chi Luli looked at the other party's unquestionable look, speechless, and nodded. He had been silent since they met, and Mu Jin did not find it strange. Instead, he took his hand, turned over his wrist, stroked the knife mark on it, and kissed it.
"It's getting late. I'll take you back to your room, okay?"
Chi Luli's mind was in a mess, so he could only nod hastily, fearing that the other party would see that he had lost his memory and change his expression.
Looking at the other person's back as he walked slowly forward holding his hand, Chi Luli couldn't help but want to scratch his arm. It was strange. The other person's hand was obviously warm, but he felt like he was falling into an ice cellar.
Until he returned to his room and saw that the other party was abiding by etiquette and insisted that they could only sleep in the same bed after marriage, Chi Luli felt that he must have thought too much.
He sat slumped in the room, looking at the luxurious decoration, feeling a little overwhelmed. Then he patted his head and began to search through the boxes and cabinets. After searching for a while, he did not find any key information about the original owner. Instead, he was exhausted. At this time, Li Guang suddenly appeared and sighed.
[Don’t turn it over, let me tell you]
After a moment, Luli sat on the bed, opened his tired eyes, and whispered, "The erosion of the abyss is getting worse and worse, causing this plane to be eroded as well. We must complete the task as soon as possible."
[This plane is quite special. I can't help you much. It all depends on you.] Li Guang was silent for a moment and suddenly said
Luli nodded. "What's going on with this memory? Why hasn't it changed?"
[The original owner had a mental illness. You just suddenly lost your memory because one of the original owner's illnesses had relapsed. You will recover later. Don't worry.]
"Someone?" Lu Li asked in surprise.
【Um】
Luli asked again what they were, Li Guang answered one by one, and after Luli understood everything, his eyes went dark and he almost fainted.
He watched Li Guang quickly escape and sighed deeply.
From this moment on, he is Chi Luli himself.
Chi Luli, a member of the Chi family, a prominent family, is a third generation branch of a branch family. After both parents passed away, the company he originally ran was turned into property and transferred to Chi Luli's name. Until the parents were buried, no one else in the Chi family came out to offer condolences, which shows the relationship between them.
Now that she has just graduated from university, Mu Jin, who verbally says she is her fiancé, is afraid that she will be bored at home all the time, so she takes him out to attend a party. Now she is out sightseeing.
Perhaps it was the heavy shadow left by the death of his parents, or perhaps it was some family misfortunes during his youth that caused Chi Luli to suffer from a number of mental illnesses [Note 1] and a serious tendency towards self-harm.
Apart from that, all things and events seemed like sandpaper in front of his eyes, which could be easily punctured but he could not see clearly. He did not know where his illness came from, how his parents died, when he started dating Mu Jin, what Mu Jin's family did, and even more so why he was engaged to Mu Jin.
Everything about Mu Jin is like a glimpse of the leopard through a tube, a glimpse of the leopard
What a mysterious man, dangerous and gentle, he looks focused but actually seems paranoid, Chi Luli thought silently
He looked at the entire wall on the side of the room. He lived in a sea view room. Two thick tempered special glass separated the room and acted as a solid wall. Standing in the room and looking over there, he could clearly see the deep sea. From time to time, he could see many marine creatures swimming around. It was very beautiful.
But Chi Luli didn't think so. Instead, he felt that the deep seabed gave him a strong sense of suffocation.
He searched for a long time but couldn't find the remote control for the curtains. He had to go wash up first, thinking that he would look for it after he got out of the shower.
When he entered the bathroom, he didn't see that in the endless depths of the ocean, a black shadow suddenly passed by at high speed. Its tail flashed with a dark light and disappeared in the blink of an eye.
It was two hours later when Chi Luli finished washing up. He came out with his bathrobe open, wiping his hair, which was not too long. He reached out to get some water, and his exposed wrists were covered with scars.
Chi Luli lowered her eyelashes, covered the skin exposed by her bathrobe, and watched the fish flow indifferently on her pale and bloodless face.
Then he pressed the room service button without hesitation, found the service staff and asked them to cover the wall for him.
The service staff brought the remote control and apologized profusely. Chi Luli nodded and asked the other person to leave. When he gestured that he would not complain about him, the other person smiled and left.
Many of the service staff on the cruise ship are highly educated, so it's not surprising that they know some sign language. Chi Luli blinked and raised his hand to press the switch.
As he watched the curtain slowly descend, he thought of the waiter's last look at him with a hint of pity in his eyes.
The curtain dropped to the bottom, and Chi Luli climbed onto the bed, thinking in his heart, why not just give him a bad review?
He poured a few sleeping pills into his palm, turned the air conditioner to 20 degrees, tilted his head back and swallowed them with cold water. Before falling asleep, he opened his dark eyes blankly and thought, "Forget it, it's better to have less trouble than more."
Are there not many people in this world who feel pity for him?
Thinking of this, Chi Luli slowly closed his eyes.
The night deepened, a white mist covered the sea level, and most of the people on the ship fell asleep.
A head suddenly appeared from the sea not far away, and gradually emerged from the water, revealing a perfect and smooth upper body.
Its face has deep contours, strong and profound features, and its face is as handsome and eye-catching as the sea god in ancient Greek mythology. Its long curly sea-blue hair is spread on its back, and its pointed ears are covered with a thin film, shining with a silver luster.
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