Chapter 41 Defeat Bai Lian and sleep with that athlete (15)
Li Ziyan buried his head in Han Yize's arms, exuding an air of hurt and harmlessness. His hands changed from being placed on both sides of his body to grabbing the hem of Han Yize's clothes, making people feel both pitiful and cute.
The hands placed on Li Ziyan's back slowly began to sweat. He moved a little, and a cool breeze blew through the gap between his hands and Li Ziyan's back, making him feel a little cold.
It is already early winter, the temperature has already turned cold, and the roads are filled with a desolate feeling. Li Ziyan just came out from the backstage in a hurry, wearing only a thin turquoise outfit, which makes his already slender figure look even more fragile.
Han Yize, who was originally amazed, now only felt worried and distressed. He frowned, took off his baseball jacket, and gently put it on Li Ziyan.
"Brother, let's go eat something first. We've been tired all morning."
"Yeah." Li Ziyan nodded, sobbing softly, still with his head down, looking so aggrieved that Han Yize felt sad.
He put his arm around Li Ziyan's shoulders, half hugging and half holding him in his arms, and the two of them walked side by side towards the nearest cafeteria.
"Brother, you take a rest here first."
"Well, go ahead. Don't worry about me." Li Ziyan kept his head down, but his ears were red. It was not known whether it was because he was shy about his posture just now, or because of the wind.
Han Yize put everything away, took his phone to a milk tea shop in the cafeteria to buy a cup of hot cocoa, and ordered some light meals before returning to Li Ziyan.
"Drink something to warm yourself up first. It's too cold outside. Don't catch a cold."
"Thank you, Yizhe."
"Why are you thanking me?"
The two of them sat quietly at the table, neither of them speaking. Li Ziyan was wearing Han Yize's baseball jersey. The two of them had different body shapes, and Han Yize had more developed muscles due to his sports training. He was much stronger than Li Ziyan, who had to keep his body shape not too exaggerated for the beauty of dance.
Li Ziyan was wearing a baggy baseball jacket, which made her already slender figure look even smaller. Han Yizhe couldn't help but think of the hug they had just shared. It reminded him of Li Ziyan, who had been in his arms, acting like a wronged kitten and acting like a spoiled child.
"Brother, what happened today..."
"What happened today is over. I don't care anyway, so don't make a fuss about it. Don't create a conflict with Haoxuan when you go back. We're roommates and we'll be together for a long time. Don't let anything cause any rift between you two because of me."
"But, brother, he was wrong in the first place. We've been together for almost a semester now. Doesn't he know who you are? Which of the words he said today showed any concern for the relationship between you two?"
Li Ziyan remained silent, but bit his lip. If he got angry and threw a tantrum like others, Han Yize might not think it was a big deal. But it was the fact that he kept it all in his heart and bore all the suffering alone that made him feel even more distressed.
"Actually, it's really nothing... Maybe I really did something wrong and hurt Xiaobai, which led to Xiaobai's misunderstanding. And the innocent are innocent. As long as you can trust me and think that I'm not a bad person, I'll be very satisfied." Li Ziyan's eyes seemed to have tears, but they didn't fall. However, his eyes were full of water. "When I first saw you during the welcome ceremony, I thought you were very good. Even though I have a lot of friends now and I'm popular, people don't like me the first time they see me. It's because I'm too thin, like a sickly person, and my appearance... My appearance doesn't quite fit everyone's definition of a boy, so not many people are willing to show kindness to me. But you are special. ... I don't know why I'm willing to tell you so much. You won't think I'm annoying, right?"
Li Ziyan's tone was filled with a hint of uneasiness and uncertainty, and he looked at Han Yizhe with an especially flustered look. Han Yizhe felt distressed. He shook his head fiercely, his tone firm, "You're good, really. Don't deny yourself because of other people. No one can dictate how a boy should look, nor do they have the right to do so. You are you, the most unique you in the world. Who can replace you? You are really good."
Li Ziyan's eyes flickered, and tears finally fell, landing on Han Yize's hand, burning his heart and making him tremble. Then he was embraced by the boy.
Although the public is now very accepting of homosexuals, it is still easy for homosexuals to attract other people's attention in public. Now Han Yize and his brother Li Ziyan are hugging each other, which has attracted a lot of people's attention, but Han Yize does not have a trace of disgust or dissatisfaction. He just quietly lets the other party vent in his arms.
After finishing their meal, the two returned to the dormitory together. Li Ziyan's peach blossom eyes were swollen from crying, and the tip of her nose was a little pink due to the cold, making her look so pitiful.
"Brother, let me take you home. I'll go to your dormitory to accompany you."
"You guys are almost in exam week, so don't come over. Don't delay your exam."
"It's okay. Our written test doesn't have many items. I'm almost ready."
Li Ziyan still shook his head, "Xiaobai should have gone back too. You should have a good chat with him and don't let anything bad happen to you because of me."
"I'm not..." He wanted to explain that he wasn't trying to avoid Bai Haoxuan, but was simply worried about Li Ziyan. But seeing Li Ziyan pretending to be strong, he knew he was doing it for his own good, and his heart softened, so he nodded.
Li Ziyan stood at the dormitory door, waved at Han Yize's back as he returned to his dormitory building, and only after he disappeared did he curl the corners of his lips.
"You let him go when there's such a good opportunity? Aren't you afraid that he and that person will reconcile?"
"You overestimate Xiao Bailian's intelligence. His personality has been formed over a long period of time, and it's impossible for him to realize his mistakes quickly. Even if he goes back to apologize to Han Yizhe, it will only be perfunctory and try to find excuses for himself. It will not resolve the gap between the two of them at all."
"Then you won't worry if something unexpected happens and Han Yizhe knows that person's feelings for him."
Li Ziyan chuckled softly, his tone carrying a subtle hint of joy and satisfaction. "Xiao Bailian hasn't confessed yet. One reason is that he's afraid of being rejected, which would make things awkward for the two of us. Another reason is that he's probably afraid that if he confesses, Han Yize might come to his senses or tell me about it, which would improve our relationship. Now, no matter what the reason is, Han Yize's heart is on my side, so you don't have to worry."
"This is the first time I've seen you so confident."
If Li Ziyan didn't reply to 007, it didn't mean he was confident. He just wanted to give the kid another chance. Yizhe didn't have any feelings for him, but he did treat Bai Haoxuan as a friend. If Bai Haoxuan couldn't recognize the misunderstandings in his thinking and the mistakes in his actions, then they might not even be friends in the future.
After standing downstairs for a while, he returned to the dormitory. He looked at the remaining half cup of cocoa milk in his hand. It was already warm. He put it in his mouth and took a sip. It was a familiar taste and warmth, just like the feeling of Han Yize's embrace, which made him relax and indulge.
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"Yizhe! You're back!" As soon as the dormitory door lock made a sound, Bai Haoxuan hurriedly stood up from the stool. His face was panic-stricken, his face was pale, and his eyes were full of anxiety.
Such an attitude can easily arouse people's desire to protect, but Han Yize's heart was not moved at all, he just felt disgusted by it.
"Yizhe, are you still angry with me? I really didn't mean it today. I just, I just don't want other people's dreams to be shattered. I..."
"So you can let all my efforts go to waste, right?" Han Yizhe's voice was cold. He was always sunny and enthusiastic, and never showed this side of him to anyone. "This isn't just once, Bai Haoxuan. To be honest, I've been good enough to you, but you've repeatedly questioned my character. If I weren't good enough, if I weren't really that good, have you ever thought about what his situation would be like?"
"I……"
"I don't care whether you did it intentionally or not, and I don't care what your purpose is. Stay away from me from now on. If I find out that you have hurt him again, don't blame me for not considering the relationship between the dormitory."
"How can you say that to me? Is it because of Senior? You're mad at me because of him, right?"
Han Yizhe snorted coldly, looking at Bai Haoxuan with a cold look in his eyes, "You still think that others are like you."
He broke free from Bai Haoxuan's hand and went into the bathroom. The other two people in the dormitory had no idea what was going on. They could only stand there looking at each other in confusion, not daring to make a sound.
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