After a moment's silence, Tang Wan took the lead in kissing him on the lips. She moved very quickly and without any warning.
She carefully felt his lips, which were gentle, dry, and inexplicably reassuring.
Qin Xuanzhi: !!!!!!!!!
He hadn't been close to Tang Wan for a long time, and for a moment, he didn't know how to respond, but soon he took the initiative.
He showered her with hot and ferocious kisses, like an insecure dog that had finally found its home, wanting to cover her whole body with his scent.
"pain........"
When he heard her cry out in pain, Qin Xuanzhi stopped talking. His cold eyes, now filled with mist, just stared at her without saying a word.
Like an abandoned dog, cruel and pitiful.
"Xuanzhi, are you very angry?" she asked cautiously.
Qin Xuanzhi thought about it for a moment, then shook his head.
Angry? He's not angry.
Instead, he was more ecstatic. Only then did he realize that regaining something that was lost was the most wonderful thing in the world.
However, because of her, he killed many, many people. Although those people were not good people, they were still living lives.
So he was still afraid that she would blame him. Once she was afraid of him, she would run away without a word again like last time, leaving no trace of her.
He was silent for a long time, and only squeezed out a sentence from his hoarse voice: "I missed you very much during the time you were away."
He was almost going crazy thinking about it, and he wished he could just die with them. If it weren't for the hatred weighing on him, he would have been dead long ago.
Tang Wan's nose felt sore as she hugged his head: "Xuanzhi, I'm sorry, but... I really had no other choice at the time. I couldn't think of a more perfect plan. You suffered. It's my fault..."
A hint of stubbornness appeared on his pale, sickly face: "Then will you leave me?"
"No, never again."
Qin Xuanzhi hugged her tightly, with such force that she almost couldn't breathe, but she still didn't struggle.
Because she felt the bones in Qin Xuanzhi's body.
In the past, although he was thin, he still had some flesh, bulging muscles, and was very strong, which made people feel safe.
But now, she could feel that he had really lost a lot of weight, and he had suffered a lot on this road.
Her bones hurt, but she just clenched her hands and let him hold her.
After a night talk by candlelight, Qin Xuanzhi finally stopped coming in secretly and always came in broad daylight. Every time he came in, the two cubs happened to be sleeping.
He can do unspeakable things.
But this day, when he arrived, the two cubs were not asleep.
Those timid, beautiful and lively eyes looked at him eagerly. Those two little cuddly kids were so cute that it would melt anyone's heart.
Tang Wan called the brother and sister over and held the two little kids in her arms.
"Xuanzhi, do you want to hold the cub?"
Qin Xuanzhi's face darkened, his heart felt torn apart, and he wished he could escape the next second. He said in a muffled voice, "No need."
"Don't you like it?"
Qin Xuanzhi took a deep breath: "Wanwan, I'm sorry, I can't do it." He couldn't hold someone else's child and smile sweetly.
Even if they are your children, I can only tolerate them, not accept them.
After all, Tang Wan had been married to him for many days. Although his personality had changed a lot now, she could more or less guess some of it.
She chuckled, her words tinged with anger: "Qin Xuanzhi, you don't hold your own child, so are you waiting for someone else to hold it?"
Qin Xuanzhi seemed to be struck by a huge surprise. After a long while, he said in a daze: "They are my children?"
Tang Wan rolled her eyes: "Or else?"
Qin Xuanzhi squatted down and leaned forward slightly, with both expectation and anxiety in his eyes.
As a father, he has been absent for so long. I wonder if the two kids in front of him will forgive him.
Tang Wan noticed Zizi's hesitation and said gently, "Ning'er, Le'er, go hug your father."
Le'er was braver. Knowing that the tall and handsome man in front of her would not hurt her, she ran over quickly.
She threw herself into his arms and said incoherently, "Die Die."
"It's Daddy." Ning'er corrected her sister and snuggled into Daddy's arms.
Feeling the two warm little balls in his arms, Qin Xuanzhi's heart softened instantly.
For some reason, I felt like crying. Perhaps this is the blood connection.
He picked up the two children. It was the first time for the two cubs to be so high off the ground, and they exclaimed "Wow" in surprise at the same time.
Her beautiful big eyes were blinking and her chubby little face was full of shock.
"Liang, it's fun!"
"Fun! Lift the butterfly up high!"
Qin Xuanzhi followed his instructions and lifted the baby higher, successfully gaining unanimous praise from Ning'er and Le'er.
At the same time, because the sleeve slid from the wrist to the elbow, Tang Wan could clearly see the long scar on his hand.
In addition to the longest scar, there are countless fine and dense scars. Some look like they were carved with a knife, and some look like they were burned by fire. In short, they look very scary.
She couldn't bear to ruin this wonderful time between father and son/daughter, so she could only endure it for the time being.
At night, she couldn't wait to ask, "How did you get the wound on your hand?"
Qin Xuanzhi subconsciously covered up: "Nothing, just some minor injuries, nothing to worry about."
"Qin Xuanzhi, how long are you going to keep this secret from me?"
She looked at his thin cheeks and her heart ached.
Qin Xuanzhi just said to her, "It's all over." His face was nonchalant, as if he didn't care at all.
All these past events are no longer important. What matters is that you finally came back to me, he thought.
After Tang Wan's repeated requests, Qin Xuanzhi finally showed it to her.
Tang Wan first pointed to the longest and deepest scar, her voice choked with sobs: "How did this come about?"
Qin Xuanzhi wiped away the tears from her eyes with his fingertips: "That day, I finished your funeral. For some reason, I didn't feel too sad. I couldn't even cry."
"I thought I was just like what those people said, cold-blooded and heartless, and I could remain indifferent even when my wife died."
"But, you just wanted to stay with me at night, so, that's why you didn't cry, right?"
Qin Xuanzhi fell silent. Tang Wan burst into tears and tried hard to hold her head back to prevent them from falling.
Yes, a person who is about to die overnight will naturally not cry, because he will be reunited with the person he misses most soon. At this time, of course he will only be happy and not sad.
"Fool........."
"I'm a fool. It doesn't matter what you say I am. Just don't leave me again." His beautiful Ruifeng eyes seemed to have been washed by water, revealing a rare hint of fragility.
Because I really can't afford to lose you again.
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