Xu Jing hoped that Ning Su could give an explanation, but Ning Su was extremely busy and had a very bad temper. When she saw him, she started to speak without thinking.
"Don't you know I'm very busy? If you had any conscience you shouldn't have bothered me. The competition can't be delayed, and I'm very sorry. But you can't just think about yourself and not consider my feelings. Do you know that you are very selfish?"
My friend, he hasn't said a word yet.
Xu Jing rubbed his brows, watched him vent all the resentment in his heart, and said, "Something happened in your family."
"Nonsense." Ning Su rolled his eyes. He didn't want to argue with Zhou Jinxi, so he pulled her to sit down on the edge of the flower bed. "Jinxi, I'm really tired lately. I've been busy all day and haven't even had a sip of soup. I really can't hold on any longer."
Xu Jing said nothing, took his hand and walked towards the villa.
Ning Su asked, "What are you going to do?"
"Go back and take some medicine first, then eat your meal."
Xu Jing was somewhat glad that he had been rational from beginning to end, otherwise he would have had a big fight with Ning Su just because of his attitude.
Fortunately, he had the patience to wait for Ning Su to finish his business before returning to the game. He thought so, but Ning Su had another idea.
Ning Su finally felt a bit full after eating some fast food. He sighed and said, "Jinxi, I really want to be with you. But if I keep dancing, we'll be apart in a few days. My enemies are too powerful, so powerful that I can't deal with them no matter how hard I try. If I still focus on other things..."
"I'm also involved in other areas?" Xu Jing said with a smile. "You look down on me and don't want me to share your burdens. Or are you subconsciously trying to exclude me?"
"That's not what I meant." Ning Su rubbed his swollen head and continued, "I just want to wait until I have resolved these things. I can't dance anymore. I have to support the Ning family. Only then can I reduce the burden on my parents, live up to the Ning family's expectations, and better protect you."
Ning Su had long considered him a member of the family. He wasn't born gay; he became gay because he loved Zhou Jinxi. Deep down, he still had the traditional male mentality, treating Zhou Jinxi as a woman. He considered his family and career an inseparable part of his life. Only when he had his family and career in good shape could he return to meet his woman and have a better life.
But Xu Jing is not like that.
Xu Jing felt that he and Ning Su were able to date because they had similar values and shared common ground. Furthermore, Ning Su was emotionally stable, much more so than Mo Zechuan. Therefore, he felt that he could stand by Ning Su and face all the ups and downs together, rather than just sitting there waiting for Ning Su to resolve all her problems before returning to pursue a relationship.
He touched his chest and felt that he had some feelings for Ning Su during this period. But the feelings were not strong, because he left early and came back late, and because he was always selfish and reckless.
It seemed that no one could change him except himself, whether it was Mo Zechuan or Ning Su.
Once something happens, the first thing they think of is not to seek support, but to solve the problem by themselves.
It is true that it is important to solve problems on your own, but it will also indirectly remind Xu Jing that they are not dodders. They can get a better life without relying on him.
He is just the spice in their lives. When the flowers are in full bloom and the moon is full, it will be a happy ending for everyone.
Once any storm occurs, they will abandon him without hesitation, without ever considering the fact that he can also share their joys and sorrows and take responsibility.
They subconsciously think that they can solve all problems and achieve a balance between career and love.
It was this kind of natural giving up that made Xu Jing hard to accept.
He even felt that this kind of love was too rational. It was what he longed for, but it was also what he hated the most.
"Am I not worthy of your trust?" Xu Jing asked patiently. "Do you think my abilities are inadequate for helping you shoulder the responsibilities of the Ning family?"
"No." Ning Su felt that arguing too much about this matter was wasting his energy. He said impatiently, "What do you want me to do? Tell my family now that I have a boyfriend and that he can help me solve all my problems. Is that what you want?"
"Jinxi, I'm already very tired. I have to work every day and deal with interpersonal relationships and other issues. If you were to be added to the mix, I don't know what the result would be."
And the result may not be good, it may very well be the worst.
If his family knew he was having an affair, his parents' generation, who had spent so much time abroad, might be able to adapt, but the elderly wouldn't. His grandfather is still alive, and if he knew the heir to the family was gay, he would probably faint from anger.
Ning Su grabbed his hand and pleaded, "Give me some time. Maybe it will be done in half a year. As long as I can sort out the family affairs, I will be your strongest support. I can help you shelter from the wind and rain."
"I don't need you to shelter me from the wind and rain. I am a safe haven myself."
Xu Jing sighed, his eyes dimming. The real reason was that Ning Su didn't trust him enough. Otherwise, he wouldn't have been willing to give himself to him.
Although everyone can say sweet words, few people can take the initiative to give their trust to others.
"Okay, I know what you mean." Xu Jing didn't know how much things would change in the next six months. He didn't even want to blame Ning Su for giving up his beloved dance career for the sake of his family. Because he knew that once Ning Su made a decision, it must have been made up, and no amount of persuasion would change his mind.
All he could do was wait. There was really no other way. "I'll give you three years. If you can't sort out your family issues and accept me wholeheartedly within those three years, I don't think there's any need for us to be together."
The ring is still in his hand. If Xu Jing doesn't give it away, Ning Su's relationship with him will still be precarious and can be blown away by the wind.
Because love without legal protection is not recognized by the state at all. Therefore, some scumbag men can date several girls at the same time without getting married. Apart from the pressure from public opinion, other aspects can only make other men envious, and others can't do anything about him.
"Thank you, Jinxi." Ning Su breathed a sigh of relief and hugged him. "Believe me, I can definitely do it. Forget three years, maybe I can do it within half a year."
How could he not want to get married to him as soon as possible? He did. But things were changing so fast, and he couldn't support the entire family alone. If he didn't devote himself to his career, he would be powerless to save the situation.
He hopes that his significant other can understand his difficulties and accept him wholeheartedly.
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