“But I am better now than before.” Wange turned to look at Lin Qurou in front of her and continued, “Besides, the past is the past. Some things can only be seen more clearly from the perspective of an outsider. I am very grateful for my amnesia this time. The me of the past is not the me of the present, so let the past be the past.”
"I understand..." The other person had been so straightforward, how could she not understand? She had completely forgotten the past, both psychologically and in her memory.
Lin Qurou had no other choice but to try to persuade Wan Ge, out of consideration for her childhood friend.
But Lin Qurou knew very well that she couldn't choose what the other person was thinking. So all she could do was respect their wishes.
As Wan Ge turned around, she paused for a moment, looked back at Lin Qurou, and said to her, "I'm slowly remembering my past memories."
Lin Qurou paused for a moment, then finally sighed.
She knew all too well why Wan Ge had specifically told her that.
She regained her previous memories, which means she has completely let go.
He didn't abandon his lover because he lost his memory; rather, she retained her past memories, yet he still chose to give up on her.
Lin Qurou slowly walked towards the stairs, where two men were standing: Gu Jing and Mo Xunyu.
Gu Jing extended his hand to her, and Lin Qurou walked towards him, but stopped in front of Mo Xunyu. After glancing at him, she took Gu Jing's hand without hesitation.
…
When they reached the bottom of the stairs, Gu Jing looked at Lin Qurou and asked, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"
"I know your parents are already processing the paperwork for you." Although Mo Xunyu was still trying his best to bring them together, there was an insurmountable gap between them in terms of social status, and more importantly, Gu Jing's parents could not accept her background at all.
So from the very beginning, Lin Qurou knew that she could not be with him, but she still wanted to have a relationship with him, even if the relationship would only end in a breakup.
Lin Qurou continued, "My application for an exchange student position has been approved, but it's not in Country A."
At this point, Lin Qurou took out a gift box from her bag: "This is a breakup gift for you. There's also a bank card in the box. I think the money might not be enough. If we meet again, I'll make up the difference."
The surgery she underwent and the doctors she saw must have been very expensive. She sold the house her parents left her, and apart from a small portion used for her studies abroad, the rest of the money was in her bank account.
She knew it might not be enough, but it was the only thing she could offer at the moment.
"You really want to break up with me?" Gu Jing gripped her arm tightly.
"No, but you've already agreed to let them go abroad, haven't you?"
"But you could have applied..."
“I know you’ve done a lot for me, but some things are destined from birth. We’re just not from the same world. And the reason I’m special to you is probably just because you’ve never met anyone like me before. If you had met more people, you might not like me.”
"That's not how it works."
"Gu Jing, I will pay you back the money I owe you, and we'll consider ourselves even about the rest."
In fact, during their previous relationship, Lin Qurou never accepted any expensive gifts from him, and when he gave her flowers, she would reciprocate with some gifts.
If she hadn't suddenly fallen ill, perhaps Lin Qurou wouldn't have accepted him spending so much money on her.
She desperately wanted to live. Her parents risked their lives to protect her when the accident happened, hoping she could survive. That's why she was willing to accept it and why she wanted to live so much.
She knew he was sick and short of money. Gu Jing's parents wanted to send him abroad, and he agreed. But because she suddenly fell ill, it was delayed, and that's how they had a period of hardship together.
Now that she's better, and his parents have already prepared the paperwork for him, they should break up.
After recovering from her illness, she applied to be an exchange student.
The reason she sought out Wan Ge was not only because it was a pity, but also because she wanted to do something for Mo Xunyu before leaving the country.
"I don't want to become the next Mo Xunyu. I don't want to regret breaking up with my lover. Do you understand?" Gu Jing looked earnestly at the person in front of her.
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