Xu Lingyi looked at Lu Yanxiu seriously: "Everyone has told me since I was a child that to be liked by others, a girl should be filial, sensible and well-behaved. Only in this way can I avoid being disliked by others. So before, I never thought of resisting."
This was indeed the original owner's experience. Even Xu Lingyi herself had been asked to do this before.
"And people always seem to be like this. Enduring pain seems to be more difficult than changing. They're afraid of this and that. I thought about changing when I was beaten before, but I was also afraid that changing would make life worse. I always think of everything in the worst possible way."
“It wasn’t until I actually died and came back to life that I realized how important it is to live well and be good to yourself.”
"And I've just discovered that this makes me happier than putting myself in a difficult position and hurting others. It feels like I've lived for so long, but only now am I truly living and truly understanding life."
"I used to think they were so powerful, like Wang Guifen, my parents, and my dad. But now I realize that most people are just cowards. As long as you're brave enough to risk it all, there's nothing to be afraid of. Many people from the village came today, and some of them disliked me, but they didn't dare say anything."
Because others can see the changes in people.
When she stopped being timid, these people no longer dared to say anything casually.
"You are good now, you can't be better."
Lu Yanxiu muttered to himself.
Xu Lingyi nodded seriously. "Anyone who is bullied to death, no matter how foolish, stubborn, or cowardly they were in the past, will regret it once they've experienced the gates of hell and that feeling of despair and powerlessness. If they had the chance to do it again, they would definitely fight back and change their minds."
After hearing this, Lu Yanxiu was silent for a long time.
"I see."
He made up his mind.
He had been hesitating for two years and finally made up his mind today.
He wanted to kill that family himself.
When they accidentally killed the eldest sister, Lu Yanxiu thought he had misheard when he learned of her death.
Seeing that he looked like a lost soul, his teammates carefully sent him back.
Lu Yanxiu still remembers the situation at that time. He felt that everything was like a dream and completely unreal.
He was like a bystander, watching someone else's funeral indifferently.
It was not until his eldest sister was buried that he woke up from a dream and realized that he had really lost his loved one.
His eldest sister will never come back in this life.
All the emotions were truly released at that moment. Lu Yanxiu was about to go out with a gun, but was stopped by his grandfather.
Later, the man realized that he wanted to attack him and collapsed to the ground in fear.
He hugged his legs: "Brother-in-law, you can't kill me, I really didn't mean it. We have such a good relationship and we have a child. If you kill me, what will happen to your nephew? He already has no mother. Can you bear to see him without a father?"
Seeing Lu Yanxiu's indifference, the man cried even harder: "I know you hate me, but your sister loved me so much. She would rather die than save me. I am the person she loves the most. If she knew that you killed me, your sister would not be at peace in the underworld. She will never forgive you. You killed the person she loved the most and made her son an orphan."
In the end, Lu Yanxiu did not take action.
Chief Lu breathed a sigh of relief.
He was worried about Lu Yanxiu's career and worried that others would find out and use it as a weapon against him.
But in fact, Lu Yanxiu didn’t care about these things, and since he was going to do it, he would make sure it was flawless without any hidden dangers.
Even in the past few years, Lu Yanxiu has never given up this idea and has already made arrangements in secret. As long as he wants, he can kill that person at any time.
But whenever he thought of what he said that day and his dead elder sister, Lu Yanxiu couldn't make up his mind.
"What does Chief Lu know?"
Xu Lingyi pretended to be clueless and asked him with a smile.
Lu Yanxiu just shook his head lightly and looked at her with a smile: "I figured out some things. Anyway, thank you."
"If I have to thank you, it should be me who thanks you."
Xu Lingyi emphasized again, holding up the book in her hand: "Commander Lu, if I have any questions in the future, can I come and ask you?"
Lu Yanxiu nodded: "You can come over anytime, I have plenty of time now."
Xu Lingyi smiled and nodded: "Okay."
With Lu Yanxiu's words, Xu Lingyi had the opportunity to go next door openly and have more contact with Lu Yanxiu.
Xu Wen said he wanted to leave, but he didn't leave for several days because he had back and leg pain and was scolded by Xu Lingyi.
Moreover, Xu Lingyi came to the Lu family every day these days, and Xu Wen didn't dare to go out, for fear of running into this evil star.
Finally, after a few days, after figuring out the time Xu Lingyi would come to the Lu family, Xu Wen picked a time when she would not come, packed his luggage, arranged a car, and left.
Before leaving, Xu Wen wanted to say something, but when he saw Lu Yanxiu's face, he felt angry. Besides, he was also afraid of Xu Lingyi, this woman.
In the end, Xu Wen said nothing.
"Remember to write me a letter when you get there, and be safe on the road."
Xu Wen had been angry for a few days, but at this moment, his anger finally subsided a lot.
After all, they have been brothers for many years, and Lu Yanxiu is not that heartless.
Thinking of this, Xu Wen couldn't help but say, "Instead of meddling in my affairs, you should take care of yourself. That village girl must be interested in you. You must be careful of her and don't let her scheme against you."
Lu Yanxiu frowned and pressed his temple: "Go away."
Xu asked: “…”
The emotion just now disappeared. "I'm nosy. I'll just wait and see. Sooner or later, you'll take the bait."
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