In the end, Han Xiaoli only lived to be forty years old and died in depression.
She suddenly wanted to ask herself, why is it that no matter what choices she makes, they are all wrong? What should she do to be happy?
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Xiao Li also wanted to ask why she still had to go to school, especially with a group of junior high school students.
123 proudly raised its head, "Master, wasn't this a great choice?"
Xiao Li slapped it into the dark room.
"Just you wait and see, I'll help you find your way."
A shadowy figure in her mind stirred; she also wanted to know what meaning life still held.
As soon as Xiao Li entered this body, she discovered that the original owner's soul was still deep in the sea of consciousness, but she was curled up in a ball, no longer human-shaped, hiding in the shadows.
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"Han Xiaoli, 100 points! You did a great job this time. Everyone should learn from her."
A burst of enthusiastic applause erupted, and Xiaoli realized that everyone was looking at her.
She smiled and accepted everyone's admiration.
"Tian Mi, eighty-seven, has made progress."
"Hao Qiang, sixty-nine, keep up the good work."
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Xiao Li listened to the teacher's voice and flipped through her textbook. She had forgotten all the knowledge in the textbook and needed to review it properly tonight.
She took a few books home after school, preparing to study late into the night.
"Xiaoxiao, Grandma made your favorite pork rib soup tonight. Go wash your hands and eat."
Xiao Li agreed, washed her hands, and sat down at the dining table.
The original owner's parents were busy with work and rarely came home for lunch. The family only sat down together for dinner in the evening, so the grandmother would prepare a more lavish meal.
"Xiaoxiao, I just heard in the yard that you got a perfect score on your exam. That's amazing!"
Xiaoli looked up at her grandmother. Her eyes held pride, honor, and even more regret.
I wish my granddaughter were a boy.
Xiao Li could feel that her regret was overflowing.
"Alas, it's a pity I'm not a boy, otherwise our Han family could have brought glory to our ancestors."
Grandma Han was taken aback. What was wrong with her granddaughter today? She was so downcast that she felt a little embarrassed.
After thinking about it, she still offered words of comfort.
“No, your grandmother is proud even if you are a girl. Our Han family is just as glorious.”
The shadows in her mind suddenly churned violently. Was what she heard true?
Is that really what Grandma thinks?
Xiao Li looked at her grandmother and said, "Really? Grandma, I'm so sorry I'm not a boy. Why don't I become a boy?"
Grandma Han was stunned. Could this really transform?
Han Wenxin was startled, recalling the transgender people from a certain country in the recent news, and he shuddered.
"I can undergo a minor surgery and suddenly become a boy."
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
The mother, Zhong Na, patted her daughter on the head.
Grandma Han couldn't believe it; her granddaughter actually wanted to undergo gender reassignment surgery? Was it because her regret was too obvious, deeply hurting her?
She blinked her cloudy eyes, touched Xiaoli's hair, and sighed. "A girl is fine, but does she really have to undergo gender reassignment surgery?"
Xiao Li gave her parents an awkward smile; she was just joking.
Her mind was far from calm; the shadow finally revealed its true form, and Han Xiaoli's eyes followed Xiaoli's gaze.
"Mom and Dad, Grandma, I'm home."
After finishing her meal, Xiaoli took her books and went back to her room; she was going to be very busy tonight.
Xiaoli had almost finished reviewing her notes when she finally put down her books. It was almost dawn, so she quickly went to sleep.
Han Wenxin stared thoughtfully at his daughter's bedroom door.
"Why would your daughter have such thoughts? You should pay more attention to her. Children at this age are prone to getting stuck on things."
Zhong Na nodded, "Yes, I'll take her out to play in a couple of days and talk to her while I'm at it."
Han Wenxin was slightly relieved. He only had one daughter in the family, and he couldn't let her go astray.
Zhong Na wasn't actually that worried.
"Maybe it's because they've been watching TV dramas lately. These days, TV shows have everything, and kids will learn from what they watch."
"Well, I hope she's just saying it."
Grandma Han also has trouble sleeping. Did she put pressure on the child? She shouldn't say things like that anymore.
Xiao Li was completely unaware of all this. She slept soundly until dawn, and opened her eyes as soon as the alarm clock rang.
The thought of having to go to school today made her lose interest. She decided to take the high school entrance exam this year, and that gave her some motivation.
If you're going to be a top student, then becoming a genius isn't out of the question.
The original owner worked too hard, but she worked hard in the wrong direction. She worked hard to have a better life, but she ruined her health.
This is putting the cart before the horse; it's not worth it at all.
In her second life, she made the same mistake again, blindly following her family's arrangements and desperately suppressing her own thoughts, living like a puppet.
This made her feel that life was meaningless, and she didn't understand at all what she had done wrong.
Was I really wrong?
Xiao Li nodded affirmatively, "Your life is too extreme. You only want to prove that you are doing better than others, but you ignore your own experience."
Some things are good only in the eyes of others. Your life is your own; only when you feel it's good, is it truly good.
Han Xiaoli remained silent, lost in thought.
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Xiao Li thoroughly studied all the books and then started doing practice questions. She bought ten sets of high school entrance exam questions, completed them all, and then the high school entrance exam arrived.
"What? You're going to take the high school entrance exam?"
Han Wenxin looked serious. He didn't think his daughter was particularly talented, and he wondered if skipping grades would cause her to fall behind.
Xiao Li nodded solemnly, "Yes, Dad, I want to take the high school entrance exam and become a top student."
Zhong Na also became serious, "Xiao Xiao, let's just follow the steps, there's no need to pursue those empty titles."
Xiao Li insisted, "Those are not empty titles. I just want to do my best and bring honor to the Han family."
Grandma Han's heart skipped a beat; she didn't actually need a granddaughter who brought her much pride.
Xiao Li looked at her grandmother and said, "I want to be the best version of myself, to surpass everyone. I will prove that I am no worse than any boy."
Grandma Han couldn't sit still any longer. "Xiaoxiao, actually Grandma thinks girls are great, really."
Xiao Li nodded seriously, "Of course girls are better. I want to surpass boys and prove that girls are the best too."
Han Wenxin and his wife exchanged a glance. What were they going to do? It had become an obsession.
Regardless of her family's concerns, Xiaoli went to take the high school entrance exam with confidence.
When the results came out, she ranked first in the country and became a true academic genius.
The Han family couldn't believe that they had become famous so suddenly.
"Mom and Dad, Grandma, I will continue to bring you honor and make the Han family proud."
The whole family looked at Xiaoli with concern. When will this child be able to smooth out this stubbornness?
Soon after, several people from Ningcheng TV station arrived; they were there to interview this year's top scorer in the high school entrance examination.
"Han, how does it feel to be the top scorer in this year's high school entrance exam? Is there anyone you want to thank?"
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