The feelings came violently, and he didn't understand it at that time.
But beneath the calm exterior, it is difficult to conceal the fluctuations of emotions.
For a madman like him who has no emotions,
Yan Bao is indeed a special existence.
"If Yan Bao hadn't met me, he would definitely be an excellent fashion designer now."
When he said this, Pei Jingbai's tone was filled with regret.
"At that time, I didn't understand how cruel it was to destroy a girl's dream...
I don’t know what love is, nor how to love.
Because no one taught me,
So they rely on their instinct to plunder, to take possession... to rob and seize..."
Jiang Zhouli and Jiang Anqing both thought of their so-called grandmother.
And those cruel videos about Dad,
They watched secretly, and that's why,
They understand their father very well, growing up in that environment,
It's impossible to be a normal person.
"He broke up her childhood sweetheart and forced her to stay with him..."
"Dad, you're going too far!"
Facing his youngest son's condemnation, Pei Jingbai reached out and touched his head.
"I've done something even more outrageous..."
Jiang Zhouli's chubby face was wrinkled.
"Dad, it's your own fault that Mom doesn't want to see you."
Pei Jingbai also agreed, but it was too late to regret now.
And... to be honest,
If he were to do it again, he would only choose a more appropriate way to get Yan Bao, but he would never let her go.
"If only I had your brain,
I like you, I love you, but I can't express it correctly.
Obviously, I think she is cute, so I compare her to a kitten.
But he didn't know that this was an insult to Yan Bao.
Treated her with contempt, even trampled on her dignity,
How could she not hate me?"
Recalling those past events, Pei Jingbai couldn't forgive himself.
Jiang Anqing and Jiang Zhouli, who were listening to Pei Jingbai's statement of his crimes, were ready to fight.
Although my father was very pitiful when he was young,
But that wasn't a reason for him to hurt his mother.
"Later, Yan Bao was diagnosed with depression.
She loves to call me crazy..."
Pei Jingbai slightly pulled the corner of his lips, looking proud, so worthless,
Jiang Zhouli couldn't bear to watch.
Pei Jingbai's image collapsed a little in his mind.
“That is when,
I know I've done something wrong, and I know I can't continue like this.
I started to face my own problems.
I know I'm sick.
Part of it comes from family inheritance, and part of it comes from my childhood experiences.
My mental illness is incurable.
So, I started to learn to disguise myself, to pretend to be the person Yan Bao likes.
I also began to learn how to love someone correctly..."
Jiang Zhouli suddenly realized something and took out his cell phone, pointing to a prominent photo.
The man was wearing a pure white suit, and he exuded a scholarly air.
It seems as if gentleness is rubbed into the bones, as gentle and elegant as clear water,
His eyes are as gentle as jade. Although he holds power, he is blind to the many desires and greed in the world. He is clean and innocent, no less than a cub.
“It was also at this time,
The relationship between Yan Bao and I has become less tense and has eased.
And then you came.”
In fact, Pei Jingbai did not want these two children at that time.
He had no joy in being a father at all, and his mind was full of the dangers of childbirth.
I thought about it and said it naturally.
Jiang Zhouli was stunned.
He didn't expect that his birth was not what his father expected.
But Jiang Anqing remained indifferent.
It's not that he doesn't feel the kindness his father has shown them since they were born.
Dad just doesn't want to put Mom in danger because he loves her too much.
He loves his mother very much. If his mother is in danger, he will choose to sacrifice himself to protect her.
Jiang Anqing thought, my father must think so too.
“Actually, I want to thank you.
Because of your arrival, Yan Bao's depression began to improve,
She is slowly accepting me, and everything is moving in a good direction."
Those days were one of the few happy times in Pei Jingbai's life.
Unfortunately, the good times didn't last long. Thinking of this, Pei Jingbai seemed to have become a different person.
His eyes revealed a sinister coldness, and his originally cold temperament became sinister and vicious.
Hatred and pain are hidden in the clenched fists.
"You've all seen the videotape, right?"
Jiang Zhouli knew that he couldn't hide it from his father, so he nodded.
"Because of my negligence, Yan Bao saw that old woman.
Not only did I learn that I have a family history of genetic diseases,
I also saw something in the videotape...
Yan Bao loves you very much. Because he loves you so much, the greater his expectations are, the greater his fears are.
She’s afraid that you’ll become me…”
The two brothers were forced to leave their mother when they were born.
Because of their birth, their mother suffered from postpartum depression.
Dad said he didn't blame them, and that everything was caused by him.
But in fact, the two brothers still blame themselves.
Even though their mothers never held them,
I never let them get close to me, but they still love their mother.
Just like Dad said, Mom also loves them deeply.
"Because I love you,
So even though you know you have a history of genetic diseases,
Yan Bao doesn't want to lose you either,
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