Chapter 36 White Moonlight Substitute 2

Yao Rong did not expose Yao Shiyun's lame lie, and followed her words: "Don't worry, I'm awake now."

"Okay!" Yao Shiyun turned her head away and nodded vigorously.

The ruthlessness of her ex-boyfriend, the indifference of her biological father, the pressure of studying, and her mother's health was in danger again...

These situations appeared at the same time, weighing heavily on Yao Shiyun's heart.

She has never been a strong person.

When she heard her mother's question, Yao Shiyun really wanted to tell her mother about the grievances she had suffered during this period.

But when she grabbed her mother's sleeve, she suddenly regained her composure.

How could she tell her mother.

How could I be so ignorant as to make my mother worry at this time?

With these thoughts in mind, Yao Shiyun's crying gradually stopped: "Mom, I'm going to wash my face."

Walking into the bathroom, Yao Shiyun scooped up a handful of water and splashed it on her face.

After repeating this several times, Yao Shiyun took out a face towel and wiped the water droplets on her face in front of the mirror.

Suddenly, Yao Shiyun paused -

the girl in the mirror had thick bangs, her hair was not pulled up but very smooth, and was draped on both sides of her shoulders. Her facial features were delicate, especially her slightly round eyes, which looked particularly smart.

Her face value is not bad. It can be said that she has taken all the advantages of her parents. However, her eyes were red and swollen from crying, her nose was slightly red, and the indigo under her eyes was frighteningly dark. It was obvious that she had not rested for a long time.

Yes.

During this period, because of Lu Xinghua's cold violence towards her, she often suffered from insomnia until late at night.

It's useless.

Yao Shiyun couldn't help blaming herself again.

Yao Shiyun, you are really useless. You can't even act well. With such heavy dark circles and such swollen eyes, even a fool can see that you have not had a good time recently.

She was so angry that she pinched herself hard until a red mark was left on her arm.

Taking a deep breath, Yao Shiyun patted her face, cheered herself up and returned to Yao Rong. She opened the thermos on the bedside and coaxed her, "Mom, I just went to a nearby hotel to buy chicken soup. Can you drink some before going to bed?"

Yao Rong couldn't eat yet, but she could eat soup and water. She smiled and said, "Then help me up."

However, when Yao Shiyun helped Yao Rong up, Yao Rong saw the red marks on Yao Shiyun's arms that had not yet faded.

Her eyes condensed slightly.

Yao Shiyun didn't notice Yao Rong's abnormality. After helping her up, she put a pillow behind her waist for her to lean on, and began to feed Yao Rong spoonful by spoonful.

Yao Rong asked with concern, "Xiaoyun, didn't you eat either?"

"Ah, Mom, I ate." Yao Shiyun whispered.

"Just try to coax me. I don't know you yet. After you feed me the soup, go to the hospital cafeteria to pack the food. I'll watch you finish eating and then rest."

Yao Rong knew that Yao Shiyun must have no appetite now, but her body was her own, so how could she punish herself with other people's mistakes?

Besides, when a person eats enough, goes to bed early and gets up early, and exercises every day, his mental outlook and psychological state will be different.

Yao Shiyun opened his mouth and had no reason to retort: ​​"...Okay."

The meals in the hospital cafeteria are very healthy, not too oily or salty. Yao Shiyun ordered herself three dishes and a soup, and after eating a small half of it, she couldn't eat anymore.

Yao Rong did not force her to finish the meal, but just said to Yao Shiyun: "Stay in the hospital tonight and rest."

Her ward was equipped with a nursing bed, which was not big, but more than enough for one person.

Usually, the nurse she hired slept there, but now that the nurse was not there, it was just the right place for Yao Shiyun to sleep.

Yao Shiyun nodded, she was worried about her mother being alone.

After a simple wash, Yao Shiyun lay on the nursing bed after Yao Rong finished hanging the last bottle of medicine for the day.

The lights in the ward were off, and the curtains with good light-blocking properties were not drawn. The bright moonlight crept in from outside and playfully fell on the back of Yao Shiyun's hand.

Before, Yao Shiyun was only worried about Yao Rong and was not in the mood to think wildly. Now it was late at night and memories flooded to her like a tide.

When he was pursuing her, Lu Xinghua was so good to her. He would get up early every day to buy her her favorite breakfast. Before her big exam, he would organize his previous study materials and send them to her. He would prepare all kinds of surprises, be considerate and gentlemanly, and would not cause any trouble to others.

As the president of the department student union, he was handsome and had a good family background. He never lacked girls pursuing him, but since he started pursuing her, he would righteously reject every girl who confessed to him and would never let them have any misunderstandings.

Not for one month or two months, but for a whole year.

Lu Xinghua pursued her for a whole year, and he behaved the same way throughout the year. So she believed that Lu Xinghua was not acting, and determined that Lu Xinghua was her salvation. She slowly let down her guard and allowed herself to fall in love with Lu Xinghua.

But why, after just one month of dating, Lu Xinghua became so heartless.

He changed so fast, so fast that she even suspected that her memory was wrong.

Was it because after dating, he finally realized that she was not as good as he imagined?

But...

but she has always been like this.

Is she not worthy of being liked?

Tears gradually welled up in her eyes again, and Yao Shiyun covered her head with the quilt, not daring to make a sound.

"Xiaoyun."

The familiar voice suddenly broke the silence and scared Yao Shiyun.

Yao Shiyun hurriedly hid her tears, buried herself in the quilt, and said in a murmur: "Mom, what's wrong, do you want to drink some water?"

Yao Rong pretended not to notice Yao Shiyun crying: "It's nothing, I just slept too much during the day, and I can't fall asleep for a while."

Her voice was not as weak as when she just woke up.

After being irritated by Grandma Yun, the original body had been depressed, and coupled with the recurrence of the old illness, he died two months later.

Although Yao Rong received the memories and emotions of the original body, she certainly would not be "depressed in her heart". After hanging the potion for half a day, her body recovered a little.

"Then I'll chat with mom." Yao Shiyun said.

"You haven't slept well these days, aren't you sleepy?"

Yao Shiyun smiled awkwardly: "It's okay anyway, I don't have classes tomorrow morning, so I can sleep more."

"That's fine." Yao Rong was still lying there, "Xiao Yun, have I ever told you what happened when I was pregnant with you."

Yao Shiyun's tears had been completely suppressed: "No."

Yao Rong smiled: "This has to start with your grandparents. The Yao Group is the life's work of your grandparents, and they have always hoped that my future children can inherit the Yao Group. When I was pregnant with you, they were so happy that they gave all employees one month's salary as a bonus."

Although her grandparents passed away very early, Yao Shiyun had already begun to remember things at that time.

The faces of her grandparents appeared in her mind unconsciously: these two elders really doted on her. If they were alive and well, she and her mother would definitely live a much happier life than they do now.

"But not long after, I had very strong morning sickness. I had no appetite every day. I would vomit quickly after eating. But I still had to eat. I vomited while eating. Later, I went to the hospital for a follow-up check. Although I was pregnant, I was much thinner than when I was not pregnant."

Yao Shiyun slightly widened her eyes and was attracted by Yao Rong's words.

She did not interrupt Yao Rong's narration, but just listened quietly.

"You know, my health has always been not very good, but when I was pregnant, I couldn't take many medicines. Sometimes I just had to endure the discomfort slowly."

"Later, as the months went by, you could suffer more. When I was six months pregnant, I often woke up in the middle of the night with cramps. The doctor prescribed calcium tablets for me, but they didn't work. Sometimes the pain was unbearable, and I wondered if I was pregnant with a devil, otherwise how could I be so tormented."

Yao Rong turned her head slightly and looked at Yao Shiyun in the dim moonlight.

"Mom..." Yao Shiyun called softly.

Yao Rong raised her lips slightly, and her tone rose: "But when I found out I was pregnant, felt you kicking me in my belly for the first time, and saw your eyes and nose in the 4D color ultrasound, I felt a strong happiness. This happiness brought by your arrival outweighs all the suffering I have endured."

"I tell you this because I want to tell you one thing. You are the child I gave birth to after suffering a lot. You are the little princess of the Yao family held in the palm of your grandparents' hands. I have never regretted giving birth to you. Because of your existence, I have the identity of a mother."

She is herself.

She is also Yao Shiyun's mother.

Yao Shiyun suddenly wanted to cry again. She sniffed lightly: "Mom, are you and grandpa and grandma expecting me to take over the company when I grow up?" After all,

her mother just said that grandpa and grandma hoped that she could inherit the Yao Group when she grew up.

But with her clumsy appearance, how could she become a powerful business woman?

Yao Shiyun couldn't imagine herself becoming the chairman of the company.

"No." Yao Rong shook her head, "Our biggest expectation for you is that you can grow up healthy and safe. And you have fulfilled this expectation. As for the rest, it all depends on your wishes."

She herself was tired of the smell of disinfectant in the hospital.

She was also tired of the pain of having a family but having to live in the hospital for a long time.

She just needed to taste the taste herself.

Yao Shiyun was speechless for a while.

She and Yao Rong rarely had the experience of lying together and talking like this. This rare experience made her originally restless heart gradually calm down, and she became sleepy.

"Mom, I'm sleepy."

"Then go to sleep and have a good dream tonight."

Yao Shiyun leaned on the pillow, and after a while, the sound of even breathing came.

Yao Rong hummed a lullaby softly, thinking about the next steps in her mind.

First of all, with her physical condition, it would take at least half a month to be discharged from the hospital.

And even if she is discharged from the hospital, she will definitely have to recuperate for a long time.

However, there is actually an advantage to being hospitalized.

——Who would be wary of a person who just came out of the operating room, has not been in charge of company affairs for decades, and has not studied business management.

As long as Yun Jun doesn't notice, it's easy for her to do something secretly.

In the original plot, Yun Jun was able to change "Yao Group" to "Yun Group" in large part because his original body died of illness.

Secondly, and most importantly, there is the problem of Yao Shiyun.

The self-denial value is 95...

This means that Yao Shiyun has been denying herself. When others treat her badly, she will always look for problems in herself first, blame everything on herself, and fall into a state of self-pity.

Calculating the time, Lu Xinghua's first love will return to University A in half a month.

University is big, but it's also small. Maybe Yao Shiyun will run into that first love someday and realize that Lu Xinghua has always treated her as a substitute.

Given Yao Shiyun's current situation, if she knew the truth, she would probably fall into deeper self-denial.

[Let Yao Shiyun take a year off from school, and continue her studies after she has adjusted her condition?] The system was lying with Yao Rong, with nothing to do, and came up with a bad idea.

"No need."

Taking a leave of absence is a means, but not the best way to solve the problem.

Why did Yao Shiyun avoid Lu Xinghua and that first love? The really disgusting thing is the kind of people who don't take feelings seriously, and who have to find a substitute for their white moonlight even though they have their own.

Yao Rong can understand that a person's aesthetics may be similar.

A person may always like a type of person, but this kind of liking is liking the other person as a person, not wanting to find someone else's shadow in the other person.

If Lu Xinghua was really so infatuated, why didn't he chase his white moonlight abroad? Why didn't he spend all the time he spent on Yao Shiyun on her white moonlight?

He was just playing with Yao Shiyun's feelings in the name of infatuation.

Thinking of this, Yao Rong slowly had an idea in his mind.