He was also very conflicted. At first, he did consider using the child to keep her. But then he thought, if she was really determined to leave, could the child really keep her?
Even if he can keep her, will there be another person competing with him for Wan Ge? Will Wan Ge love him more than she loves herself?
And then there's nothing I can do. I can't hurt him, but if I don't, he seems very uncomfortable. It's a difficult decision to hurt him or not.
So in the end, Ci Yan couldn't come to a conclusion and simply silently administered the medication to prevent pregnancy.
But it's not that he'll never be able to conceive, because he's still hesitating, still weighing the pros and cons. He's thinking about which method would truly make someone stay, but one that doesn't require him to be jealous or competitive.
No one was more afraid of losing Wan Ge than him, especially after losing her once. He was actually restless every night and kept doing intimate things with her because only by being close to her could he truly feel her presence.
…
Wange beckoned to him, and Ciyan subconsciously lowered his head. Wange touched his cheek, looked him in the eye, and then said, "Ayan, don't put so much pressure on yourself, okay? How about this, let's just let nature take its course. I don't have children; it's all up to fate."
“Okay.” Ci Yan finally agreed. Although he didn’t want to rely on fate for everything, he couldn’t make a choice, but Wan Ge made the choice for him.
"Didn't we agree to go out today? Let's go!" Wange pulled his hand and got out of bed. After a month, they were finally going out.
…
The world was slightly different from what it used to be, but not by much. It still looked prosperous and the lanterns were especially beautiful.
Wan Ge stood in front of a lantern, and Ci Yan subconsciously gave her money.
He picked up the lantern and presented it to Wange. Wange accepted the lantern and said, "You know, giving a lantern is also a way of expressing affection. Being willing to accept someone's lantern is equivalent to accepting them."
Ci Yan was slightly taken aback, then smiled and said, "We've already been engaged for a long time, haven't we?"
"Yes, but there can be many, many more times, because I will still fall for you every time." When you fell for me at first sight, I also fell for you countless times, and I still fall for you now.
Ci Yan took a deep breath and reached out to hug the person in front of him.
Ci Yan is different from her; he doesn't fall in love every time, but he has been in love since his first time.
…
After visiting the lantern festival, Ci Yan and he went to the top of the highest building and saw the entire bustling street, taking in everything before their eyes.
Just then, a voice came from downstairs: "Who's up there! This is forbidden territory, forbidden to the common people, how did you get here?"
Ordinary people are absolutely not allowed to come, and high-ranking officials can only come on special days. Today is a special day, but those in high positions have postponed their arrival due to other commitments and have not yet come.
They were continuing their patrol when they looked up and suddenly saw that there were people above them.
The guards panicked instantly. Anyone who could sneak up to the roof without being seen by so many of them must be no ordinary person. Luckily, they discovered it in time, otherwise they would have been in serious trouble.
Ci Yan glanced at them coldly, his murderous aura instantly surging forth.
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