I am Shao Qing'an, and I have been reborn. Just when I thought I could prevent the person I love from dying a tragic death like in my previous life, I discovered that the trajectory of fate had already changed.
When I learned that she was going to marry the crown prince, I was very upset. I wanted to ask her if she was forced into it, and I wanted to know what she really wanted to do.
But I learned that she was also reborn; she had returned from the dead.
Whether in her past life or this life, she never chose me. She only feels guilty towards me; she will never like me.
She said she would do anything for me, even risk her life, because she owed me, but she couldn't stay with me out of guilt. That's not fair to me.
I understood what she meant; she was trying to tell me that he didn't love me. I was really, really sad.
But it was on this day that my wife and I truly began to cross paths.
I was really angry when she peeked out from behind the wall. I felt like someone had overheard something I didn't want others to hear.
I never expected her to ask me if I wanted to collaborate, and what she said actually made me a little tempted.
I also desperately needed someone like her to play my wife. We hit it off immediately and decided on this.
Actually, besides being pressured by my family to get married, I also had a fleeting thought: would Wan Ge feel something after hearing this, or would she regret it?
But she didn't. She married the Crown Prince, and soon after, news of her pregnancy spread.
I think maybe she really fell in love with the Crown Prince, otherwise why would she want his child?
I know very well that it's time for me to let go, otherwise it will be a burden for her and a constraint for myself.
I thought letting go of someone would be difficult, but letting go of someone who doesn't love me isn't as hard as I imagined.
Or perhaps, what I let go of wasn't love, but my obsession with her—the unwavering belief that she would become my bride.
Gradually, a new person appeared before my eyes. That was my wife.
I worry about whether she will get hurt, whether she will be happy, and whether she will like me.
My fears eventually came true. After my distant cousin drugged me, she asked me for a divorce.
No one can understand how much pain I felt at that moment. I wanted to ask if we could not get a divorce, and I wanted to tell her that I had fallen in love with her.
But I can't do that. She doesn't like me, she wants a divorce, she wants to leave, and of course I have to grant her that wish. After all, it was something I promised her, and I also want to keep this love buried in my heart so as not to burden her.
But I don't know why I feel so bad, it's even worse than when Wan Ge didn't accept me.
For two days, I locked myself in my study and asked them to sort out the assets I wanted to give her. I hoped he would be better off.
Just as I was about to write the divorce papers, my mother appeared. After her reminder, I realized that she also liked me. This time, my feelings were not unrequited; the person I liked also liked me.
But I was completely clueless about matters of the heart, and I had no idea what to do. Luckily, I had my mother as my advisor. She gave me some pointers, and I apologized as she suggested, expressing my feelings to her.
She actually agreed to come home with me! That's wonderful! I'll treat her well for the rest of my life, and I want her to know that I truly love her, truly want to be good to her, and that there's no one else in my heart.
Letting go of that obsession allows me to see many emotions more clearly, and I've long been able to face Wan Ge with equanimity. I'm certain that my heart belongs only to my wife, Liu Menggui.
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