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To be honest, I am a very sensitive person. Writing novels is actually quite exhausting. When I see negative comments, I will exhaust myself and console myself over and over again.
I am not a full-time author. Two-thirds of the new chapters you see every day are written by me staying up late. My brain is more active at night and it is easier to be unclear. After writing passionately, I spend a lot of effort to justify my logic.
I reviewed over and over again every word the male protagonist said to the female protagonist, every action he took towards her, to try to determine whether he showed her respect, whether he cared about her feelings, and whether it was inappropriate or offensive in their current relationship.
To be honest, the eleventh small world is the most outrageous world I have ever written. The hero’s behavior is somewhat aggressive and irrational. It is also the product of my passionate writing late at night. Later, I also modified some of the content.
Because I write from the male protagonist's perspective, I am afraid that if I don't control the intensity, it will become a male-dominated perspective. So when I type every word, I remind myself to respect the female protagonist and the female characters. Therefore, I rarely write about vicious female supporting roles, and I rarely write about female rivals.
I would write that the heroine is very beautiful, but I would not describe her figure too much.
I often wonder, too, that the life experiences of the heroine in the small world are mostly miserable. Would it be too much suffering for her? Is this meaningful? I don't like to glorify suffering. Suffering itself is meaningless. If I must write about suffering, then the heroine will grow in it and shape her tough character.
Some readers say that sealed memory quick travel is not popular now, but what I write is not popular either (from the time I started writing to now, every book I wrote is not a popular one, it all depends on my preference).
Actually, this is because I don’t cater to the market.
Many of the quick-travel stories in the female frequency channel are about villains, yanderes, strategies, and saving affectionate male supporting roles. I chose the quick-travel story from the male protagonist's perspective in the female frequency channel, which is contrary to the trend.
The memory was sealed because the hero was transported to a small world in the womb and had been in the small world since he was a baby. In addition to "falling in love with a different her with a completely new attitude", it was also to make it less difficult for him.
The hero's love for the heroine is unquestionable, deep and passionate. Seeing the heroine leave before him in every life, and waiting for the heroine's appearance with memories in every life, isn't it a bit cruel?
In the second life, Yan Tinglan had been waiting for the heroine for more than 20 years with his memories. So when he saw the heroine and confirmed that she was the same person, he acted very aggressively when the heroine didn't want to cause trouble, and broke into her world without explanation. Although it was a warm water boiling frog-style attack, it more or less had a bit of forced love.
Therefore, due to multiple reasons, the sealed memory will be written.
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The story may describe personal growth, or incorporate family and country feelings, or simply write about a lukewarm love story.
I often wonder, how thrilling and vigorous does it have to be to be called love? Everyone should have different opinions on this.
Maybe love is also plain. It does not need any third party to promote it. It quietly sprouts, stirs, tries to get closer to each other, and becomes profound naturally.
I wrote about every traceable heartbeat, the depth of their feelings in every detail of their interactions, every effort and consideration she noticed from him, and every response and indulgence he felt from her.
I want to write too much, but my writing is limited and there are many shortcomings.
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My traffic has always been very low, and I only earn enough for one meal a day (two meals when the traffic is better). I write so much just for love (who told me to have a dream of writing?), and my efficiency is not very high. I sit in front of the computer for half a day or a whole day.
Because I have two books open at the same time (this is the worst decision I have ever made, so when I am busy or in a bad mood, my other book is often not updated), and because I have to take care of my present life, I often feel physically and mentally exhausted, and I am not kidding to coax myself into writing every day.
I didn't end it in a bad way or in a rush because I didn't want to be sloppy, and also because I wanted my characters, my heroines and heroes to have a happy ending, so that every story could come to an end.
Your urging and following for updates, every word you said you liked it, every word you wanted to read more, and every word you said didn’t want it to end so early, are my motivation and keep me struggling to keep writing.
I often end in the name of love and have a grand ending, but the story is not grand. Thank you for your likes.
I've said a lot, but there will be an end to all my talk.
Nice to meet you, thanks for reading.
My writing skills are still not good enough to fully express the stories and unfinished thoughts in my heart. I hope we can see you again if the chance permits.
I wish you happiness in everything and success in everything.
——Written on December 11, 2024, in the early morning when my thoughts were in a state of confusion.
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