Chapter 142 Fu Chen Extra 2 (54)
Are those smudged ink blobs tear marks?
I seemed to see it all: the little fox's eyes were red and he was crying sadly.
Just thinking about it, my heart started to tighten, as if it was being held by a big hand, suffocating and unbearable.
What a strange feeling..
That day, I almost couldn't sleep all night.
As long as I close my eyes, every moment I spent with the little fox comes to mind.
The way she acts coquettishly and cutely, the way she drools over the vegetarian porridge, and the way she sleeps soundly with a scripture in her arms.
Vivid and flexible, they are all played out like a kaleidoscope, tormenting my nerves inch by inch.
After another sleepless night, I decided to go down the mountain.
I secretly went to the dining hall and took out a lot of osmanthus cakes, chestnut cakes and other cakes that the little fox liked to eat.
These pastries are all made by Wuan. If they are not finished, they will be kept in the dining hall.
The little fox will probably stop being angry when he sees these cakes...
On the narrow path of Putuo Temple, I was stopped by the abbot.
He asked me if I had to go?
I just looked at him and nodded, "I have to go."
My life has been dull and lonely. I finally caught a little light, so why should I let it go?
*
I searched for a long time in the market at the foot of Putuo Temple Mountain, and on the way, I met two butchers.
They talked badly and shared their results with each other.
At that moment, I felt dizzy and breathless.
Fortunately, I am lucky.
Guided by my sea of consciousness, I found the little fox in the woods.
It was nestled under a tree, covered by withered yellow leaves, sleeping soundly, with suspicious crystal liquid still remaining at the corners of its mouth.
I felt relieved instantly, but what followed was a little resentment.
I was so worried to death, but it was sleeping soundly here without any care in the world.
So I decided to teach the little fox a lesson and reached out and pinched her nose.
"Who! Who dares to harm me!"
Well, after sneaking around for so many days, I didn’t learn anything else, but I did learn all the catchphrases of those ruffians.
*
The little fox and I went to the lantern festival at the foot of the mountain.
The Lantern Festival is very lively. Looking around, you can see lanterns and flower boats with burning candles everywhere.
Beautiful and strange.
I never knew that there was such a down-to-earth place in the world.
At the lantern festival, there was an ugly man who tried to court the little fox.
Although the little fox's transformed form is more beautiful than any woman I've ever seen, does that man have no eyes? He didn't even see me, a living person, standing right next to him?
Wang’s Pawnshop in the north of the city?
Humph, when I was in Jingchen Palace, I could buy ten shops with just one teacup!
What made me even more angry was that the little fox actually accepted his rabbit lantern!!!
Doesn’t she know that accepting the man’s lantern is equivalent to accepting his courtship?
I covered her mouth and dragged her under the Weaver Girl tree.
Isn't it just a lantern? I'll ask for one for her too.
"Um...let me go, my rabbit lantern."
"Shut up!"
I'm so angry. I'm so angry.
Under the Weaver Girl tree, we asked for a red fox lantern, which was much more exquisite than the ugly rabbit lantern.
It was also under the Weaver Girl tree that the little fox stood on tiptoe and kissed my face.
It feels very soft, just like the glutinous rice dumplings made by Wuan.
You definitely haven't experienced it, so you can't envy it.
After returning to Putuo Temple, I quickly packed up my things and returned to the meditation room.
I feel happy just thinking about being able to sleep with the little fox.
No, I am a Buddhist, how can I have such dirty thoughts?
So, I decided to return to secular life.
Unfortunately, it didn't work because the abbot wouldn't allow it.
There was no other way. I was afraid of angering the abbot, so I decided to wait until he passed away before returning to secular life and marrying the little fox.
As a result, the next day, I learned that Wuan had returned to secular life.
???
It's outrageous.
It doesn’t matter. There is less than half a month left before the abbot passes away. I can wait.
*
That half month was the most turbulent time.
When two armies fight, the only ones who suffer are the people, who have no place to live and are displaced.
When I saw such a desolate scene, I thought of Wuan.
I wonder if he has reached the border and found Miss Ye Ranqing.
Compared to him, I feel I am much happier.
Because the one I love is right beside me.
....
I was happy too early...
The little fox betrayed me.
When the Daliang soldiers surrounded the Zen room, I even wondered if they would scare the little fox.
As a result, it was she who lured the Daliang soldiers.
She said she didn't want to stay in Putuo Temple anymore and wanted to go back to Qingqiu.
What a lame excuse, I don't believe it at all.
Just why...
In a few days, the abbot will pass away. Why can't he wait for me?
When I saw her cold eyes, I felt the warmth in my body draining away, and even my fingertips were aching.
fraud...
My eyes were hot and my whole body was in pain.
The pain was not intense, but it penetrated into my bones in waves, making it impossible for me to ignore it.
I held on to the last bit of my dignity and turned my head away from her.
The moment I walked out of the Zen room, tears couldn't stop flowing from the corners of my eyes.
It hurts, it hurts...
But I like this kind of pain. Compared to a boring and almost numb life, I would rather endure this excruciating pain every day, as long as the person who gives me pain can stay by my side.
But I know that's impossible.
I walked slowly out of the Zen room, the courtyard, Putuo Temple, and then walked to the familiar narrow mountain road.
It was still raining, and the air was chilly. The raindrops dripped onto the tip of my heart, making it colder and colder.
I stepped into the sedan chair step by step, ready to return to that terrible and lonely cage.
The moment I stepped onto the sedan chair, I stopped and my fingertips were trembling violently.
Because my spiritual sense sensed that the little fox was not far away.
She is looking at me, she can't bear to leave me...
This realization made me excited to the point of almost going crazy.
But I still don't understand what her purpose is in doing this.
But it doesn't matter, as long as it's what she wants, I will grant it.
*
After the fall of Daliang, Wuan handed me two letters.
One letter was written by the little fox to the emperor, and the other was written by her to Wuan.
She never betrayed me.
Never.
When I was leaving, Wuan called me again.
He said that the little fox would come back one day, and she hoped that I could go out and see the most beautiful scenery in the world.
I reached out and tried to cover my eyes, but the tears couldn't stop flowing out from the gaps.
Hot and fiery.
What meaning does the beautiful scenery have to me if the little fox is not around?
*
Instead of leaving, I returned to Putuo Temple and to that cold Zen room.
Everything the little fox left behind was well preserved.
Bright lip balm, beautiful lotus skirt, various pearl hairpins and head ornaments, and scriptures that she had smeared and damaged.
The traces of the little fox almost occupied the entire Zen room.
I couldn't ask for more of these things, so that the air could be filled with her scent.
Only in this way can I get a glimpse of her face in my dreams.
*
One day, I opened the window that had been closed for a long time.
All I saw was white, and the coldness mixed with the wind made my eyes red.
It turns out it’s snowing...
The little fox said that she loved snow the most.
The snow scene at Putuo Temple is very beautiful, why not come back and take a look?
fraud...
*
The bamboo outside the window grows stronger after the cold winter.
In the blink of an eye, summer arrived and the crape myrtle flowers bloomed all over Putuo Temple.
When I first met the little fox, it seemed to have a faint scent of crape myrtle on it when it sneaked into my Zen room.
Recalling this, my thoughts are a little dazed...
Only to find out that she had been gone for a year...
I miss her so much...
*
The scriptures damaged by the little fox have turned very yellow.
There were several consecutive spring rains, which caused mold to occur just as summer arrived.
It took me a long time to organize these scriptures.
One day, when I was reading scriptures in the Zen room, I suddenly felt waves in my sea of consciousness.
This feeling is familiar yet strange...
It's like throwing a stone into stagnant water, causing ripples to appear.
I could hardly contain my surging emotions, and my whole body was shaking violently.
The fluctuations in the sea of consciousness became more and more obvious.
I even heard strange noises coming from outside the Zen room.
I took a few deep breaths, then took a difficult step towards the bamboo door.
These few short steps almost exhausted all my strength.
"Squeak."
The long-lost sunlight stung my eyes, and it took several seconds for my vision to gradually become clear.
At that moment, my pupils suddenly contracted.
Because I saw a little red fox squatting on the ground not far away.
I seem to have waited...
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