It was only a few steps away, but Doctor Cui felt it was very far away.
Such a lively person, who could cry, laugh and make noise, suddenly died.
He remembered Xie Yao talking about the first half of her life. She said that she was sent to the harem as a pawn of the family and became a concubine, but she was actually never happy.
She said she wanted to live purely for herself for once.
He was the one who destroyed her thoughts.
He was the one who killed her.
If I had known this would happen, I would have just agreed to her.
A passionate love, even if the final outcome is still death, but at least he can be with her.
He is a coward.
Doctor Cui walked forward aimlessly and unexpectedly arrived at the imperial flower pond in the palace.
He took a closer look and wanted to jump.
However, at the critical moment, someone called him.
"Doctor Cui, are you having a nightmare?" Jiang Yi, who was standing not far away, called out to Doctor Cui in time.
Doctor Cui looked back, his eyes full of sadness.
He was a little slow to react, and it took him a long time to greet Jiang Yi.
Jiang Yi said, "I think Imperial Physician Cui is not doing well, but he's been working so hard. Why don't you go back and rest for a few days before coming back?"
"Mr. Cui?"
"Ah, what did the Queen just say?" Doctor Cui came back to his senses and asked again.
"Forget it. I'll have someone take you back." The Queen pointed at a few palace maids and asked them to make sure that Doctor Cui entered the house.
Doctor Cui didn't understand why the queen cared about him so much, but his desire to commit suicide was not as strong as before.
When Doctor Cui returned home, he saw Xie Yao sitting next to him and suspected that he was hallucinating.
So he walked out of the room, took a deep breath, and stepped back in.
This happened three times, and Xie Yao was seen every time.
"Shufei?" Imperial Physician Cui couldn't help but ask, "Did this humble official go to the underworld with you?"
Xie Yao couldn't help but burst out laughing.
"Idiot." She stepped forward and took his hand. "From now on, I am no longer the Consort, and you are no longer the Imperial Physician in the Imperial Hospital. Let's leave the capital and find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers to live together, okay?"
"From now on, I will be your Mrs. Cui?"
Xie Yao's eyes were curved, and she hadn't smiled so sincerely for a long time, which made Doctor Cui feel as if he was living in a dream.
"Shu Fei, can you please hit me?" Imperial Physician Cui looked at Xie Yao infatuatedly.
"Silly girl, you still call me Concubine Shu, or does Imperial Physician Cui just like this kind of drama between concubine and imperial physician?" She pulled Imperial Physician Cui's hand to the edge of the couch, and without any hesitation, leaned forward to unbutton Imperial Physician Cui's shirt.
"You don't know how long I've been longing for you, but now I can finally get a taste of you."
"You are not allowed to refuse me."
After a long time, Concubine Shu asked for mercy first.
"It hurts, it hurts, please stop."
"Don't make a mistake."
"That's not what the book says. You must have made a mistake."
......
After a long time, Xie Yao and Doctor Cui looked at each other with sweat on their foreheads.
Xie Yao said: "Can you succeed or not?"
"You are the imperial physician."
Doctor Cui said, "That's what the medical profession says. It will hurt, but you just have to bear with it."
"Nonsense, Jiang Yi clearly said it didn't hurt. There must be something wrong with the method." Xie Yao argued.
Doctor Cui then said, "Since you are so afraid of pain, why don't you just forget it?"
"How can I let it go? I went through so much trouble to fake my death and leave the palace just so that you can let it go with me?" Concubine Shu pouted, very angry.
After a while, Concubine Shu said, "I don't think we can leave the capital for the time being. I will go and ask Jiang Yi tomorrow."
Doctor Cui: "Is this okay?"
"Not so good, right?"
However, Concubine Shu didn't care whether it was good or bad, she really asked Jiang Yi this question.
Jiang Yi was speechless after hearing this. "Didn't you hear the governess tell you that the first time would be painful before you got married?"
"Yes, she did, but she said it only hurt a little bit." Concubine Shu was still a little bit unconvinced, "But I felt a lot of pain yesterday, it wasn't just a little bit at all."
Jiang Yi understood and said, "She must know that you are afraid of pain and is afraid that you will back out, so she is deliberately fooling you."
"As for what I did before, I really didn't lie to you. After the first time, it really didn't hurt anymore."
"Doctor Cui should understand."
Concubine Shu said, "He does understand, but I think he is just pretending to understand."
Jiang Yi: “…”
"It shows that he really likes you and can't bear to see you suffer even the slightest bit of injustice."
When Jiang Yi said this, Concubine Shu felt as if she had eaten honey.
The feeling of being loved was so wonderful that Concubine Shu felt that her previous life had been in vain.
After seeing off Concubine Shu, Jiang Yi felt distressed and a hint of doubt arose in his heart.
It was Doctor Cui's first time, so he was hesitant, but when Pei Siliang did it for the first time, his technique was very experienced.
So was it really his first time?
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