Qin Chuan always knew that Li Heng would not belong to him forever.
So he waited.
When Li Heng took the initiative to say that he wanted to leave, he watched Li Heng leave.
This way, when he leaves, I will feel much more relieved.
I just didn’t expect that the day would come when my thoughts would conflict with reality.
He looked at the vegetable patch, the land they had once planted together was still growing well. Everything was beautiful, but they didn't understand his feelings and didn't come to comfort him.
Just as he accepted Ye Ziqiu's departure, Li Heng would also leave without looking back like Ye Ziqiu.
His background is always desolate, and no one will ever stop for him.
Maybe he should get used to being alone.
Only by locking his heart can he love himself more.
But why does my heart hurt so much?
The night is as cold as water, and the heart-wrenching pain only lasts for a moment.
"Qin Chuan."
Qin Chuan knew it was Li Heng calling him without even looking up. He wiped his tears roughly and pretended nothing happened. "What's wrong?"
"I've decided not to leave."
"What did you say?" Qin Chuan's mind was blank and his tears were still there.
"How about I stop studying and stay in the countryside to accompany you?"
At that moment, Qin Chuan felt very complicated.
As he was overwhelmed with joy, he suddenly thought of something. Li Heng was very smart, so why was he willing to break his wings and stay by his side?
Does he really like me, or does he just want me to be accompanied by someone?
It was as if he existed just for himself. His joys and sorrows were linked to Li Heng. Whenever he was unhappy, Li Heng would come to comfort him. When he was sad, it was also him.
His relationship with him was not like that of a couple, not like that of friends, but more like that of a customer.
Only the employer will unconditionally demand the employee to make contributions.
He had always been asking for things from Li Heng: family affection, love, even material and spiritual needs. The two of them had never quarreled. It wasn't that they didn't want to quarrel, but that they simply couldn't.
Li Heng knew what he was thinking. He stayed with him just because he only knew how to farm.
In other words, he will kill the pig and Li Heng will appear.
"Who are you?" Qin Chuan grabbed Li Heng's hand and could see his perfect face when he got closer.
Even though his face was damaged by the sun and rain, Li Heng's face was not. He was always so perfect, as perfect as a robot.
"Don't you like me to accompany you?" Xu Jing knew that people with innocent hearts had keen perception, and Qin Chuan sensed his identity.
Facing his questioning, Xu Jing remained calm. He touched Qin Chuan's face and said, "I exist for you."
His face darkened and he asked, "What do you mean?"
"Do you remember Ye Ziqiu?"
Of course she remembered. Qin Chuan even remembered the fight between her and Li Heng. Why did they become enemies? Because of herself.
Qin Chuan even forgot to cry. He stared at Li Heng intently and asked, "Will you disappear?"
"meeting."
021 screamed in his heart. "You're so stupid! You promised him. What are you doing? Trying to sabotage him?"
"Don't talk nonsense if you don't understand. I'll explain it to you later."
There was an indelible sadness in Xu Jing's eyes, which made Qin Chuan feel guilty.
"I had a dream that I was having a terrible time. Do you remember when I was in the hospital because of my injuries?"
Qin Chuan certainly remembered it. He also remembered that he and Li Heng lived in the same hospital ward. That was the first time he received a pair of shoes from Li Heng. He was so touched that he still kept them.
"In my dream, I died in the hospital. You were the one who brought me here on the way. Without you, I wouldn't have survived even a month."
Xu Jing took Qin Chuan's hand and found a clean place to sit down. "I used to be an uneducated scoundrel. I was lawless and did all kinds of evil. My family suffered a lot because of me. After I died, everything went wrong, even my father is gone."
That was the original owner's previous life, the difference was that Qin Chuan was not in it.
Xu Jing sighed and continued, "This life is a blessing. I'm living a new life. Without you, I wouldn't be able to survive."
"You're talking nonsense. There are no ghosts in this world. You said it was all a dream."
Xu Jing's eyes moistened as she glanced at him. The sadness in her eyes almost made Qin Chuan unable to contain himself. "Are you talking nonsense?"
"The dream was so real that I had to believe it was true. Without you, I would still die. So I prayed to God that anything would be enough as long as I could continue to live. I owe you a favor and I have to repay it."
Qin Chuan shook his head, still unconvinced. "Then why did you pick a fight with Ye Ziqiu?"
"I've seen your whole life. You were tricked by her. Because of her, you lost everything you had and ended up in jail. I was so angry that I targeted her."
So that's how it is. Qin Chuan breathed a sigh of relief and then said, "Did you really have such a dream?"
"Yes. I want to repay you, but there is no other way. I can only help you farm and change your life. As long as I can see that you have enough food and clothes, I will be satisfied."
Xu Jing showed a relieved smile like an old father, and hugged Qin Chuan in his arms. "I just hope you are well, and I will be well too."
"But you have a bright future, why don't you go? Is it really worth it for me?"
"I said, my life is because of you. If you want me to, I..."
Qin Chuan covered his mouth and said righteously: "No, you are an independent individual and do not exist for me."
"My life is mine, you shouldn't live it for me."
Even though he was reluctant, Qin Chuan understood one thing: he couldn't be so selfish and keep Li Heng by his side just to get him. That was not worth it.
"Go away." Qin Chuan's eyes were deep, and his words were sharper than a knife, which could easily cut through the inner defenses.
"Are you really willing to do that?"
"I know you're a good person, and I want to keep you. But I can't let my selfishness ruin your future. You deserve better."
Qin Chuan endured the pain in his heart and pushed him away.
"In the future, find a woman you like, get married, and then forget about me."
Damn it, why was he crying? He and Li Heng were just friends. There was no room for any other feelings between friends. He should just let go.
"No, there is no one else who can make my heart beat. Except you."
Xu Jing hugged him and whispered in his ear: "I like you."
Really?
Qin Chuan was a little stunned, even unable to believe his ears. Did he hear it wrong? What did Li Heng say? He said he liked him, but what kind of like was that?
"You, you are a friend..."
"No." Xu Jing looked at him, then suddenly lowered his head and kissed his lips. "It's the kind of love that makes me want to marry you home as my wife."
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