On the dining table,
Jiang Zhiyan and Pei Yinghuai sat on one side, while Chen Qingsheng sat alone opposite them.
The dishes on the table tasted like chewing wax.
He lowered his head and said nothing. He was so timid that he was afraid that he would lose control and lose his composure even if he looked at Pei Yinghuai.
"Shengsheng, it turns out you and Ying Huai know each other."
Chen Qingsheng finally looked up and saw Pei Yinghuai using his serving chopsticks to pick up a piece of fish belly, picking out the bones before placing it in Jiang Zhiyan's bowl.
The skillful action deeply hurt Chen Qingsheng's heart.
For a moment he was speechless.
"Xiao Sheng and I have known each other since we were very young. My master is Xiao Sheng's grandfather."
Pei Yinghuai raised a faint smile at the corner of his lips, and the tone of his voice was as clear and pleasant as ever.
Chen Qingsheng was stunned for a moment, and then tried to cover up his strangeness by eating.
But Jiang Zhiyan didn't intend to let him go.
With one hand supporting his chin, he tilted his head, his eyes moved slightly, and a hint of amusement in his eyes spread to the corners of his lips.
"Since you two are so familiar with each other, and Ying Huai is here,
Shengsheng, why are your goldfish and flowers still so bad? "
Pei Yinghuai's eyes suddenly darkened, and his gaze wandered over Chen Qingsheng for a long time, his emotions deepening.
The gentle and transparent eyes are full of forbearance and restraint.
Suddenly he laughed silently, his heart filled with tenderness, but he decisively cut off the inappropriate thoughts in that moment.
As for Chen Qingsheng,
Every word Jiang Zhiyan asked was like a torture on his heart, tearing his entire soul into pieces.
He lowered his head and closed his eyes tightly, not daring to look at Pei Yinghuai's reaction.
He couldn't keep his heart calm. His heart was tightening and it hurt so much that he couldn't breathe. It was already his limit to try hard to control the tears that were about to fall.
"Still raising flower fish?"
Pei Yinghuai rarely took the initiative to speak to him. Chen Qingsheng wanted to answer him, but when he opened his mouth, he couldn't form words or sentences.
My mouth is choked with sobs, which is really outrageous.
So he remained silent as always.
I don't want to lose my last dignity in front of Pei Yinghuai.
"Ah, Shengsheng is too persistent. You two grew up together and even have the same hobbies."
Jiang Zhiyan didn't know, but Pei Yinghuai and Chen Qingsheng knew it clearly.
How could two people with such polarized personalities have the same hobbies? It's clearly a case of love in the eyes of the beholder.
Chen Qingsheng couldn't get Pei Yinghuai's love, so she wanted to find comfort in Pei Yinghuai's favorite fish.
I have been searching for it for two lifetimes, but I still can’t take care of that pot of flowers and that tank of fish.
Chen Qingsheng suddenly felt relieved. Maybe he should really let it go.
He moved his lips and smiled with a hint of self-deprecation.
"We have different hobbies. I like pretty girls, and changing girlfriends is like changing clothes.
He is gentle and elegant, and is well-known in North City."
Pei Yinghuai's Adam's apple rolled up and down, his back slightly bent.
As for Chen Qingsheng, he said that he was so horrified by the chicken nuggets that his eyes turned red.
But Jiang Zhiyan wanted to say that the chicken nuggets were clearly spiced.
I also wanted to remind Pei Yinghuai that the chopsticks were almost broken by him.
After lunch, Jiang Zhiyan found an excuse to take a nap and went upstairs.
Watching the two of them clean up the dishes and go into the kitchen,
Immediately asked the system to give her a live broadcast,
[Yanyan, you are prying into other people's privacy! ]
"I'm checking the progress of my assists!"
{So, is it unrequited love or a two-way relationship?}
【You’ll know after you take a look. 】
One person, one unified way of heaven. This skillful little move is obviously not the first time.
"When did you come back?"
Chen Qingsheng stood beside Pei Yinghuai, took the cleaned dishes from him, and wiped them with a towel.
The answer is not what you asked.
"How did you get that wound on your face?"
"My uncle hit me."
Chen Qingsheng was very smart. Thinking of Jiang Zhiyan's divorce, he immediately figured out the cause and effect.
He stared at the ground miserably, like a puppet, tears welling up in his eyes.
After a pause of about half a minute,
"Congratulations, you got what you wanted."
Pretending to be calm, but the sorrow and lingering feelings in his eyes could not be concealed.
His voice was filled with boundless sadness and grief.
But Pei Yinghuai, a politician who has always been able to see through people's hearts, seemed not to notice. A soft look appeared on his handsome face.
Jiang Zhiyan finally saw through it.
Pei Yinghuai did it on purpose. He was deliberately making Chen Qingsheng think that he liked her.
Thus making Chen Qingsheng give up,
Therefore, Pei Yinghuai likes Chen Qingsheng.
The last bit of fire in Chen Qingsheng's heart was completely extinguished. He finally let the tears slide silently, and finally stopped suppressing his emotions.
The first sentence he spoke was a national quintessence.
"grass!"
"We have known each other for twenty-four years.
I have loved you for seven years and two hundred and fifty-four days.
Pei Yinghuai, don’t fucking pretend you don’t know!
You always knew,
So you avoided my birthday for six years."
He suppressed his tears, his throat was choked and painful, and even his lips were trembling.
Pei Yinghuai looked at his hands, wanting to do something.
But reason told him that he couldn't.
He kept washing the dishes, pretending not to care.
However, perhaps even he himself did not realize how abrupt his current actions were.
If he really didn't love Chen Qingsheng, he shouldn't have reacted like this.
The sun was shining brightly, but Chen Qingsheng felt as if he had fallen into an icy cave.
"After rebirth, I want to let go of myself,
I won't go to see you, I won't ask about you,
Even though I knew you would come to Haicheng, I deliberately avoided you.
But I still raise fish and flowers.
Just like in my previous life, no matter how hard I tried,
In the end, they always can't survive,
I should have known long ago that there was no possibility for us, but I always kept a glimmer of hope for myself..."
Blurred eyes, lost soul, endless pain, he stroked his broken heart,
What follows is rebirth and relief,
"Before I met Jiang Zhiyan, I didn't understand what you did in your previous life. I thought she died at the age when you were most powerless.
That's why you're crazy about her.
I deceived myself that it was not love, it was just family affection..."
The rain outside the window finally fell, as if forcing Chen Qingsheng to say a final farewell to this unrequited love.
"Jiang Zhiyan is so good,
It's no wonder you fell in love with her, if she didn't fall in love with you,
I think I’ll fall in love with her too…”
Chen Qingsheng took a deep breath and kept comforting himself in his heart, people can live well without anyone.
"Pei Yinghuai, I've let it go.
I wish you happiness.”
Pei Yinghuai watched Chen Qingsheng's figure go away, restraining the desire that was clamoring to keep him, and did not take another step forward.
He stood quietly, his fingers curling up little by little,
There were waves of pain in my heart. He was bound by several worldly chains. Even if I really loved him,
But I can't express it out loud.
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