[Bei Sijia's Diary]
April 18
It has been half a year since my brother rescued me from Bai Mingpeng.
My brother takes care of me every day, cooking different dishes for me and trying to make me happy. He even got fired by his agency because of this.
Now, I'm just a performance instructor at an ordinary institution.
From Best Actor to Mentor, from an annual salary of tens of millions to a salary of hundreds of thousands, he fell from grace and was ridiculed by thousands.
It's all because of me.
I have felt upset more than once when I saw news articles online that were bad about him, and I even argued with those trolls.
I desperately want to tell them that Shang Yijue is not a morally corrupt artist, but the best boy next door in the world.
But... it was no use, because I was still a nobody, and very few people would listen to me.
June 29
I've been discharged from the hospital. My brother said my mental state is still unstable, but I feel that if I continue treatment, it won't be any better.
It's pointless to cause your family worry and waste money.
I enrolled at the institution where Shang Yijue works to study vocal music.
I want to get closer to him, and I also want to improve myself and stand out from the crowd.
Perhaps when I have a lot of influence, I will be able to clarify many things for him.
October 31
Recently, many students have said that the way Mentor Shang looks at me is different; it seems to always hold some kind of intense love.
I actually knew about this several months ago, before it even happened.
I've thought about confessing my feelings to him more than once.
But I didn't have the courage.
Perhaps it was when she was kidnapped by Bai Mingpeng that she saw him, and she has always had a certain fear of him.
But the day after tomorrow is his birthday, and I still plan to give him a surprise.
November 2
How useless! I wanted to sneak a kiss on my brother to test his attitude.
But he vomited so much he almost had a stomach perforation and had to be hospitalized again. I wonder what he'll think after he's discharged.
How should I apologize to him?
November 20
I was finally discharged from the hospital, but my brother was nowhere to be found.
He only left me a WeChat message saying that he had to go on a business trip out of town and told me to take good care of myself.
December 20
A month has passed, and my brother hasn't come back.
February 20
Three months have passed, and my brother hasn't come back.
May 20
I became a sensation because of one album, and I'm almost a first or second-tier singer.
But... my brother still hasn't come back.
It's been half a year, and he seems to have disappeared. He only reads my messages but doesn't reply.
Was I wrong? If I hadn't vomited myself into the hospital and gotten a stomach ache, my brother wouldn't have passed away...
July 3
Director Xia approached me and said that the production team of the show "Flirting with You" wanted to invite me to participate in a dating reality show, together with Shang Yijue.
I was incredibly surprised at that time.
They gave me Shang Yijue's address, saying the production team couldn't get him to come, and asked me to go and invite him.
I bought a high-speed train ticket for the night and found his house, but I didn't knock.
He squatted outside the door all night, thinking about what he should say when he saw him.
Apologize or... pretend you know nothing?
But as I was thinking, dawn broke.
He opened the door, seemingly to throw out the trash, but froze the moment he saw me.
Her eyes reddened slightly as she said, "Scarlett, why didn't you tell me you were coming?"
"I'm afraid... I'll disturb your sleep," I said haughtily.
But he quickly opened the door and told me to come inside.
But he didn't touch me again.
There wasn't even a simple handshake or shoulder massage.
So, brother... was it really because I left?
For someone like me, you abandoned your future, left your hometown, and endured infamy. Was it really... worth it?
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