At night, Mo Tingzhu hugged Tang Wan as usual.
It was late autumn now, and he felt a little cold. When he got into bed, his body was still cold.
However, no one was as disappointed as Tang Wan.
He still had the scent of cosmetics on him, a strong, gaudy smell.
In fact, he had already showered, and the smell on his body was very light, with more of the refreshing water vapor.
However, the faint scent of cosmetics floated around him and then entangled her.
When Mo Tingzhu kissed her on the cheek, she didn't respond as she usually did, but turned her head away.
Mo Tingzhu thought she was in a bad mood and told jokes to amuse her.
In the past, she had a very low sense of humor, but she would still laugh out loud even at the most boring joke.
But today, no matter how he showed off, she had no expression. The face that always had a smile on it was now cold and kept people at a distance.
Mo Tingzhu was the one who could best sense her sensitive emotions. His past experiences told him that at this moment, he had to coax her carefully: "Wanwan, what's wrong? Is the child bothering you?"
Then, he refuted his own words again: "No, it's only been over a month, why would I bother you?"
He held her cold little hand, his almond-shaped eyes drooped slightly, looking pitiful: "What's wrong with you? Are you angry, or something else? Please tell me, okay? I can change whatever I did wrong."
Tang Wan still didn't say anything, but silently refuted him in her heart, "You can't change it. You will never be able to change this thing."
When I saw him like this before, I only felt pity, but now, I don’t feel anything at all.
Because there are feelings involved, and feelings are not something that can be removed overnight, so she cannot feel disgust or nausea, she just doesn't feel anything.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, Mo Tingzhu knew that this matter was serious.
He sounded anxious, and his hair was messy because he had ruffled it himself.
"Did I do something to make you sad?" As he said this, he frantically recalled what he had done in the past few days.
However, no matter how hard he thought, he couldn't think of anything out of the ordinary.
As for those... ahem, she had apologized for them all, and besides, she had also forgiven him directly and generously.
She never gets angry about things that have already passed, but, but he really can't figure out what he did to make her sad.
After thinking fruitlessly, he could only ask, "Are you missing Heng'er? If you are, let's go see him tomorrow, okay?"
Tang Wan ignored him.
His eyes at this moment were so sincere. He had looked at her like this before, but before that, she had never doubted his sincerity.
It seemed like there was no reason, she just trusted him very much. She didn't know if it was a psychological effect, but when she looked at his handsome face, she actually felt a sense of resistance in her heart.
"Mo Tingzhu, stay away from me. I don't want to see you for the time being."
When Mo Tingzhu heard her cold tone, it was as if someone had poured a bucket of cold water on his head.
But he still patiently coaxed her: "You once said that there is no overnight hatred between the two of us. Tell me what is wrong with you and I will do my best to satisfy you. Tell me, okay?"
Tang Wan's lips moved, and she wanted to speak several times, but finally gave up.
How could she say this?
She asked like a nagging woman, "Why did you fall in love with another woman? Didn't you say that you only love me in this life?"
But if he said these words, he might just think they were ridiculous. They were just nice words to coax her, and only a fool like her would take them seriously.
And they are deeply trapped in it and cannot extricate themselves.
Or, like those ladies, she would say magnanimously: "Do you like another girl? You can marry her, but she can only be a concubine."
No matter which one it was, she couldn't accept it.
Maybe she was born to be pretentious. She didn't know why. She had grown up in such an environment, so why couldn't she accept it when it was her turn?
In her previous life, she had also received instruction on female precepts and virtues, and it had obviously become commonplace to her.
But I just can't accept it. No matter how I try to persuade myself, all I get in return is heartache.
"Go away, I really don't want to see you now." Her tone was calm to a terrifying degree, her eyes were devoid of emotion and her whole face was cold.
It doesn't feel like I'm looking at my lover, but more like my enemy.
Mo Tingzhu finally understood. If he left now, he would never be able to explain himself even if he opened his mouth a thousand times. "I'm not leaving. Tell me, do you not like me anymore?"
"I know, I know I have many shortcomings, but you tolerate me. You are also the person I love most in this world. So, what misunderstandings can't be resolved between us?"
"If I've ever annoyed you in any way, just tell me and I'll change. Please don't abandon me."
As he spoke, tears fell uncontrollably.
He thought she had fallen in love with someone else.
So when I look at him, I feel like something is not right.
He knew that he was not a very good person and had done a lot of bad things in the past, but he was trying to change.
He is slowly getting better, and in recent years, he even stopped drinking his favorite alcohol.
Perhaps, he is still recovering too slowly and cannot compare with those better men.
Yes, someone like her deserves a better man. He is not worthy of her.
This mismatch is not in identity.
In terms of status, there are few people in this world more noble than him.
But it's about personality, physicality, and all aspects.
What he didn't say was that he had always been humble and insecure in his heart, always fantasizing that if he lost her one day, what would he do?
Women worry about gains and losses when they fall in love with someone, but aren’t men the same?
People are all similar, whether men or women, once they fall in love, they will become fools.
When I didn't like her before, I just thought that if she couldn't stand it anymore, I would just let her go.
But now I really like it, like a dog tied with a chain, he will go wherever his owner pulls him.
However, this chain is not a form of confinement, but a voluntary fall into a trap that has been set long ago.
Even if one day, your master no longer holds the rope in his hand and walks away from you, you will follow him without hesitation.
Because from the day you chose to jump into this trap, there is no turning back.
You will be eaten to death in this life.
Tang Wan is the one holding the rope.
Now she wanted to cut the rope, and there was nothing he could do.
I can only wag my tail and beg for her mercy.
Beg her not to leave you.
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