"woke up?"
The little deer smiled at Qiao Luoluo, put down the hoe in his hand, straightened his back, and stretched lazily as if he was relaxed.
Qiao Luoluo walked up to her and said calmly, "You can't kill me. Let me go and you can still live."
The deer didn't answer her, but continued to talk to himself, "What do you want to eat? I'll go to the imperial kitchen and steal it for you. Just like before, three sugar packets, okay?"
Qiao Luoluo felt very sad and upset. She thought Xiaolu might be a little mentally disturbed.
I'm afraid he knows that his life is difficult and wants to drag her to hell with him.
"The Emperor promised me that he would let you live, but only if you don't make any more mistakes.
Once you lay hands on me, my pleas will be useless. Don't challenge the emperor's authority."
Xiaolu sneered, "You finally admit it, Qiao Luoluo. Aren't you tired of pretending?"
Qiao Luoluo raised her head and looked at the bright moon, and said, "Xiaolu, no matter whether you are a traitor to the enemy country or the daughter of the Lin family, before I knew all this, I sincerely regarded you as a good sister.
But how can I continue to love you after knowing all this? I can't do it.
Your father is a spy from the enemy country. He not only wants to plot against my motherland, but also wants to frame my entire family.
Being a stranger to you is my last respect for this relationship.
That’s all I have to say. If you can understand, then so be it. If not, there is nothing I can do.”
Xiaolu's tears instantly fell, "I can break off relations with my father for you, and I can also become a big man for you.
I don’t want anything else, I just want you.”
She looked around the cold palace under the moonlight and smiled sadly, "Being with you in the cold palace is the happiest and most joyful time of my life.
I have been an unwanted stray dog since I was a child.
My mother was originally the wife of a local minor official. My father fell in love with her and wanted to take her away.
But her husband disagreed, so my father framed his entire family and put them in jail to force my mother to submit.
My mother gave herself to him in order to save her husband, and later gave birth to me.
The doctor originally said I was a boy, but who would have thought that it would be a girl.
My mother lost her fertility while giving birth to me, and she didn't recover well after giving birth, so she died.
When her father found out that she had given birth to a daughter and would never have children again, he left without looking back and left her to die and rot on the bed.
I cried so loudly that the neighbors came to rescue me.
Later, I grew up eating food from hundreds of families, learning kung fu from beggars, and growing up little by little.
Until one day he saw me on the street, recognized me, and I became a pawn in his hands."
As she spoke, tears streamed down her face, and she squatted down and touched the cobblestone road beneath her feet.
"No one has ever cared for me, no one has ever loved me, and no one has ever told me what to believe or what not to believe. I have always been like this.
But you are different. You are my salvation, Qiao Luoluo. I always thought that my expectations and fantasies about love need a handsome man to fulfill them.
But actually I was wrong. Every time I saw you being intimate with the emperor, I hated you and was angry.
I thought I was jealous because you took away my love, but now I realize that I was angry because someone else touched you."
Qiao Luoluo: ?????
The plot has completely turned upside down to the point where she can't understand it! !
This is totally off the mark!
Pei Su, who was eavesdropping outside the door, was so angry that he was about to rush in, but was stopped by Jiang Yu.
If Qiao Luoluo didn't want to have a good talk with Xiaolu, how could she have kidnapped Qiao Luoluo?
Qiao Luoluo took a deep breath and said calmly, "I understand your feelings. But you should also know that my choice means I cannot respond to you. However, I will protect you and let you live as an ordinary person in peace forever."
She didn't want to anger her, because Qiao Luoluo's agreement with the emperor was -
If the two of them had a good chat and said goodbye, Pei Su would fulfill his previous promise and let her leave the palace.
But if the deer does anything extreme, she will surely die.
Xiaolu chuckled, "You don't really think the emperor will forgive me, do you? You will watch me leave the palace and leave here, but after that, he will find a deserted corner and kill me silently.
This is the emperor."
Qiao Luoluo stopped talking. She knew that this was very possible.
But there was only so much Qiao Luoluo could do.
She walked forward and gently took Xiaolu's hand, saying softly, "So, when you get out, just run, run back to Chenguo District, and never come back.
Only when one is alive can one possess everything, and you and I can gaze at each other in the moonlight in the future."
Xiaolu shook his head and pulled his hand back, "Qiao Luoluo, you don't understand me, you never understand me.
What I want is never to look at the moon with you, what I want is to be with you day and night, forever.
If I can't get it, I'd rather not have it at all.
It's like I killed Yu Dafeng, because if he could pose any threat to my identity being exposed, he must die."
Pei Su outside the door suddenly became nervous!
Xiaolu pulled out the knife, and Qiao Luoluo quickly protected his stomach and retreated.
Unexpectedly, the knife was across her own neck.
"You know what? I dream of coming back here, back to the time when I lived with you. All the joy in my life was contained in that short time.
But it will never happen again. My time has stopped there forever. I want to kill you and then commit suicide, so that we can stay here forever.
But I can't do it. I can't bear to see you die... and I don't want to implicate an innocent child.
I originally resented you for taking away my hope of having a child, and I wanted to kill you.
But I only now understand that perhaps this is also a kind of protection you give me.
Haha, that’s enough, it’s really enough. I know you’ve been protecting me from the beginning, and I know you’ve always been sincere. That’s enough.”
Xiaolu stepped back, and Qiao Luoluo was so scared that tears welled up in her eyes, "Xiaolu, please don't, please don't do this, okay? Otherwise, don't leave, just stay here, and I'll come to accompany you often.
We sit on the wall and talk as we did before, working in the fields during the day and chatting by candlelight at night."
The deer shook his head. "I said, I don't want to look at you by the moon, nor do I want to wait at the gate every day. If I can't be with you forever, I would rather have nothing."
After saying that, she smiled and swung the knife, and hot blood gushed out.
Qiao Luoluo cried and screamed, and rushed over to hug her shaky body.
Pei Su and others rushed in quickly, fearing that Qiao Luoluo would be frightened and have a miscarriage!
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