January 1, 2019
Today is New Year's Day. My roommates are either going home or out shopping with their partners, but I have nowhere to go.
My home is far away, and a round trip would take three days to spend all my money. Also, A Yuan has been getting very close to another boy lately. Although they haven't done anything inappropriate, they seem to be having an ambiguous relationship. Even when we're having dinner together, he doesn't forget to reply to his messages.
I'm very sad, but I know I have no right to ask. Only if I behave well will A Yuan not break up with me.
He doesn't love me; I always lose, and I always lose completely.
January 2, 2019, Sunny
A-Yuan actually invited me to see a movie, and it was even a private cinema.
The room used for watching movies is a round bed that can be raised and lowered automatically.
My face flushed, I was coaxed by him and lay down next to him. I had no idea what the movie was about, I only remembered that when the two male leads kissed, he turned around, took my hand and kissed me in return.
This was the first time he kissed me in the two months we'd been together. My first kiss was given to the person I love most.
She was so dizzy from his kisses that she could barely breathe.
When he let go of me, he saw my eyes were full of tears and asked, "Jinjin, why are you crying?"
I didn't know how to answer. I just heard from a friend that he had a fight with his ambiguous relationship yesterday. The specific reason was unclear, but I knew very well that this was why he came to see me today.
It was as if a long-suppressed grievance had suddenly erupted. I hugged his neck tightly and choked out, "I love you, I love you."
He seemed stunned by these words, remaining speechless for a long time before leaning down and cruelly sucking on my ear, leaving me completely powerless, before speaking.
"I see."
I think perhaps this counts as a promise, a promise that he's trying to love me.
Nie Linyuan did not remove the bronze mask from his face, and he still looked cold and aloof, but his hand trembled slightly as he turned the page.
This year is 22 years old. She was so well-behaved when applying medicine. Four years ago, at that age when she didn't understand anything, she must have been so well-behaved.
Nie Linyuan continued reading.
What followed was mostly sweet everyday moments, until...
March 8, 2021, cloudy
I don't know why A Yuan chose a cloudy day to propose, but as long as he's there, no matter what day it is, it's the best day of my life for me.
This means that childhood crushes, university companionship, and the days and nights spent together over the past thirteen years will all come to an end.
But the moment he took out the ring, he was treated as a representative of the city and sucked into the world of rules.
My dream shattered along with it.
August 8, 2021, cloudy
On the same overcast day, A Yuan was declared game over.
The corresponding orphanage ghost story devoured a quarter of the city. Although he had clearly died, he seemed to have become the target of public criticism and a sinner for all time.
I want to save him, I want to go find him.
September 3, 2022, heavy rain
I don't know why there was such a heavy rain in early autumn, but luckily, the second representative also failed the game, and I came here as the new representative.
Although it's terrifying, I can persevere for him.
Wearing a security guard uniform, I wonder what kind of ghost stories I'll encounter. I'm so worried.
Nie Linyuan continued flipping through the pages, but when he reached the latest page, his fingers paused, and his pupils suddenly contracted.
There were obvious bloodstains on it, clearly from a fresh hand injury, irregularly staining the entire page, a shocking sight.
The above is what Jinjin just wrote—
September 4, 2022, cloudy
Good news: I met Ayuan.
Bad news: He doesn't love me anymore, and he wants to kill me.
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