Sorry everyone, this story is not finished yet.
But I'm breaking my promise.
When I first started writing the book, I wanted to prove myself, realize my dreams, and break free from constraints.
Later I found out that everything seemed to be empty talk and everything was an illusion.
I pretend to be a cheerful and carefree girl in front of others.
But only I know that my heart has already become desolate.
I won’t say any more. I don’t want to bring negativity to everyone.
I can’t continue writing the following, so I’ll just post the outline.
As for the story that has already been outlined, just let it rot in your heart.
The heroine Ye Xiyue knows how to trade stocks, but she will lose money and lose everything.
But the second male lead will appear, and the male lead will highlight his ability to make money.
Because he identified the heroine, he decided to conspire with her.
The heroine did not disappoint everyone's expectations. Although she was not good at stock trading, she had experienced many worlds, so she was quite calculating.
He helped the second male lead to open a company, and worked together with the second male lead to bring down the Tong and Su families.
The hero has always been by the heroine's side and has developed a deep friendship with her.
Unfortunately, one is love, the other is family.
Later, the hero was sent to school by the heroine, and was reborn when he got into a fight with someone at school.
Restore past life memories.
He discovered that the heroine was different.
But after some testing, I couldn't tell what the difference was.
In order to take revenge, he designed to bankrupt the heroine's company and even imprisoned her.
The second male lead comes to the female lead, and the male lead sets up a plan to get rid of the second male lead.
The heroine was killed by the hero himself in order to protect the second male lead.
The hero discovered his true feelings, but it was too late.
August 23, 2020.
Weather: Cloudy to sunny.
It’s not over yet, but I’m already prepared for my closing remarks.
There are thousands of thoughts in my mind, let me tell you in detail, even if no one will read it.
Like what?
It shouldn't be the clown, because at least people are watching the clown.
This book is destined to have no effect and no ending.
I originally opened this book because I wanted to reconcile with myself.
Later I found that I couldn't even make it to the end of the book.
There is no way for me to reconcile with myself.
I can't forgive myself, and I can't forgive the world.
Ever since elementary school, I've been a social wimp.
I have no friends and am even isolated by my classmates.
In junior high school, I encountered so-called school violence.
I transferred to another school in eighth grade, and became quieter from being a talkative person at first.
After high school started, it seemed like I became a psychopath.
No one wants to play with me.
No friends...
No one...
Looking back on this journey, my short life is more like a
March of the Losers.
I know that every family has its own problems.
But I think this book seems to be beyond my ability to bear.
I can’t sleep at night, I dare not close my eyes, I dare not turn off the lights…
It hurts, it really hurts...
There must be something hateful about a pitiful person.
Am I pitiful? Does anyone pity me?
I feel so pathetic
Then I must be very hateful too!
I must be the biggest villain in the world.
People like me are really 'wasting air'
After writing this, I will probably abandon the book!
Goodbye.
I can't hold on any longer.
In life, there are so many mountains that cannot be climbed.
I wonder if that mountain is the biggest disaster in my life?
I can't seem to get over it.
The mountains are lush and green, and the water flows continuously.
I won't hurt myself.
But every night after that, it seemed like I just couldn’t close my eyes.
I hope time can let me forget everything!
I still remember the time when I felt loved. It was when I was taking a nap at school. In my dream, there was a person who was very kind to me.
Then I woke up and there was an 'I love you' mark on my arm.
That was my most real feeling. It turns out that there is someone who loves me!
But, where are you?
Not finished yet,
No continuation.
Xu Jiubai's pen breaks.
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