My name is Xiaose, the Xiaose that means the bleak autumn wind.
Ever since I can remember, I have been the crown prince of Daliang, a crown prince that no one expects.
My father doesn't like me. He thinks I'm too weak to be emperor.
I also feel that I am too indecisive sometimes, but can I be decisive?
Grandma wouldn't agree.
The Queen Mother wouldn't agree either.
I know that the one my father loves is my third brother, born to the imperial concubine.
My third brother is very smart.
I often secretly watched my third brother, watching my father smile at him and play with him.
I envy my third brother very much.
My father's health is getting worse.
I am very worried about my father.
But I didn't expect that during the time when I couldn't see my father, the first news I heard was that my father wanted to depose the crown prince.
I know my father doesn't like me.
Actually, I don’t want to be a prince either.
But my mother said that if we don’t become the crown prince, we will be killed by the new emperor.
I want to say that my third brother is very kind and he won’t do that.
But my grandmother had already forcibly suppressed my father.
I have to continue to be the crown prince.
I am a little afraid of my grandmother.
Being an emperor is not an easy life.
I get up early and go to bed late every day, living like a puppet.
I often think, let it be, life will pass anyway, and the only outcome is death.
The death I had been waiting for was finally here.
My body started to weaken.
He has been bedridden for many years.
At first, I thought it was because I was not in good health.
But gradually, I discovered the secret.
Qiulian...
Sunken Stone...
Forget it, just pretend you can’t see it.
But I always thought that at least my mother loved me.
But when my cousin returned the sinking stone, I understood that the sinking stone was for protection, but also for surveillance!
His master is not me.
I didn't expect that for the sake of bloodline and glory, those three women would send my nine-year-old cousin into the palace!
On the wedding night, my cousin's words were like a blow to the head.
child?
Will I have children?
Not long after, when I was forced to have sex with the daughter of the Shen family again and again, I knew that what my cousin said was true.
But my body couldn't take it anymore.
The last thing I could do was to send Qingfeng and the others to my cousin.
I hope these secret guards left behind by my father can protect my cousin and... my child...
That day, my spirit suddenly dissipated a lot, and I knew that I was going to die.
It's time to die.
When I opened my eyes again, I thought I was in the underworld.
But I saw Qingyan.
She gave me a human skin mask and a bundle.
The bundle contained identification documents, a stack of banknotes, small change and gold.
Yu An.
This is my new name, and it will be the only name I have for the rest of my life.
From then on, there was no more desolation in the world.
After bidding farewell to the palace and the past, and looking at the beautiful scenery of the world, I felt as if I was finally alive.
I know that all this was arranged by my cousin.
I always think of that little girl who was only nine years old, who looked into my eyes seriously and told me that she wanted revenge.
She is serious.
She did it too.
She took care of Che'er as he grew up and taught him well.
Even in remote mountain villages, I often hear people respect and admire Che'er.
I thought that I would never see these relatives again in this life.
But I never expected that I would have them accompany me for the rest of my life.
My cousin seems to have found her ideal husband, and they are very close.
Later, Cheer came with his great-grandson.
That year, I was sixty years old.
The best birthday gift you can receive is to be surrounded by your family and your children and grandchildren.
I have no regrets in this life!
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