Su Yu kept wondering if the outcome would have been different if he had listened to her that day.
If he had supported her idea at the beginning, would the outcome have been different?
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My name is Su Yu. At first I didn’t understand the special meaning of my name. It was not until other mermaids stepped on me and I heard their laughter that I realized that "Yu" means jinx in their eyes. My existence would pollute the sea area where the mermaids live.
I don’t care what they think, because the memories in my mind remind me all the time to take back her mermaid pearl and take revenge.
Those memories that don't belong to me haunt me like a fish plague that I can't get rid of.
So, the first thing I did after leaving the sea was to take her mermaid pearl back.
But I was wrong, my strength did not allow me to do that.
But perhaps it was God's blessing that I met Bai Lin before I died. Bai Lin was very good to me. I felt that I might have found my home. It would be nice to be a well-behaved and harmless apprentice of Bai Lin.
I went to Changheng Sect with him. Changheng Sect was very ugly. I hate those ugly things, but if Master was here, I could tolerate it.
That day, I met Bai Yunchu for the first time. She hid behind Bai Lin and carefully poked her head out. There was no bad intention in her eyes. She just looked at me straight.
I am very happy to have such a cute and timid senior sister.
However, this junior sister was often injured, and Bai Lin often asked me to give her the mermaid pearl to nourish her body.
After all, she belongs to my senior sister and is the daughter of our master, so it’s not impossible to lend her to me.
But, I seem to be wrong.
She was injured more and more frequently, and my mermaid pearl seemed to have become hers. I wanted it back. Without the pearl, my strength would become weaker and weaker. I didn't want to be a dodder that depended on others for survival like Bai Yunchu.
However, the moment I asked for my mermaid pearl, I seemed to have become the sinner of the entire Changheng Sect.
Chang Xu took good care of Bai Yunchu, and the other senior brothers and sisters in the sect also smiled at Bai Yunchu. However, every time they looked at me, there was always an unignorable malice in their eyes.
Why is this? I don't understand.
I don’t understand why they treated me like this, nor do I understand why my obviously good Master became like this.
I thought, I should endure for a while and leave Changheng Sect after I get my own natal sword.
But she was injured again. I went down the mountain with her. It was obviously her own carelessness, but Bai Lin insisted on blaming it on me.
After being severely punished, I had no choice but to come to Xuanyue Realm with her.
There, I wanted to kill her more than once, but considering my situation, I gave up.
To this day, I still can't forget the look in her eyes when she looked at me, shock, admiration, and strangeness.
I thought she was pretending, so I didn't treat her well. I hated her very much, and I hated her more than once.
But she went into the water and grabbed my tail. I got so angry that I splashed a lot of water on her and the tone of my voice was enough to scare her to tears.
But she seemed not to notice and seriously corrected the way I addressed her.
She asked me to call her senior sister.
How is that possible?!
Whose senior sister has low cultivation, is timid, stupid and causes him to be punished every day?
She raised the stakes and said she would protect me.
But with her foundation-building skills, who is protecting whom?
She also said that she would help me leave Changheng Sect. She was really stupid and funny. Could it be that I can't leave Changheng Sect?
She said calling me Sister Xiaoyu would make it fair, but she didn't know that there has never been fairness between us.
She said she wanted little pearls, but I wouldn’t cry. How could there be little pearls?
Even when she was about to be beaten to death by Xue Shaoxiang, she didn't shed a single tear.
She climbed out of the pool by herself, but when I saw her innocent and clear eyes, I felt it was unfair and I wanted to kill her.
But by mistake, she pulled out the scales.
I admit defeat, I can't explain things to a fool.
Why do you call her stupid? She can't even deal with a little rabbit demon.
The Third Elder falsely accused me of colluding with the demon clan. I thought that at most I would be beaten again, which was no big deal. However, she seemed to really follow through on what she said before.
She said she would protect me.
That was the first time someone stood by me.
She blew up the elder's fish pond and dried a lot of small fish, which I don't like to eat.
I don't even know why she thinks mermaids like to eat dried fish. She even made a koi lantern and said she disliked my bad luck.
I feel like my body is no longer my own. It is obvious that she is the source of my suffering since I came to Changheng Sect, but that throbbing heart is out of my control.
Until, I finally saw my natal sword.
I seemed to see my original destiny there, but it didn't seem to be it.
I killed many people there, and the resentment accumulated in my heart seemed to burst out at that moment, but until I saw her again.
She said she was my Taoist partner.
How unfamiliar is the word "Daoist companion"?
When she took out my scales, I knew that even if she wasn't telling the truth, she must be a very important person to me.
She took me to fly Kongming lanterns. The lanterns were very bright and beautiful, just like her.
However, she didn't want to hold my hand, so I lied to her on purpose, and she actually believed it.
Only later did I know what kind of person my mother was.
My plan was to get my own natal sword and leave Changheng Sect, but I was afraid that Bai Lin would find out that she was not the real Bai Yunchu...
Bai Lin came to talk to me, and I was very happy when I learned that he was willing to hand her over to me, but I saw another ending that was different from the one in the secret realm.
Without the soul-gathering bead, she would leave this world.
I really can't live without her. Without her... I will go crazy...
So, when she told me not to get the Soul Gathering Orb, I didn't listen to her.
Her longevity lamp went out.
They all said she was dead, but how could a dead person be without a body?
It was obvious that everyone in Chaoge had a body at that time.
He could give her the Mermaid Pearl...
Yes...Mingmingly, their soul contract is still there.
He'll find her one day...
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