Chapter 377 Life in the Republic of China in the Age of Chaos 36 (Fan)

"Ms. Jiang Lan passed away at 11 o'clock yesterday at the age of..."

This news spread across the country, and the whole country was plunged into a sad atmosphere.

"Grandma Xiaoru, should we go and see Ms. Jiang off?"

The child in the volunteer workshop asked the old man next to him softly.

Su Xinru nodded and said slowly: "Let's go and see her off."

She was so lucky to have met the world-famous Ms. Jiang, but she was just an insignificant passerby in the heroic story. When

the people in the city learned that Ms. Jiang was going to be buried, they spontaneously took to the streets.

They stood on both sides of the road, silently seeing her off.

Ms. Jiang was alone, without a partner or children.

I thought she was the loneliest, but after her death, the streets were filled with people who came to see her off.

Ms. Jiang loved quietness all her life, but she didn't expect it to be so lively at the end.

Su Xinru squeezed into the crowd, watching the hearse slowly passing by, and tears flowed from her eyes for some reason.

Her situation did not attract anyone's attention, because there were many people around her, crying for the deceased Ms. Jiang.

Although most people had never met Ms. Jiang, her achievements were remembered in everyone's heart and would never be erased.

She had no regrets in her life and married the country. Such a person deserves respect from everyone.

"It would be nice if Ms. Jiang and I were born in the same era. Those war years must have been very interesting."

"I really want to fight with Commander Peng at that time."

"Just like General Zhang Xiaoyu, a beggar grew up to be a leader, it's really legendary."

Su Xinru listened to the little boy beside her discussing the past, and couldn't help but remember things many years ago.

At that time, she was a stunning beauty, and she still had the system. At

that time, she also had a seemingly fierce love...

But in the end, Su Xinru left nothing behind. She became Xiaoru, a little person in the volunteer workshop who was not worth mentioning.

Su Xinru couldn't help but think of the past in J City. If she could focus on her career instead of love like Jiang Lan at that time, maybe her life would be different.

Unfortunately, there is no regret medicine in the world, and she can't turn back time.

After Su Xinru returned to the volunteer workshop, several children around her asked curiously about the past.

"Grandma Xiaoru, have you met Ms. Jiang?"

Su Xinru was stunned for a moment, and replied after a while: "Yes."

"What kind of person is Ms. Jiang? Is she really as amazing as they say?"

Su Xinru nodded, "Yes, very amazing, very unique temperament, good eloquence, and clear logic."

At that time, she thought the other party was a woman who was jealous of her beauty, but she didn't expect that the other party would even disdain the system.

If the gap between people is too big, it is really difficult to even feel jealous.

"Grandma Xiaoru, I really envy you."

Su Xinru smiled bitterly. If these children knew what their Grandma Xiaoru had done, they might not envy them anymore.

A good hand of cards was ruined alive. Now I feel sad when I think about it.

After arriving at the volunteer workshop, Su Xinru truly realized what the real world is.

The real Republic of China is full of hunger, disease and various kinds of suffering. She, who claims to be a person of the future, once turned into a woman and fought with others for half a steamed bun.

Some people always laugh at the ignorance of people in the present era with the eyes of future generations, but they don’t know that they will be the same in a different environment, and they are not more noble than anyone else.

Su Xinru used to be complacent because she was a person of the future and looked down on those who struggled on the margins, until she became such a person herself.

Only when the needle is pierced into oneself will one feel the pain, and onlookers will never be able to feel it.

After years in the volunteer workshop, all her edges and corners have been smoothed out.

At midnight, she would also think of Gu Muzhen.

In fact, from which angle you look at it, Gu Muzhen is an elite man. If it weren't for such a time-travel journey, she would never have come into contact with such a man.

But Gu Muzhen has money, power, and beauty, but he doesn't have much sincerity.

Now Su Xinru recalls the details of the past and understands that this man has never treated her as a wife sincerely.

The wife in his heart will always be the gentle and gentle Du, not her.

He always coaxed her by saying that he would marry her, but he was slow to act and even abandoned her several times.

All of this was ultimately her delusion.

She thought she was a one-in-a-million time-traveling girl and the protagonist of the story, but she didn't expect that she was just a passerby in someone else's story.

Jiang Lan is the real protagonist of this world. Relying on her intelligence and wisdom, she helped Commander Peng conquer the world and became an existence second to none.

What system carrier, what time-traveling girl...what's the use?

Su Xinru smiled bitterly. In fact, she was nothing, just an ordinary person.

It was like this before the time travel, and it was also like this after the time travel. She had never recognized her own status.

In peacetime, she didn't get a one-to-one perfect love. How could she have a perfect lover in such a turbulent era?

After all, it is not that kind of fate, so why force it...

Su Xinru, like Jiang Lan, has not started a family.

After she left Gu Muzhen, her mind suddenly opened up, and she no longer had any expectations for love.

There may be beautiful love in this world, but it will not happen to her.

Su Xinru doesn't like Jiang Lan because Jiang Lan took away her system and forced her to work in the volunteer workshop for many years.

But she has to admit that Jiang Lan has done a lot of meaningful things in these years.

After the establishment of the new Republic of China, more and more women walked out of the shackles of the home and gained real freedom.

Some of them were sold to dirty places since childhood, some were sent to older men as concubines like goods, some were miserable as slaves, and some were tortured by domestic violence and exhausted physically and mentally...

It was Jiang Lan who overcame the opposition and withstood the huge pressure of the patriarchal society, and legislated to protect them so that they no longer had to live in fear.

Su Xinru is also a woman, and she is also a beneficiary of these laws.

She doesn't know when she offended Jiang Lan, causing Jiang Lan to treat her like this, but to some extent, she has received his favor.

Su Xinru smiled bitterly. A big man like Jiang Lan might have forgotten her a long time ago, but it doesn't matter anymore.

Dust returns to dust, death is like the extinguishing of a lamp, and all grudges vanish into thin air.

If there is an afterlife, Su Xinru never wants to travel through time again.

She just wants to be an ordinary person in a peaceful era, maybe without love, maybe with a lot of pressure, but safe and stable.