What she wanted was always very simple: to see Jiang Zhu change, to see him mature a bit, instead of asking his family for money every month.
She couldn't see a future for them. "Jiang Zhu, I know I sometimes speak without thinking, and my words are sometimes hurtful. I used the wrong method to tell you this, but... I hope you can change."
They can live in poverty, and they can have nothing, but they cannot remain unchanged.
If he continues like this, how can she believe they can stay together forever?
Even though they've become numb to it over and over again, will this time be different?
"Okay, then let's go buy a smaller ring and take wedding photos."
Jiang Zhu nodded and took Gao Hongli to the wedding dress shop. They chose a wedding dress package for 2888 yuan and bought a ring for 1000 yuan. They put the rest of the money into a red envelope and gave it to Gao Hongli.
“Hongli, this time, I want to give you a future. I want to be a part of your and your child’s future.”
They were also trapped. Every time, they worked hard alongside the players and cooperated perfectly. They successfully got married and had children, but they could never leave the game.
They didn't understand why, despite their cooperation, it still didn't work.
But this time, Mom made them realize that they had always cooperated without ever thinking about why they were doing it or reflecting on their past.
"good."
They used to constantly complain about each other, and it was because of this unhappy marriage and unhappy life that they were trapped in this cycle of endless suffering.
They experienced betrayal time and time again, and went through pain and confusion again and again. Later, someone came who was willing to make changes for them, and they followed suit. But it was all in vain.
They had a happy marriage; the volunteers were willing to give them a lot of money, houses, cars, good jobs, and a happy future.
But it still failed.
From initial cooperation to eventual numbness, they've gotten used to it, used to this feeling.
This time, things were different from the very beginning. They began to reflect on their past and each other's situation.
Regardless, this time, they hope things will be different.
They truly recognized their own problems in the relationship.
“I made mistakes before too. I just talked about how good other people were in front of you, how gentle and considerate their husbands were, which made you unhappy.”
I always criticized your job, I always undermined your confidence, I'm sorry.
Jiang Zhu smiled and patted her head. "It's my fault for not giving you a sense of security. Back then, I didn't understand what pressure was. I felt like I didn't have any pressure. Anyway, I had my parents' help, and I could spend my monthly salary as I pleased."
As for the future, I haven't thought about it. Yet, I still like to boast to you, knowing you won't believe me, but I still... feel very capable. After saying boastful things for so long, I start to believe them myself.
"Me too. I always feel that you're not good enough, and I've forgotten how good you were to me." She had also forgotten that this person had once warmed her heart.
They gave her all the courage and guided her through her confusion.
"We've lost ourselves in blaming each other. Let's move forward together this time, okay?"
"Okay, let's move forward together."
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