I want to die.
I deserve to die.
The handwriting at the back is so different from that at the front that it is so ugly that it doesn't seem to have been written by the same person.
Tang Wan touched it tremblingly, and tears suddenly fell without warning.
Fainting on the paper, she knew what time it was, the time she had left.
February 17
I wanted to die and tried, but failed.
My mother woke me up and showed me the name Wanwan had given to the child.
My mother was as sad as I was. She lost the most important person to her overnight.
Wanwan, is it true, is it true that you don’t want me to die? Please wait for me, I will come to you after I have taken revenge.
March 7th
My wife and my parents cannot just die in such an unclear way.
I found out the truth. It turned out that it was just jealousy that caused the death of my wife and two others.
Ridiculous, ridiculous.
I want you to pay for the lives of my wife and children.
March 10th
I married Qinyang, and I really want to kill this man, but I can't. Wanwan, please forgive me, I can't let her die so easily.
The latter part did not record the time, only some of the experiences, and the handwriting was sloppy and messy.
"She's dead, just like Wanwan. I made that bastard emperor suffer a fate worse than death. I got my revenge, but I'm not as happy as I thought I would be."
"Even if they die a thousand times or ten thousand times, they can't bring back my wife's life."
"I've already taken revenge. I want to go and accompany her. I wonder if she'll dislike me. I've taken many baths, so she should be clean. If our child were still here, wouldn't he be able to walk?"
"I didn't expect that I could still see her."
"Her appearance has changed, but I still recognized her at the first sight. This is my wife."
"I brought her back to the palace. I always secretly watched her late at night. It turned out that she was not dead. Maybe she didn't want to see me or wanted me anymore."
"Please don't leave me, okay? I'll listen to you in everything. Even if the child isn't mine, it doesn't matter. Please don't leave me."
"I don't want to, and I'm not allowed to. I'm not as good as Wanwan thinks. Even if she doesn't want me anymore, she has to stay by my side. It doesn't matter if she hates me, as long as she still has me in her heart."
The notes ended here. Tang Wan's face was already covered with tears, but she turned a few more pages without giving up.
"I'm sick, quite sick. I don't want her to see me now. I'm ugly. Although I don't want to admit it, I must have been very good-looking in the past."
"She liked my looks, so I thought being good-looking wasn't such a bad thing."
"Wanwan likes to look at me and kiss my eyes, but my eyes are so ugly now, she won't like it."
"I've been forgetting things more and more lately. I can't remember many things. I have to write it down every day. Qin Xuanzhi's beloved is Tang Wan, and Qin Xuanzhi is me."
The papers at the back are densely packed with this content.
No wonder, no wonder I forgot so much but still couldn’t forget her.
Fool.
She cut her wrist with a dagger. The feeling of blood flowing out of her body was very uncomfortable. She didn't hold on for long before she couldn't help but take a painkiller.
There was already cold sweat on his forehead.
Qin Xuanzhi, so you were in so much pain at that time. I was in so much pain too, it hurt like hell.
I'm coming to find you, I won't leave you, don't be afraid.
In a trance, she saw a pair of watery Ruifeng eyes, and two tears fell on her. She smiled and kissed them.
............
Her body was buried together with Qin Xuanzhi, and all the regrets and past events were buried in the dust.
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