When Ying Xixi walked in, she saw Lu Jin working with a cold face, without even looking up at her.
She closed the door and walked straight to Lu Jin's desk.
Lu Jin frowned and looked up to see that the person coming was Ying Xixi. He was obviously flustered.
"Xi, Xixi, why are you here?"
"Can't I come? Or is there some secret you can't tell me?"
Ying Xixi leaned her hands on Lu Jin's desk, moved closer to him, looked straight into his eyes and asked him.
Lu Jin's eyes, which were always deep, began to wander.
It is obvious that when he was dealing with other things, he was able to remain calm even when the sky was falling.
But in front of Ying Xixi, some of the emotions he thought he had hidden well could not be hidden at all.
Without looking in the mirror, he knew that his expression must be very flustered and funny.
Lu Jin tried hard to calm down, took a deep breath, leaned back in his chair, and put some distance between himself and Ying Xixi.
"Xixi, is there something you want to talk to me about? I've been very busy with work lately and may not be able to stay with you for too long."
Ying Xixi curled her lips, "Are you really busy? You're busy avoiding me."
Lu Jin choked.
"Why would I hide from you? Nothing, so do you want to tell me something?
If you have nothing else, go back first. I'll come find you when I finish my work."
Lu Jin tried his best to suppress the surging emotions in his chest and ordered them to leave.
He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, could not help but hold the little girl he had watched grow up tightly in his arms, could not help but declare to the world that the little girl was his.
But he is no longer worthy of her now.
As much as he had been looking forward to the little girl's coming-of-age ceremony, he was now as afraid that his secret would be discovered by the little girl.
He used to be very confident that the little girl had feelings for him, but now he is not confident anymore.
He didn't know what the little girl thought of him.
Ying Xixi looked at the pain and struggle in Lu Jin's eyes and sighed secretly.
"I just went to your house and found something."
Ying Xixi's words made Lu Jin freeze.
“I’ve noticed you’ve been avoiding me lately, and I’m curious as to why you’re doing this.
It was obvious that the way you looked at me before was as green as the big bad wolf's.
I finally became an adult, and not only did you not confess your feelings to me, you even avoided me.
So I calculated it and went to your house to find the culprit who made you ignore me and avoid me."
Ying Xixi said this and took out the physical examination report from her bag.
Lu Jin was still immersed in the shock brought by the first few sentences Ying Xixi said.
Obviously... obviously he hid his feelings for Xixi very well.
Why does Xixi know?
Xixi was actually waiting for him to confess his feelings to her? !
Lu Jin's mood just got high when he saw the medical examination report.
In just a few seconds, his heart felt like riding a roller coaster.
Lu Jin's heart tightened, and he subconsciously reached out to snatch the medical examination report from Ying Xixi.
But Ying Xixi dodged it.
"Sure enough, it's because of this thing, Lu Jin, when did you become so timid.
Isn't it just asthenospermia? With the advancement of medical technology these days, even asthenospermia can be cured.
Is this why you've been avoiding me for days?"
Ying Xixi asked expressionlessly.
Lu Jin opened his mouth. He was indeed avoiding Xixi because of his health problems.
"Or do you want to say that you are not interested in me and just treat me as a sister?
You're not avoiding me just because of this medical report?"
Ying Xixi continued to question.
"No! I like you!"
Lu Jin growled, and the corners of his eyes flushed.
He couldn't deny his feelings for the girl he liked.
But since he is infertile, is he really qualified to be with Xixi?
"Lu Jin, this isn't easy. I've been waiting for your confession for a long time, and today it finally came true.
So tell me, what do you think?
Do you want to be with me? Do you want to marry me? Do you want to have children with me? Do you want to live with me forever?"
Ying Xixi looked directly at Lu Jin and asked him word by word.
Lu Jin lowered her eyes, covering her forehead with her slender hands, her low voice raspy, "I think about it, even in my dreams, but you've seen the consequences of my body. I can't make you a mother. I'm not worthy of you."
"It's okay, I can make you a father."
Ying Xixi waved her hand with considerable confidence.
With the fertility pills in hand, all infertility problems can be solved.
But Ying Xixi overlooked a problem. For example, what would Lu Jin, who didn't know about the existence of the fertility pill, think of her words?
Lu Jin was stunned for a moment. Xixi could indeed be a mother if he married Xixi, or if Xixi married another man.
It was indeed Xixi who made him a father.
But... he didn't want this.
He just wanted to selfishly make Xixi his alone!
"Lu Jin, I have the final say on whether you are worthy of me. If you are sure you want to marry me, then hurry up. The Civil Affairs Bureau will be closed soon."
Ying Xixi said this and stuffed the physical examination report back into her bag.
Ying Xixi's words exploded in Lu Jin's ears like a thunderclap.
"What? Civil Affairs Bureau? Xixi, do you want to get a marriage certificate with me?"
Lu Jin's ears were buzzing, and even his own words seemed vague.
"It's better to go today and get the marriage certificate. This way you don't have to think about it tomorrow and run away if you decide you're not worthy of me. Then where would I go to find someone else?"
Ying Xixi said it very directly, and she felt that Lu Jin might be capable of such a thing.
Lu Jin was influenced by his original family and was somewhat evasive about relationships. If he had not had a physical examination and had not discovered any problems with his body, he would not have avoided it.
But after this incident, he felt so inferior that he retreated into his shell again.
The surprise was so sudden that Lu Jin couldn't react at all.
Seeing that he didn't move, Ying Xixi reached out to pull his arm.
Lu Jin pulled Ying Xixi into his arms and hugged her tightly, wishing he could melt the little girl in his arms into his own flesh and blood.
Ying Xixi also hugged Lu Jin's slender waist, and her small hands touched it unconsciously.
Well, it feels good.
Now that I'm an adult, I can finally touch Lu Jin's abdominal muscles openly.
Lu Jin felt as if electricity was running through his body. His Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he let go of Ying Xixi.
Ying Xixi was still a little reluctant to be pushed away.
She hasn't touched enough yet.
"Xixi, I'm sorry, I can't go with you to get the marriage certificate."
Lu Jin's voice was hoarse, and his eyes looking at Ying Xixi were like they were on fire.
Ying Xixi: “???”
"Can you say that again?"
"I said, I can't go with you to get the marriage certificate."
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