Chapter 239: Su Mocheng's Diary (2)
February 6, 3435 AD
I became the Zombie King as Su Qishan mentioned. I can command the zombies, but I don't want to be a weapon in Su Qishan's hands.
Even if I become a weapon, I will only be a weapon for one person.
I saw her outside the lab again today.
In seven years, she grew from a petite girl to a 1.8-meter-tall girl.
I know that Su Qishan must have been behind this.
She was like a machine, training outside day and night, as if she had really become a machine.
I don’t know how I got back to my residence. I only know that at that moment I hated Su Qishan so much.
He ruined not only my life, but the lives of countless children.
His crime is unforgivable.
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August 17, 3435 AD
This will be my last diary entry.
I know that Tang Bao's experiment has been successful, and Tang Bao's success means the death of Su Qishan.
This is what he deserved, I didn't choose to save him.
Maybe from the very beginning, I was not a filial child, I didn't even think about saving him.
I just think he deserves it.
The reason is not only that he killed Tang Bao's brother, but also those innocent people.
For example: Su Qishan’s senior brother, Tang Bao’s father; for another example, Su Qishan’s teacher, Tang Bao’s grandfather.
There are countless other innocent people who died because of his ambition.
Fifteen-year-old Su Mocheng is about to bid farewell to Su Qishan.
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The love history of 20-year-old Su Mocheng began from this day.
Picking up the pen again, I feel like I'm in another world.
Five years ago, Doctor Tang and I escaped from Su Qishan's laboratory, took away Su Qishan and Dr. Tang's notes, and witnessed Su Qishan's death with my own eyes.
I thought I would never write again.
After all, I no longer have the right to peek at the person dear to my heart.
Perhaps God was moved by my sincerity, and I met her again five years later, but she didn't remember who I was.
But it's okay this way.
It means that she doesn't remember that painful memory.
There are many secrets hidden in Su Qishan's notes, and I also learned about Tang Bao's life experience.
She is not a Tangbao in the true sense.
She probably doesn't know it herself, and I don't want her to know it. I just hope she can live happily.
At least, every day after leaving the laboratory is happy.
Fortunately, she became the leader of the human race and stood in the supreme position, so no one dared to hurt her.
Doctor Tang has also successfully entered the human base for many years, and what I need to do is gradually getting on track.
Yaoyao, please allow me to call you that without your consent.
At the age of 20, Su Mocheng's desires have changed again.
I hope you are safe and happy, and I also hope to become the pharmacist of your dreams and save the entire human race.
I am here, working hard for it.
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This is a love letter from 22-year-old Su Mocheng.
21-year-old Yaoyao, I’m glad that you can see this letter, but no, you may not be able to see it.
It doesn't matter, I just want to write down how I feel about you.
Doctor Tang told me that you know your life experience and you feel very lost.
I want to tell you that Tangbao is you, Tangyao is also you, and you are you.
Whether it's the Tang family or Tang Qin, they must have truly loved and cared for you.
Don't think that there is no one in this world who loves you, and don't think that you are just a substitute.
You are you, no one can replace you, and you will never replace anyone else.
Just like Dr. Tang gave you another name.
He knows in his heart that you are his other daughter.
I don’t know how Dr. Tang feels about you, I only know that you are a gift from God. To me, you are a gift from God.
It was the only ray of peace I had when I learned that my father was going to destroy the world.
Without you, there would be no Su Mocheng today.
Su Mocheng would choose to commit suicide on the day he discovered that his father was a devil, to atone for his father's sin.
I have witnessed with my own eyes the love that the people have for you. They love you, they adore you, and they hope that you will always exist like a beacon of light.
This is a fact that no one else can deny.
The people of the base love you, and your teacher loves you too, Doctor Tang—
As your junior fellow apprentice, I respect you, so remember to be happy. So many people love you, how can you feel sad because of the Tang family?
I love you too.
Believe it or not, I love you too.
No one wants you to be better and happier than I do.
Yaoyao, you have to live well. At least, I hope you can live.
I say so much nonsense just to make you remember me. Yes, I am not a selfless secret admirer. I want to tell you everything I have done.
You must remember that there is a man in this world who loves you very much.
Even if you don't love me, you have to remember me.
I sacrificed myself for love, researched healing potions for love, and did many good things.
You must remember that I do this because of you.
Even if I am no longer in this world, I have to tell you that Su Mocheng never makes wedding dresses for others.
The name Su Mocheng must exist in Tang Yao's life.
——Su Mocheng’s last work.
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After cremating Su Mocheng, Tang Bao blinked twice and looked at the letter that fell out of Dr. Poison's notes. He felt that Su Mocheng might be a lunatic.
Just as she had initially thought.
Su Mocheng is a terrible person. Even after his death, she must remember him!
Tang Bao read Su Mocheng's suicide letter expressionlessly, and then burned the letter he left behind very calmly, as if the letter had never been left behind.
She read all his diaries and understood his mental journey from childhood to adulthood.
But these were not enough to make her cross the sea of blood and go to him.
Just as Su Mocheng said in his last letter, she might remember Su Mocheng, but she would never fall in love with him.
She just remembered that such a person had appeared in her life.
At most I will remember——
Ah, it turns out that I have been loved before, by a man named Su Mocheng.
However, Tang Bao didn't remember how long he would remember him.
She didn't want to live.
Even though Su Mocheng expressed in the letter how much he wanted her to survive, she didn't want to stay.
She has no attachment to this world.
After burning the letter, Tang Bao destroyed the cave where Su Mocheng lived and the laboratory used by him and Doctor Tang.
Before leaving, for some unknown reason, Tang Bao walked to the place where Su Mocheng was buried and poured her blood into the soil in front of his grave.
After the dripping, Tang Bao felt that he might have gone crazy. He rubbed the blood with his feet again before turning and leaving.
"Su Mocheng, thank you for caring about Tang Yao."
Not long after Tang Bao left, a distant female voice floated from afar. It was so light that it was blown away by the wind.
And what answered this voice happened to be a breeze.
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