Xu Jing turned and left without a trace of nostalgia, leaving Rong Jiu with a false impression. Did he really love her?
He didn't seem sad at all. He was calm and composed from beginning to end, and didn't even seem angry.
Unlike me, I was making a hysterical scene, asking for explanations, and even resorting to violence.
He is emotionally stable, and it seems like he would be in a relationship with someone else.
In other words, in his mind, I am not important at all.
Too much concern leads to confusion.
He even calculated every detail of his concern for himself, there was no such thing as being too concerned and causing chaos.
The emotions are perfect like a robot.
As long as he said something was wrong, he would immediately walk away. Using the emotions of a bystander to deal with things was a fact that Rong Jiu could not accept. He hated it the most.
He would rather Xu Jing scold him, or even beat him up, than ignore it and deal with it calmly.
His existence seemed to be a trouble to Xu Jing.
If things don't go well, he'll just withdraw. Even breaking up is so casual, as if the years of companionship are gone like air, leaving one heartbroken.
Are you willing to give up?
No, never.
Now that he has chosen the love of his life, he will never give up.
Rong Jiu pushed open the kitchen door and said calmly, "Let's talk about this."
"We've broken up, so what's left to talk about?" Xu Jing washed the last dish, untied his apron and hung it in the designated place.
After washing his hands, Xu Jing still maintained a nonchalant attitude. "Go back. Don't come here again."
"Xu Jing." That was the first time Rong Jiu called him by his first name. His suddenly raised voice startled Xu Jing. He looked up at him impatiently, and seeing his eyes filled with tears, he said coldly, "You know what I'm like, yet you still come close to me? Aren't you a jerk?"
It's a shame.
He was just being unreasonable and it was all his own fault. He deserved it all and couldn't blame anyone else.
But he just didn't want to give up. Is that wrong?
Rong Jiu grabbed his hand and looked at him with red eyes. "I'm sorry, it's my fault. I shouldn't have lost my temper with you, brother..."
Before I could even say the words of forgiveness, I saw him pull his hand back and reply coldly, "I understand. Let's go back."
"I don't want to." Rong Jiu rushed over and hugged him. "Brother, I don't want to go back."
Xu Jing didn't say anything, but grabbed his collar and dragged him towards the door. The longer he dragged him, the more Rong Jiu's heart sank. He hugged his waist tightly and said, "I won't leave."
"Don't you want to call me a scumbag?"
Xu Jing put his hand on the door handle and looked at him seriously.
Rong Jiu shook his head like a rattle, holding back the pain and said, "You are not, you are not, let go...Brother, I won't go out!"
"What a humiliating person." Xu Jing opened the door and put the person at the door with a determined heart.
Rong Jiu's body was shaking. He held him like a piece of driftwood, but he was reluctant to let go.
He was frightened by Xu Jing's resolute attitude, and even his cries were filled with pleading for mercy. "Brother, I was wrong. I shouldn't have misunderstood you. You and Meng You don't have that kind of relationship. I was suspicious, it's my fault. Please forgive me, okay?"
Xu Jing pursed his lips. The door faced two adjacent houses. He didn't know if he'd gone to work. If he'd caused any trouble, they'd probably accuse him of bullying a child. He'd have no choice but to apologize. If he'd caused any more trouble, they'd probably call the police and have him taken out for tea. It was truly a loss.
Seeing Xu Jing still not moving, Rong Jiu hugged him tightly and said, "Brother, I really know I was wrong. You can hit me or scold me, but please don't chase me away, okay?"
"Nervous." Xu Jing sighed and decided to take him home to deal with the matter and then ask him to leave.
After closing the door, Rong Ji felt relieved. Not knowing what he was going to do next, he still didn't let go of his hand. He just clung to him tightly, not caring about his dignity at all.
He even forgot the harsh words he had just said to him. He didn't want to break up with Xu Jing, that was all.
"Jiujiu." Xu Jing frowned and said, "Let go."
Rong Jiu shook his head. If he was dragged away again, he really didn't know how miserable he would be.
"Didn't you say you would listen to me?"
Rong Jiu slowly let go of her hand and cried so hard that no one came to comfort her.
He lowered his head and said, "Brother, I really know I was wrong."
"You're right, you're right, I'm cold-hearted." Xu Jing pulled him to the sofa and made him sit down.
"I'm not an emotional person, and you and I both know that."
Rong Jiu nodded, and the crying slowly stopped.
Feeling uneasy, I only saw his superficial indifference and even felt alienated.
He didn't want to be separated from Xu Jing, so he bravely moved his hips over and put his arm around his waist while sincerely apologizing. "I shouldn't have been so petty. I'm sorry."
"You're right, things are indeed unclear between him and me." Xu Jing lifted his chin and wiped his tears with the napkin on the coffee table.
"I'm extremely selfish and only think about myself. You've given too much by being with me, but you're the one who suffers."
"I don't mind, I want to be with you." Rong Jiu expressed his feelings boldly, and even felt that he was kicked out because he was being unreasonable.
He forgot to be calm and to keep his composure.
I had clearly thought everything through before coming here, trying to occupy a place in Xu Jing's heart. How come Xu Jing's words had irritated me so much that I forgot everything?
Seeing Xu Jing belittle himself made him feel even worse.
He always felt that everything was caused by himself.
If he hadn't broken the window paper, they would still be fine now.
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