But when I said it, I automatically ignored two words of concern.
Looking back later, I realized how hurtful the same passage could become if two important sentences were missing.
I ended up being an accomplice in robbing her of her dream.
I thought she wouldn't blame me. After all, she always listened to me and was very nice to me.
So later, I studied very hard, just to fulfill her dream of getting admitted to University A.
The day before school started, I was packing my luggage at home when she called and asked if she could accompany me to report to University A.
My mother was next to me at the time and did a bad oral sex.
I rejected her request in a natural tone, just as I had rejected many times before.
After I went to college and had less busy studies, I started learning how to manage the family business.
In order to compensate her, he began to take her to various high-end places.
Every time I buy her the latest clothes, I can't help but admire that her face is truly a miracle created by the Creator.
Once, when she was drunk, she kissed me.
She confessed to me and said she loved me and wanted to be with me for the rest of her life.
I pushed her away in panic and replied jokingly: Stop joking, I like the heir of the Zhou family.
I have met the heir of the Zhou family several times. He looks pretty good and is in line with my aesthetic taste.
After this incident, I began to avoid her intentionally or unintentionally. Before, every time I took her out to play, we stayed in the same room.
Ever since this incident, I subconsciously book two rooms when booking a hotel.
Finally, after pushing her away again and again, I really pushed her away completely.
She left, taking with her only the little that belonged to her.
I wanted to keep her at that time, but I couldn't lower my head.
I had no choice but to try other means to force her to come back.
But I don't know why, I seemed to be pushing her further and further away.
Later, Zhou’s company ran into problems and wanted to ask my brother for investment.
I don't know where my brother heard the news from, but it turned out that I loved him so much that I couldn't help myself and forced him to spend some time with me.
So, I started dating the man I had liked for several years.
After getting engaged, I realized how boring this man was.
He is so boring, and he has a lot of problems. He is stubborn, chauvinistic, inconsiderate, and always smells of alcohol and cigarettes...
I kicked him out after less than ten days with him.
I began to miss Tang Yin. When she didn’t wear perfume, she always had a faint body odor.
Especially when she holds me in her arms while sleeping, the fragrance of her body always captivates my soul in my dreams.
…………
Later I looked for her several times, but she drove me away every time.
The last time I saw her was at her wedding to someone else.
She hugged and kissed the little girl in her arms, smiling just like she did when she first confessed to me.
Many years have passed, but I still can't forget it.
That night, the warm light of the hotel shone on her face. I pretended to close my eyes and watched her kiss my lips.
She said: Sister Shiming, this is the first time I fall in love with someone. I will treat you well for the rest of my life and I want to be with you forever.
But later, when I mentioned this to her again, she broke her promise!
It turns out that no one is really obligated to be nice to someone for a lifetime.
But I finally realized my own feelings too late.
If I had been more sensible earlier and less willful, you would have been mine.
In my heart, she was perfect, but later on, I felt that everyone else was a little bit inferior.
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