He was right, I am indeed a piece of shit.
I was peeping into her life in Kyoto like a thief.
Her belly was very big when she was five months old, and I was scared every time I looked at it.
We got together and discussed that having a child is good, but it is not worth it if it costs her life.
The imperial physician said that even if we had the injection now, the baby would still be born just like a baby, and medication would be difficult to control, and there might be heavy bleeding, so it would be best to wait for natural delivery.
Thank God, all the babies were born safely.
I was holding my child, and the joy of becoming a father had not yet passed, but I had to say goodbye to her.
Now that the child is born, I have no reason to stay in the capital.
I hugged her while she was taking a nap, greedily breathing in her scent. The moment she opened her eyes, I fled from the imperial capital and returned to Yuezhao City with the child in my arms.
The Alliance Leader’s Mansion is still the same Alliance Leader’s Mansion, but it is also not that Alliance Leader’s Mansion.
I stood in the snowy courtyard with melancholy. It was spring again. The peach blossoms would bloom again after falling. Would she come back after she left?
Won't come back.
"Alliance leader, Madam Liu is here."
I was just about to go look for her when she came over on her own.
Liu Yarou is still as gentle and fragile as when I first met her, but I will never trust her again.
"Brother Chen, Rou'er hasn't seen you for a long time. Where have you been? Rou'er is so worried about you."
I looked at the bastard in her arms. He had small eyes, puffy eyelids, and a square face. He looked nothing like Qingxuesheng. He didn't look like me at all. Did she think I was blind?
"Brother Chen, this is our child."
I looked at her indifferently.
"Is it because of what Qiuyue said?" Liu Yarou bit her lip. "She wanted to kill our child. Our child almost died. I didn't do anything. I just promised her a marriage. Is Brother Chen angry?"
I took a deep breath, "Not this."
"What's wrong? Don't scare Rou'er." Liu Yarou pouted dissatisfiedly: "Brother Chen, don't you want to hug our son? He hasn't been named yet. We are waiting for Brother Chen to come and give him a name."
"Is he really my son?"
I stared at her closely, not missing the panic that flashed in her eyes.
"What do you mean, Brother Chen? He came out of Rou'er's belly. If he's not our child, whose child is it?"
"Oh, don't lie to me, the woman I was with in the inn was not you at all."
Liu Yarou cried, her tears streaming down her face made me feel disgusted.
She was still making a fuss: "Brother Chen, did you hear someone say that Rou'er and Brother Chen were innocent before? It was that night when we met again..."
"Do you really need me to tell you the truth?" I've been in Kyoto for the past nine months, but I've thoroughly investigated the matter. "You said you borrowed money from your uncle to save me, and sold you out when you couldn't pay him back. But what I've discovered is that you took the initiative to follow a clerk and became his concubine. Unable to bear the torture of your mistress, you came to Yuezhao City."
Liu Yarou froze, her lips trembling, "Brother Chen, listen to me..."
She tried to pull me, but I brushed her off and she fell to the ground, with the child crying loudly.
In the past I would feel sad and guilty, but not now. I just feel disgusted and annoyed.
"Pang Wu is your father, right?"
Liu Yarou shuddered and looked at me in shock.
I continued, "You recognized each other when you were poisoned, right?" The person who sent her back was not a kind-hearted person, but a spy of the Five Poisons Sect. She would tell everything if threatened.
The palace doctor and the maid were bribed for the sake of the ice and fire silkworms.
The poison in Liu Yarou does not require the use of the Ice and Fire Silkworm at all. The pill in the maid's hand is the antidote.
"I heard you wanted to teach me a lesson?"
Liu Yarou looked at me with fear in her eyes, "I, I..."
"Take your child and get out of here. You saved me before."
I had Liu Yarou thrown out of the house and never paid any attention to her again.
I resigned from my position as alliance leader and accompanied Nianqing as he grew up. I watched him grow from a tiny ball to a babbling to a well-mannered young man, and my heart was filled with pride.
He is very smart and can learn martial arts quickly, but he seems to prefer literature.
I think it might be related to her mother, and he is getting closer to her in his own way.
Over the past ten years, I have secretly visited Qingxue countless times, but never appeared in front of her. I know she doesn't want to see me again.
Time flies, we are all old, but she is still the same as before.
After the Qianqiu Banquet, I had the same dream over and over again.
In my dream, Qingxue was waiting for me alone in the snow courtyard, playing the piano sadly, day after day... She waited for me like this for four years until she was swallowed by a fire.
She is dead.
In my dream, I took Liu Yarou to travel around Jiangnan. The Five Poisons Sect broke into the mansion and set fire. No one saved Qingxue. Bai Qiuyue watched coldly from a high place.
This dream was so real. I wanted to save her, but I couldn't move.
I fell into repeated torture and pain.
After dreaming for a long time, I "saw" things that I had not noticed for a long time.
When Qingxue heard that I asked her to be my wife, she was happy. She asked Biluo which cosmetics brand would be best for the wedding. When she learned that there would be no wedding, she was silent for a long time.
Qiuyue withheld her food, and there was no charcoal in the winter, so she could only let Biluo use the silver she brought with her to buy it outside. One year, Qiuyue had someone stop Biluo from going out, and they froze for the whole winter.
I deserve to die because she has such a hard life.
In my dream, Liu Yarou gave birth to a son for me, who looked exactly like her current son. It was really ironic.
I fell into endless regret and often couldn't distinguish between dreams and reality. When Nianqing passed the exam and got the third place, I heard the bad news.
She is leaving.
I stumbled over to her and she said goodbye to everyone, including me.
She keeps me alive.
I built a house next to the imperial tomb, and now I am here to protect you.
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