Just like he said, he has become accustomed to darkness and never longs for light.
But Jiang Ling is a little sun, and her scorching light shines on him.
He will not be warmed or touched.
Probably curiosity and...envy.
He also envied Zhou Jing'an, or rather was more jealous of him, because he had been a favored child since childhood, unlike him, who had to go through so much hardship to reach the same position as him.
But he knew clearly that he could never become a person like Zhou Jing'an.
So when he later confronted Zhou Jing'an, he said that he couldn't do those things. He only knew and wanted to use the most direct and effective means. They might call it cruel, but so what?
He also knew clearly that he could never become someone like Jiang Ling.
Such a warm and bright person.
He was in the dark room of Qian Sidu's teahouse. He subconsciously stretched out his hand towards the flame, but was burned and pulled it back.
He probably felt the same way about Jiang Ling.
He envied Jiang Ling, a person as bright as the sun, but he would not become like her, nor would he get close to her, as doing so would only burn himself.
He wondered how she could be so warm and bright. He wondered how much longer she could remain warm? What about when faced with life and death? He wondered if she would always be like this? Would she always be warm?
Finally he found out, yes.
Jiang Ling is such a bright person, someone who can still light a fire in the snow to dispel the cold.
There's no point in knowing it, and he doesn't think anything of it.
But later he said to Zhou Jing'an: You two are a perfect match.
Finally, I would like to say a few more words.
I didn't have an outline when I wrote this novel. Some of you might think that's ridiculous, how could I not have an outline? But it's true. I'm not used to outlines. I just had a thread in my head, and I connected it all together and wrote it.
That's why I write slowly and procrastinate. You can tell from my extra chapters that I originally wanted to write only a few, at least not more than twenty, but I have been writing like this until now.
But after all this, I do understand the importance of an outline.
Otherwise many problems will arise.
The ideas are confused, the details are not filled in, and the progress is slow.
But I want to say that I really didn't intend to increase the word count! (?﹏?)
Some friends commented that my writing was okay at the beginning but the number of words started to increase towards the end, while others said that my writing was too slow.
There was a time when my writing was chaotic and slow, but I definitely didn't think about padding the word count, because padding the word count wouldn't do me any good. The meager royalties were completely disproportionate to the time I put in, and it was completely mismatched.
It’s simply because of lack of experience and poor arrangements.
Moreover, after writing more than 700,000 words, I still found many problems in myself. In addition to those mentioned above, the lack of writing skills and literary ideas are also fatal.
The controversial points mentioned earlier are due to lack of writing skills and poor expression.
After writing it down, I also found that some of my expressions were very poor, very flat, and very boring. They were completely insufficient for writing a long article, and it would be very difficult to write.
These all need to be improved gradually and need to be learned.
In order to maintain my writing style and write the sequel, I read the novel again from beginning to end during this period and found many problems. So this novel undoubtedly has many shortcomings and is not very mature.
It's like a dilapidated house with leaks everywhere.
But this is also a good thing, only by knowing the shortcomings can we make up for them.
Just patch up any leaks, take your time, and you will definitely see improvement.
So I’m super grateful to all the friends who read this!
I don’t know how many people can see this, but if there is just one person, I will be very grateful!
And 25 of my friends followed me. I might have just followed them casually, but I narcissistically thought they liked me~(?ˇ?ˇ?)
Regardless, it’s a happy thing to be finished!
Sprinkle flowers~
I don’t know when I can see the next novel with you all. It may take quite a while. After all, I have a lot of problems, and I will be very busy in the coming period. So it may be postponed from time to time.
It is very happy to meet friends here. I can remember all the comments. I cherish every message you leave, even if it is bad or critical.
I hope to meet you all with better works.
Before I knew it, it was already 02:23. I can hardly keep my eyes open, haha, and I am about to fall asleep.
Okay, let’s stop here. It’s a bit too long-winded.
Bye, see you next time!
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